Innocence is just a lie.

-Emily-

The clock hung on the greying wall, ticking at the slowest pace possible- mocking me just like my thoughts.
The only thing making the wait bearable was Kellin. His large hand enveloping mine, his soothing words; him.

And the possibilities that this would all pan out.

Maybe I was pregnant? Maybe I'm not? Either way I doubt I'm going through this alone.

I doubt my mom would disown me, hell she probably set this all up- her only attempt to fix me up with a guy and it works.
God I hope she did set this up.
If not then I am screwed- not only with the possible child being raised by a child but because of my mother.

"Miss Rose?" The blonde nurse said, her voice piercing through the silence to cut my ears,Kellin seemed to feel the same as he winced slightly before standing up, taking me with him as he held onto my hand.

I followed him silently, cursing myself for shaking as I walked into the room the nurse lead us to the room where another lady was waiting. This lady however unlike the nurse had a kind smile, bright eyes and greying hair, the complete opposite of the fake looking nurse.
"Hello, I'm Nina, now if you'd like to take a seat here we can get started" I did as told, following her orders and taking my place in the seat, my hand gripping onto Kellin's for dear life.

My eyes met his in a terrified glance, silently telling him to give our story to the woman or 'Nina as she is more likely called.
He complied, telling her about the possible bundle within me- asking her not to tell my mother about this, a request to which she agreed to, much to my thanks.

Nina did the tests, telling us to wait a few more minutes with a kind smile before she left us in silence: hands still clasped together.

When she came back in her face was a mixture of sympathy and joy, "The tests have come back and you are in fact pregnant" That was when I broke, I don't even remember breathing until the car pulled up outside my house, it was all a blur.
Kellin tried to talk to me, to reassure me but I couldn't hear him, it was just noise- a mumble, a distant buzzing.

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