I rushed to the bar Austin was at, thank God for GPS locating, and saw him laying on the curb. I ran over to him and held him. I called 911, gave them the location and the ambulance was there shortly after. They put him on a stretcher and got him into the ambulance.

"Can I ride with you?" I asked them softly.

"Are you related?"

"Yeah, I'm his erhm, sister."

"Okay." I climbed into the ambulance and held his hand.

We drove to the hospital and I sat in the waiting room in silence. The guys haven't arrived yet, but they were due any minute. I dug the heels of my palms in my eyes and cried silently. Austin Robert Carlile is in surgery and its all my fault... I kissed Alan. I was the one who caused him to go drinking. I was the one who had him go out in the middle of the road for the name of the bar. Everything is my fault.

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The doctor came out, "Carlile."

I jumped up, "Right here. Is he alive?"

"Ma'am, he's alive and awake. However, we can only have two back at a time."

"Shae, you and Tino should go." Alan looked at his feet.

"Mkay..?" I walked back with Tino and went to Austin's room.

I walked in and saw Austin attached to a bunch of machines.He didn't have any real casts, but there was a sling on his arm and a bunch of gauze. I felt a tear roll down my face, followed by more. Austin grunted and I looked toward him.

"Don't cry baby." He said softly.

"Austin!" I screamed, running up to him.

"Yes, my love?" He smiled.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine baby. Why aren't you mine?"

"What?" I asked softly, he had to be on morphine.

"I want you to be mine." He kissed my forehead.

"Austin, you're on morphine..." I sighed.

"You don't love me like I love you?!" He screamed.

"Shh, Austin, I do love you, but-"

"But nothing! I want you to be mine! I love you! You don't love me back!" He was about to cry.

"Shh baby. I love you. I'll be yours." I smiled softly.

Oh fuck, I'm with Alan. What have I gotten myself into.....

Notes

Finally! An update! Hope y'all like it!