This Love Is Sempiternal

I ran my hands through my hair roughly as i got hit with Ricky's voicemail for the eighth time.


I blew out aggravatedly as i sat back on the couch.



I threw my phone on the coffee table and walked up stairs to our room.



I slipped out my clothes and bra .


I slipped into my AFI hoodie and my black panties.


I pulled my long thick chocolate hair into a high messy bun when i heard a knock at the door.


I slowly walked down stairs thinking it was probably Chris or one of the girls.




What i didn't expect happened when i opened the door to see Oliver.



I looked him over in shock.


A tight fitted long sleeve shirt and bleached splattered skinny jeans with creepers.




His long hair slightly covered his eyes and he smiled softly.



"Oliver. ." I breathed looking at him and I opened the door more so he can come in.



"What are you doing here?" I questioned feeling nervous and excited seeing him.



His neck tattoos were gleaming as well as his golden brown orbs as he stared at me examining me.




I missed those eyes.



"Well.. the doctors and my family and mates said we should hang out . Apparently , we were close. But they didn't specify. I remember that I'm dating Hannah. .. but that's it." He uttered looking around and my heart froze at his knowledge.



"Hannah is your girlfriend? " I questioned feeling guilty.



"No. My fiancé " He whispered blushing and i frowned deeply.



He only remembers the good Hannah , before she turned into a drugged up , cheating whore.



"Oli.... She's not your fiancé " I whispered and he looked at me confused.



"What are you saying? " He questioned sounding confused.



"She's your ex. You haven't talked to her in almost a year. You hate her" I whispered and he frowned.


"Why would I hate the love of my life? " He questioned sounding sad.



For some reason that hit a nerve in my soul and i frowned more.





"Let's talk about that later. But just know that she was never good for you. You deserved better... so much better. " I whispered as we talked about random things for a couple hours.




He told me about his childhood , his family. .. everything I've already heard before.



"Arlet. One more thing. ." He whispered as he leaned more toward me on the couch.





"Hm?" I hummed in response.




"Why do i feel so close to you? " He questioned.



I went to awnser but found myself speechless.



How do you tell the man you gave your all ,to that you used to be his everything but now his nothing because he doesn't remember you?





I bit my lip.


"Well... why do you feel close to me?" I questioned as he got up and sat next to me.


His intense stare sent chills down my spine.


"your smell" He uttered encouragingly.



"I remember your smell. .. it makes me smile for some reason " He whispered placing a hand on my neck.




"Touching you seems so familiar " He uttered running his palm over my collarbone as my heart sped up.



"Who are you to me?" He questioned looking me over as i bit down on my lip nervously.





I looked at the past we had together and i felt crushed by all this guilt.









"Noone you should worry about remembering. .. " I sighed in sorrow.

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