I Only Do This For You To See

"What the fuck happened?" She asked close to tears.

Dorothy. My Dorothy. My best friend. "Dotty..." I tried but I broke down. "I-Im s-sorry I-I l-left." I choked out.

"Oh darlin. Hush.
your southern constelltions got me so dizzy. It's cold out but you pretend that you are warm with me. But before I get you home your nearly frozen." She sang slightly instantly calming my tears.

"Did you leave because of Austin, Jeff and Mary?" She asked.

Austin- my best friend who left me.

jeff- my father who abused me and raped me.

Mary- the mother who left me.


"Yeah... I was sick and tired." I said leaning my head back:

"wait... I changed my name and everything. I left when I was 18. How in hell did you find me?"

"well i moved down here to find you and met someone named Aaron. We are dating but I never stopped looking for you. I was roaming the streets when I saw Chris being arrested. and Aaron was with his best friend Alan when they saw you getting beaten."

She explained. I didn't even know what to say.

"You came for me?" I asked and she nodded.

"Dotty I love you. You were the only one who truly cared about me." I said tears falling down my face.

The he nurse came back in with my pancakes and a side of apple juice.

Its t's been days since I've eaten but I have to force a little down every now and then so I don't die. I already stopped my cycle because of anorexia. ( ANOREXIA CAN CAUSE YOU TO STOP YOUR mensturaul Cycle. It is very serious and if you don't try to get help you can die. Please don't die and get help I love you.)

"so here's your food and since you don't have anything brown you can leave tomorrow. We want to keep you here over night for observation." She said politely. I nodded and dug in little by little.

After er a couple bites I set it off and looked at dotty. She was talking to the nurse about a cot.

"Is she family?" The nurse asked pointing at dotty. "Yeah she is please let her stay." I begged and she nodded and soon came back with a cot that had fishes on them.

"I brought you something. And bought you something." She said handing me 2 CDs. One was the new album for of mice and men and the other was the little mermaid. I absolutely love this movie .

"AWWW dot you didn't have to." I said. "Haha nonsense I have more and she was holding up brother bear one and two, beauty and the beast, LILO and stich, an pocohanis**.

"Movie thon!!" She screamed but I fell asleep while the title was rolling for the little mermaid.

Notes

Hey guys so they are putting my dog down. He was te only person there for me and now es gone and I'm all alone.


Fucking great.