This Love Is Sempiternal

I slammed the door hard behind me as i rushed into the house.

"How could you be so selfish?! " I screamed at her.


"Me ?! How am i selfish! You're trying to go on tour while I'm going away to Paris! You said after i have the baby you'd let me continue to model! " She screamed at me as she threw her purse on the couch and slammed her fist against the wall.


"Fuck that! I never said that. You're so fucking in denial that everything is about you Arlet. I'm tired of your shit! I'm going on tour and that's final! " I screamed and tears rushed down her cheeks.



"Screw you Richard" She spat before stomping up the stairs.


I slammed my fist into the wall before running my hands through my hair roughly.


Shit.


I grabbed my keys , phone and i looked on the coffee table for my vape pen and i growled harshly when i didn't find them.




I quickly left the house, slamming the door hard behind me and speeding to the handy way.



I bought four packs of cigarettes and flamed the fresh one between my lips inhaling the old smoke.



The usual missed feeling of real smoke clouded my lungs and i breathed it out in content.



I texted Chris saying i was headed to his house and he agreed.



The second I pulled up at his house , i lit a new cig and threw the other one out the car.



I noticed how cold it was outside the second I stepped out but i didn't care.



I knocked on the door and he immediately opened it.


His hair was all messed up and he was shirtless with black shredded skinny jeans. "What's up man?" He questioned as i came in .



"Fought with Arry. .. it was a bad one. . " I grumbled sucking hard on my cigarette.



"About? " He questioned as we sat on the couch and he drank coffee while he handed me a cup on the table.



"She's going to France in 3 days. And i wouldn't care if she didn't JUST get back from a month long vacation to Mulan. I'm always home and the second i want to go out and be the Rockstar i am , she gets pissed about it. I NEVER got mad or never allowed her to pursue her dreams but it's like she doesn't want me to live mine" I whispered swirling my thumb over the black coffee mug feeling the steam warm my finger.




"Damn Rick. Well what are you going to do?" He questioned.



"I'm going on tour and she's staying. " I growled.



"Sure about that? " He questioned. arching his perfectly drawn eyebrow at me.



"Even if i have to burn her passports, i will." I whispered. "Well I'm glad you came. We leave tomorrow. It got rescheduled because Bless The Fall dropped out and we need to set up and practice today " He uttered encouragingly before my phone started ringing.



I saw that Arlet was calling me and i rejected the call and sent her to voice mail.




"Sure Chris. Let's bring the guys over and start rehearsal. I've got all night" I whispered turning off my phone.










If Arlet can pursue her dreams , then so can i.

Notes

Sorry for not updating. I've been working a lot and school has been the stressful .


-CrookedYoung ♡ ♡ ♡