My Understandings

Okay, so this is my first stupid diary entry. I've been talking to this person on tumblr. They're the cutest person ever and im falling for a stranger that don't even know the name of. I've also been hanging out with my friend Chris more and his two friends Jaxin and Austin, people always look at Austin weird and I don't know why. I want to ask him about it but I feel like that would be way too rude. We're going to the beach tomorrow and I really don't want to go because i'll stick out like a slutty girl dressed in pink and leopard print at an MCR concert. But I agreed to go because Jaxin and Austin aren't in town long and I kinda want to get to know them. They're pretty cool people. But this is my expression of the day because even though I have someone that likes my online, I don't know if they're 100% and I don't know them. So its kind of a happy thought sometimes, but then I come back to reality and realize i dont know anything about them and they might just be joking with me, which makes me come back to my normal mood. I maybe surrounded by three good people but I still don't feel like I have anyone. I feel alone. So this is my face today. Meow.

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