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My Words Cut Deep

I Know I’m Not That Perfect

-Emmys Point of View-

Right when Emmy had walked into the hotel room, she felt that something was wrong. Not only from the lack of response from Skyla but Eliza was on the bed watching Frozen by herself. Quickly entering the bathroom and shutting the door she kneeled down to comfort her friend. Skyla looked emotional and broken. Seeing that on her friends face pained her, Skyla was always so strong. Now here she was weak and broken. Emmy would be lying if she said it didn't surprise her how well the meeting Austin was going. No matter what she was going to support her friend. This was all for Eliza, and both young women needed to keep their mind on that.

spending over a half an hour standing in the bathroom as Skyla fell to pieces. It took everything in Amelia to leave the bathroom to allow Skyla to clean up. Putting on a happy face she sat down with Elizabeth to watch her favourite movie. This little girl was oblivious to the changes and emotional hardship that surrounded her.

-Pamela’s Point of View-

Sitting at the lunch table with the other women of the band, her mind was else were. She tried to concentrate on the conversation, but her mind was filled with worry, concern, anger and jealousy. These emotions being hard to control causing thoughts to surface. What if this women wanted to be a happy little family? What if Austin fell for this girl because he thought he had to? What if she introduced the child and tore her away from him later? Could he handle the emotional impact that came with a child? The girls could tell she was off but she kept making excuses that she was fine. Pamela loved him to death, she had never felt like this with anyone else. The fans had finally accepted that she was here to stay. Skyla showing up threw everything off.

She wasn't sure if she liked this and she wasn't going to lie that she really disliked Skyla for showing up. This whole situation brought out a whole other side of Pamela.

-Alan’s Point of View-

The young man felt somewhat heart broken. It wasn’t as if he was in love with her but he was developing feelings. Feelings he hadn’t felt in a long time. He enjoyed the time he had spent with Skyla and Emmy. Then everything just kind of fell apart for him. Finding out her child was his best friend’s daughter, that was a bit of a slap to the face. That she was out there to contact him. She basically lied to his face multiple times, how much of what she said really true? At the same time, a part of him couldn't really be angry with her. It must have been terrifying to come all the way out here knowing things could possible fall apart. For both her and Austin this was a world of change, it affected everyone. The worst part was the rest of the band noticed Austin’s absence and Alan’s lack of motivation. Questions were being asked and it just stressed Alan out more.

Then the evening came where they all stopped by Austin’s and by the bags under his eyes… You could tell that he was stressed to the max. His body filled with anxiety as he blurted out he had a child. He could feel the confusion and disbelief. The sadness consuming the ginger even more. Alan was just sad that everything turned out the way it did,