I Only Do This For You To See

morning came and went like a flash. dotty signed papers to let me leave and she decided it would be best if she stayed with me.

her being my best friend, didn't oppose.

I called my boss, jerry and explained what happened and why i was gone at the bar. him being super sweet like always told my not to rush back and take my time with healing.

healing.

haha, that'll never happen.

Dotty knew chris from high school. we were in a abusive relationship well since junior year.

what? I'm 21 turning 22 and just got rid of him? about 7 years in a bad idea.

he's the reason why i don't have family that trust me or will ever talk to me. when i was a sophomore he forced me to tell them i was a druggie and had been stealing their money for some years now.

they kicked me out and austin and his mom took me in.

with his dad always on army tours and us being 16-17 years old, he loved to have someone around.

until his mom passed. she had marfans and passed. austin took his anger out on me and kicked me out and never told me to talk to him again. i came back the next day to see if he meant it, but to only find my only suitcase full of clothes on the garage interence.

and chris being my "savior" as he called it took me in and really got me addicted to drugs. but i meant a friend, his name Oliver, who was in the same state as me convince chris to stop and get me into rehab.

he went with. i haven't talked to him in.... 4 or 5 years. i heard he was in a band though. i think its called bring me the horizon.

i should check them out.

i didn't even realize i was home when dotty was snapping fingers in my face.

"we are here babe." she said pulling my carefully out of thee car due to my broken ribs. 4 of them to be exact.

"home sweet home." i said sarcastically.

Notes

so heres a little backround knowledge. this acutlaty happened to one of my closest friends, and i felt like this should b her.... so yeah