Space enough to grow

We didn’t get out till 2:30ish, I went upstairs and went to walk into Ben’s room and I walked in on Ben and Em getting hot and heavy, I quickly ran out and ended up crashing into Will. “Hey babe if you wanted me that bad why didn’t you just ask?”he said attempting to sound sexy, “Number one EW, number two EWWW and number three I just walked in on your brother going down on Em¸ EW EW EW EW EW” I said attempting to get the thought of what I just saw out of my head while Will pissed himself laughing “It’s not funny it’s gross! I’m going down stairs” I said trying not to gag running down to the lounge room, plopping myself on the couch and channel surfed till I saw SpongeBob was on, I also love SpongeBob. “I thought you wanted to get changed?” Sammi asked as he came out of his room, “I did but Ben and Em are in there so I thought I’d give them space” I answered trying not to think about what I’d witnessed, “I’m sure they wouldn’t mind you just grabbing some clothes, she can’t be that pissed off” “you didn’t tell him did you?” Will yelled from upstairs, widely grinning, that dickhead! “Tell me what?” Sam asked looking confused “tell you that I might have walked in on them doing something that I really don’t want to think about” I replied “holy shit! Really they both know that we’re all here and they didn’t even lock the door? That’s just rude and gross” Sam said sounding kind of pissed off, “why do you care if their doing ‘stuff’?” I asked wondering why he was so angry, “because he says he love you, I saw what he did before Em and I came out and yet he still fucks her! It’s completely disrespectful to you and her! if he really loved you like he says all the time he would break up with her so she can find someone who loves her completely and he’d sweep you off your feet, that’s what you deserve baby girl, someone who loves you and isn’t afraid to show the whole wide world!” he said hugging me “I don’t deserve a friend like you” I said returning the hug “you honestly deserve more than you think”. Will came down and joined us watching T.V. until Ben and Em Finally came out of the room at 3:30 “thanks for gracing us with your presence now I only have half an hour to get ready! So glad you could satisfy your urges at my expense” I snapped running upstairs to get ready, as I was grabbing my stuff I heard the door shut “what was that about?” Ben asked calmly “oh I don’t know maybe the fact that I had to walk in on you going down on her like seriously! I wanted to get ready and be ready to go with plenty of time to spare but now I have to rush because I couldn’t get my shit because you two couldn’t keep it in your pants!” I snapped trying to walk out as he grabbed my hand “is that really why you’re mad or is it that you wanted to be up here with me instead of her?” he said pulling me towards himself, “NO! I’m pissed because you keep telling me you love me and you try shit like this yet you’re still up to sleeping with Em! She deserves better than that and so do I” I said pushing him away and storming out. I got to the bathroom showered and got ready I came out and it was 4:00 and all my stuff was down stairs and everyone besides Em was waiting for me, I guessed that Em just went home after my outburst, “so we ready to go?” I asked trying to hide how pissed off I was “yep, all ready” Ben replied, I could tell I’d hurt him with what I’d said but right now I couldn’t give a fuck, “I’m going to miss you so much Ashy bear!” Sammi said engulfing me in a bear hug “I’ll miss you too Sammi bear” I said trying to breathe, he’s really strong, “Oh stop it you’re crushing her Samuel, come here darling, now you be a good girl and don’t get too drunk and don’t talk to strangers and always have your phone on and call me every day okay?” Mamma Kay said attempting not to cry but failing “yes I promise okay and don’t worry if I don’t call okay I’ve probably called my other my other mum you know the one who gave birth to me, so call her if you’re worried, I love you” I said hugging her trying to assure her things are going to be fine, “now I know how much you’re going to miss me while you’re gone but if you ever miss me really bad text me and I sent you a nude, okay sexy?” Will said winking “okay hot stuff, I love you too” I said, I kissed his cheek and hugged him good bye as Ben said his good byes. We hoped in the car and I waved as we drove off. We got to the airport just in time to check in and we sat in silence till our fight was called, we got on the plane and took our seats “I’m sorry” Ben muttered “What?” “I’m sorry for treating you badly, I know I shouldn’t have sex with Em but she was really pissed off at me and you, and she pushed herself on me” I cut him off “let’s get something straight, I don’t want to hear about how you had no choice and you love me but for some stupid reason you can’t dump Em okay honestly I don’t really care, I love you because you’re my best friend that’s it, I don’t want to be your girlfriend and I don’t want you to dump Em for me, I want you to care about her as much as you care about me, treat her like you treat me, stop trying to get in with me cause it’s not going to happen okay? You’re my best friend and that is all!” I snapped, the look in his eyes broke my heart but I had to say it, he needed to hear the truth and it’s not like it’s the first time I’ve said it. “Okay then you got that off your chest you expect me to just deal with it?” he asked his voice sounding hurt “well what else are you going to do?” I said calmly “I don’t know, I love you I can’t just stop feeling this way I tried before and nothing worked, what do you expect from me?” He replied “I don’t expect anything Ben, I just want you to move on, try to get over me, I know it won’t be easy or fast but you’ll get there I know you will” I answered “But you’re my best friend I see you every day, you’re always there!” he said frustrated “well maybe after we get back I should lay low, keep my distance just till you can handle me being in your life without being yours” I suggested trying not to lead on how hard that would be for me “ but I’d miss you” “I’d miss you too but I think it might be for the best” “okay if you think it’s the best option” he said sadness in his voice.

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