~3 Weeks Later~ I’ve been in England with Oli for 3 weeks now. We left the day after my birthday. Today Motionless in White was supposed to be here to talk about touring with BMTH again, they probably will, but the next tour isn’t for a few months, which was nice. After the meeting me and Ricky were supposed to go out and get some food. He’s been clean ever since I told him goodbye on my birthday. I had to go to this stupid meeting because I wasn’t allowed not to go, Oli’s afraid that I’d stop eating and just wither away. I won’t! But I’m still hardly eating at all. Maybe a piece of bread or something.
“Ashley let’s go!” Oli shouted. The band was already downstairs. I got dressed and quickly did my makeup and hair and ran down stairs. Oli smiled and hugged me, “It’s snowing outside love, here’s your coat.” He handed me my long black coat and we left. Everyone got into separate cars except me and Oli. We drove to this HUGE hotel, and went into their meeting room. Motionless in White was already in there. I cringed a little, my wounds were almost healed, but not completely. I sat down next to Oli and Matt K. Oli smiled at me and held my hand tightly.
“So, first on agenda, what was your decision touring with us?” Oli asked, so maturely, it made me laugh a bit.
“Well,” Chris spoke, “I would love to tour with you guys, everyone else would love to as well, but under the circumstances. I don’t know if we should.”
“Yes, I do agree. But, okay let’s cut the sophistication shit,” Oli laughed, “Yes, I know, Ashley and Ricky. Let’s wait and talk about that situation later, but other than that, would you guys?”
“Yeah.” Everyone agreed. Great.
This meeting went on for quite some time, by then it was dinner time. Ricky and I went to this really good place, I couldn’t pronounce the name, but it was good.We talked and caught up, he asked how I was doing, and I was honest with him, I told him that I was doing horrible without him, that I did love Oli, but I loved him more.
We had talked about how we couldn’t do this, that it wasn’t fare to either of us, but it wasn’t right to keep us apart either. It was hell on us both.
“Well beautiful, it’s time for us to go.” He said hugging me outside of the restaurant, “Thanks for tonight.”
I pulled away from his hug and looked at him, his eyes were the beautiful blue I had remembered. God they were beautiful. “I missed those eyes.” I cooed.
“I missed that sweet voice of yours.”
“C-can I stay with you tonight?”
“Of course baby. Absolutely.”
Ricky and I walked back to his hotel, I texted Oli and told him I made a new friend and that I was going to stay the night with them, it wasn’t exactly a lie, more like a fib.

Notes

http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=124475031
That's Ashley's outfit c:
I KNOW THAT THIS IS REALLY SHORT AND I'M SO SORRY, BUT I COULDN'T THINK I LOVE YOU GUYS,