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If I Could Turn Back Time

Secrets

Aurora's POV:

My stomach turned in unimaginable knots as I realised where Trent was taking me. We were headed straight for the lookout. The lookout was make out central and that's where everyone went on a Friday night to hook up, the thought alone made me nervous to the bone. My foot tapped repeatedly on the floor of the car as we got closer to the turn off that lead up to the little hideout. To make it all ten times worse, which I didn't think was possible, Trent noticed my uncontrollable shaking. I could tell because he reached his left hand off of the wheel and laid it gently down on my thigh and squeezed lightly.

"You nervous or something?" he quizzed sounding concerned.

"Huh? No what makes you say that?" I tried to brush off his allegations.

"Because your leg is shaking like crazy and you're more tense than ever, I can feel it," his hand slid scarcely closer to the top of my leg making me even more nervous than I was before. I'd never been touched like this and god was it good but it made me want to vomit at the same time because of the overwhelming butterflies that swirled in my core. Mistakenly I pushed his hand back down further but it only resulted with him flinching away all together quite sporadically.

"Sorry.." I muttered under my shaky breath and turned to look out of my window away from him, scared that I'd pissed him off.

"My fault, I shouldn't pressure you into stuff like that. I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable," so that's what it was, he wasn't angry he felt bad.

"It's fine Trent," I mumbled not really sure that I meant what I had said because if it was 'rape' it wouldn't have been fine.

"No it's not! Would you say it was fine if I forced you into it, if you didn't want to, would it be fine then?" he was nearly yelling and it kind of scared me, forcing me closer towards the window.

I shook my head in response but he had nothing more to say. Instead the rest of the drive up the long winding drove was spent in silence until he pulled up to an empty area on top of the hill that looked over the entire of Brisbane City. It was beautiful, you could see everything from the the ferris wheel in South Bank to the illuminated skyscrapers that filled the CBD. The twinkling lights from bellow had almost taken my mind off Trent's recent outburst until he spoke up breaking me out of my trance.

"Aurora," he rarely ever called me by my full name, "I'm sorry about before," he sighed letting out a breath of air as if he'd been holding it this whole time.

"Don't sweat it," I turned to face him pulling my legs up on the chair as I did so. I carefully leaned in closer extending my arm as I did so enough so that I was in reach to grab hold of his hand and show him I meant it, I know I did.

He looked up at me in that moment and when he did he stared at me like I held the stars in my eyes, like nothing was more beautiful than I was right now. The way his eyes were glued to mine only pulled me in closer across the car. His hands found their way to my waist again making my skin prickle for the millionth time tonight as he pulled me across the car and sat me on his lap so that I was straddling him, something else I'd never done before but was oddly comfortable with.

"I, I just don't want to ruin my chances with you, I really like you.." he breathed out as he pushed his face closer to mine. The butterflies were fluttering at a million miles per second in my stomach and I could physically feel my heart pumping out of my chest, it was beating so hard I'm pretty sure Trent could hear it. His strong hands gripped tightly around my waist as he wrenched me closer to him so our clothed torsos were pressed together.

As much as I thought I was nervous, the feeling of Trent's heart beating against mine proved he might of just been a little bit more nervous than I am. I glanced up at him quickly and when I read the look in his hopeful eyes I realised he was waiting for my reply. My heart skipped a beat while I searched for the right words but this sort of thing couldn't be forced, I just let the words slip from my pursed lips.

"Trent," I breathed almost out of breath, it was getting hot and we hadn't even removed our fucking shoes yet alone clothes, "I-I," stuttering, good one Rory. Before I could start to fathom any more stuttered words he tried to suffice the words that I couldn't.

"You don't have to say it, I already kn-" I cut him off mid sentence by crashing my lips down on his, shutting him up. I couldn't take it any longer just sitting there on top of him staring at his soft lips as he chewed at them nervously. I had to have them.

At first his body tensed at my sudden action but quickly relaxed and he kissed back letting his lips melt into mine. His hands searched frantically for the hem of my shirt and when he found it they slipped under the fabric, digging his nails into my bare skin. My hands reached for his neck like in the garden but one tangled firmly in his matte of hair this time, the raspy moan escaping from his lips told me he enjoyed it. I was running out of breath but was too scared to pull away, I wanted this moment to last forever. Suddenly Trent tugged at my bottom lip with his teeth, begging for entrance I believed but I didn't oblige. I parted my lips letting his tongue slide in and find it's way to my own fighting for dominance, he won of course. Our tongues danced passionately together for what felt like forever before he pulled back out of the kiss, out of breath finally. I whimpered at the loss of his contact making him smirk, he knew it killed me.

"Not bad for your first time," how did he know? Sabrina, I hissed her name in my head, she totally told him I'd never been kissed, what a bitch! I hung my head low trying to hide my blush by holding my face in my hands. I tried to crawl back over to the passenger seat but he didn't loosen his hold. I dared to remove my hands and looked back at him to see him kindly smiling at me with such compassion, why wasn't he laughing at me?

"Did Sab tell you?" he shook his head, "Who?" I was confused.

"You," he told me and I scrunched my face telling him I didn't understand. "When you were fighting with Mike earlier, you said he ruined your first kiss," I blushed again but before I could even turn away Trent had pulled me closer and cupped my face in his hands so I had no choice but to stare into his dreamy hazel eyes.

"That's so embarrassing," I closed my eyes trying to hide.

"Look at me," he whispered calmly, and may I add sexily, so I did as he said. "Don't be embarrassed Princess, I'm glad I was your first kiss," he leaned up placing a soft kiss on my forehead.

"I wouldn't have it any other way," I nuzzled into his neck, he followed by wrapping his arms around me to caress me into one of his memorising hugs.

"Maybe I can be your first for something else," he growled playfully. I knew he was kidding but deep down I know he wished it could be true, as did I. I leaned back slightly just enough to give him a playful slap on the chest along with a 'shut up' that made him laugh.

"Can I ask.." he finished my sentence before I could gather the words.

"What are we?" I nodded in response.

"Yeah.." it was a useless reply he already knew what I was asking but I didn't like the silence.

"Would you like to ask Sab's permission first," he was actually serious, he thought Sab would have a problem with 'us'. Let me tell you, she didn't. It'd make us officially sisters.

"I already know her answer, it's not her I'm worried about," I sighed.

"Your parents," he confirmed my worries.

"It's just Mike," I admitted.

"What's it matter, he's hardly ever here and he's dating that other chick it's not like he's with your Mum. If your Mum's fine with it then lets do it. Aurora, I don't care about Mike or anybody, just like you said. I don't care if I'm 'too old' or about anything I only care about making you happy and being happy with you. Since the day Sab bought you over all those years ago in primary school I've always had a lingering crush on you. I want there to be an 'us'," anyone else would have called what he was saying 'rambling' but to me it was the sweetest words that ever left his mouth. I was awestruck, no one has ever felt this way about me before, I felt special, wanted and I loved it. He'd won me over with his words, there was no arguing about Mike and how I should please him, I just wanted to be happy and Trent made me happy.

"Trent," his name slipped passed my lips once more, "I'm yours," it was simple, plain but it was all we needed after the drama filled day that was today.

"I like the sound of that," instead of telling him that I agreed I confirmed it with a kiss and it was enough for the both of us to 'seal the deal'. There was an 'us' now.

"Thanks for bringing me here tonight, I'm really glad you did. It's been the best night of.." I wasn't sure if 'my life' sounded too lame for him but he nodded letting me know that they were the right words, "my life," I finished, earning another kiss from my boyfriend. My first ever boyfriend!!!

"Mine too," he lulled in a state of bliss that we were both entranced in.

"I'm so dead if we get caught," I giggled in between lingering kisses.

"We wont, it'll be our little secret," he smiled back promising me but the promise wasn't kept long when the bright headlights of my Mum's car lit up the dark inside of the car when she and Mike pulled up next to us.

I have never moved faster then I did when I jumped from Trent's lap to the passenger seat, praying that they didn't see me in the position I was. Trent looked at me fear filled his eyes I'm sure with just as much horror that mine were. I tried to crack a nervous smile to calm our nerves but it didn't work, not even a smidge.

"So much for our little secret," I complained under my own breath in such a hushed tone Trent didn't even hear.

I am in so much trouble.

Notes

What do you guys think did you like their first kiss, do you like that they're together? Good couple, yay or nay?

What will Mike and Lani say? What is Rory's punishment?

I'd also like to thank everyone who commented during the last chapter you have all really lifted my spirit towards completing this story. It shall go on! Again thank you so much, it really means a lot and really motivates me. You guys are the best! :) <3

Comments

I haven't been on this website for ages but now I'm so happy to see that you posted new chapters (I don't know when though haha). I love your story as always !

Howdrhey Howdrhey
1/5/16

@The_Skye's_Falling
@unicornnamedcarl
@SomeWeirdUnicorn

Hey guys! Thank you for your lovely comments. Sorry I'm such a shit person and haven't been updating or replying but I've been having the WORST writer's block and have had no motivation to write but I've recently had a flood of ideas come to me so expect new chapters coming sometime this week! I promise!!!

an0theryou an0theryou
7/13/15

Hey you :) Well I've started reading your fanfictions a couple of days ago and I have to say that you're an incredibly talented writer. I love your stories and I really really really hope to see an update on this story soon because it kinda caught me. I'm so into it that it feels like I'm actually living it!
Greets

Update please!!!! :)

@an0theryou
I don't mind when writers such as you take a long time, I mean we do have lives ahaha nah I don't think anything will take me away from reading on, this is by far my favourite fan fiction! Can't wait for the new chapter/s.