when you can't fall asleep at night

"Austin pleas don't leave me" I yelled. "Don't go I love you"I yelled again. Austin kept backing away when I walked forward. I feel to my knees and cried. He was gone I couldn't see him anymore, he had taken his suitcase. He left me alone right when I got him back. Tears streamed from my eyes.
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I was getting lightly shaken by my shoulders. "Hey,shh its ok it was just a bad dream" Austin said wrapping his arms around e. He moved a piece of damp hair out of my face. I cracked my eyes open. I saw Austin looking down at me he looked worried. "I-i hh-had a bb-bad dream" I said," shh it's ok I'm here"he said. I slowed down my breathing he stroked my cheek with his thumb. I looked up at him "is it ok if I go out today?" I asked.

He didn't say anything "I don't want to leave your side" I looked down"ok I understand." He lifted my chin with his index finger. "I am just really worried about you and I just got you back" he said. I smiled "it's ok I won't go anywhere" I said. He smiled and nodded"do you know how to make it back?" He asked,I shrugged "I'll find out a way" I said. He looked unconvinced but didn't argue. I unwrapped his arms and walked up stairs.

I wore a sun dress that was covered in flowers. I wore floral vans. I texted Faith.
Me:on my way to Denny's
Faith:ok already here :)
Me:cool you already know what I want
Faith:of course ;)
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I saw Faith sitting where we always sit. I had Austin drop me off here but told him not to come. He disagreed but still left. I walked up to here and tapped her on the shoulder,"is this seat taken mama'" I said. She laughed and embraced me in a hug. I sat down across from her when our orders came out. "So tell me what's going on" she said taking a bit oh her pancakes. I didn't know were to start so I decided to tell her about my age first.

"I'm not eighteen" I said she didn't say anything. "My parents have lied to me my whole life"I said ooking down at my food

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