One Shots (completed for now)

As we talked on the way back about all of his music and touring, i really didn't mind. As long as i didn't talk about myself, im fine. He was currently talking about the time that one of the older bands had to buy his band beers so they could have a little party. Well that party ended up with everyone playing hide and go seek in the dark.

So Chris and everyone ran into a park where they got caught in the park.

''Yeah, while we were running we kept falling and laughing. It was grand.'' he said still laughing from the memory. I look down, wondering if i don't succeed, if i will find my light.

Maybe.

"Whatcha thinkin about?" he asked and my face goes white. ''I-i w-was think-ing about how lucky you were.'' i said honestly, i just needed to think about it. he really was.
''Why do you think that?" He questions and we take a left, going down my road.
''just because, you have a lot, a lot more than i probably ever will.'' i say truthfully and i look down, thinking i offended him.
''You are right.'' he said and i just keep my gaze on the ground. "Here we are.'' i said and I take my Key out of the pot and push it into the door.
''Just be quiet.'' i say to him and he nods, and i push the door open.

I quickly put the bag on the ground by the door and i wince when i see the bottles on the ground and empty bottle pills. I knew i should have cleaned up.

I walk upstairs and to my mom's room and peak in my head. ''Hey mom, i don't feel good, i came home with a friend.'' I said and she moans and rolls over, facing me.
"Okay baby, if you need any medication you know where it is.'' she said and smiled at me. I walk over to her, forgetting that Chris was there for a second.
''I love you darling.'' she spoke and i reply with a smile, "I love you too.'' i said and kissed her head, putting all the bottles on the ground that crowded her bed, and filled up a clear glass of water from the sink.
''Thank you.'' she said and i pulled up the covers keeping her warm.

I walk out, turning the fan on so she doesn't hear a lot. Chris had smiled sadly at me and i shut the door.
''Wow.'' he said and we walked back downstairs and down to the basement where my room is. ''Yeaaaah.'' i said and i walked down the stairs. ''Want anything to drink? Eat?" I question opening my door that shows my room.
It had fairy lights everywhere and lyrics all along my room, i had a fridge in the left front corner and my bed in the back right.
my walls were black and it had white writing.

''Yeah, what do you have?" He questioned softly and i smile and open it. ''Hey ill have a water.'' he said and i reach in and gave it to him.

''So, wanna listen to music?" I questioned and he nodded. I pull out my water speakers from my dresser and plug them in to the wall and my phone.
''Wow..'' he said and i nodded. ''I have a job during the summer at my grandpa's diner that my grandma runs. she over pays me and i get good tip.'' i said and he laughed.
''Wow, the food good?" He questions and i smile genuinely. ''Yes, apparently.'' i spoke and we just sat down after i pressed play on my phone.


''wanna go after we are done here?" He questioned and i nodded. "Sure.'' i said and i leaned back on my bed.
''so you heard about me, now tell me about you.'' he said and i laugh.

''Well, i don;t normally tell people but i trust you so please do not tell anyone.'' i plead and he nods.

''my dad left when i was 10, and my mom spiraled down. I stayed with my grand parents until she was stable. I don't know, what do you want to know?" I Questioned.

''Why do you wanna die? Your mom would need you.'' he said and i just take a deep breath. ''She used to bring guys home, and they would do anything you could imagine to me. But now she stopped after she read my journal. my dad was a dead beat and now i don't know, i don't have much to live for now.'' i said and Chris looked at me.

''You have so much. You are 18 right?" He questioned and i nodded. ''You can move out, go to collage, hell id let you live with me if you wanted.'' he said and my eyes bulged out of my head.

''Just until i get a stable job? Can i like do merch for you guys or something?" I questioned and he nods.
"Yeah actually our guy just quit so good timing.'' he said and i jump on him giving him a huge hug.


''But you don't even know me, why would you do that?" I questioned and he brushed his fingers off my forehead, moving my hair back.
''Because you are worth something to me, even if its a little something, i can see it.'' he said and i smile and he pulls his lips to mine.

Notes

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