I was all for you

"Hey little man." Austin said softly to Kyler.

He looked down at kylers big brown eyes, reminding him instantly of Alex. Austin held Kyler up and fed him the bottle. He followed Beth's instructions to rock him, and it worked. Austin watched as each of kylers blinks got heavier. When he heard kylers soft slow breathing, he stood up and placed him into his crib. Austin stared down at him, thinking of Alan and Alex. Alan had cut himself and didnt tell anyone? Austin was so confused about the whole situation, but he knew that in a month, things would be getting better. He walked down stairs to find Beth in the kitchen washing a pair of scissors.

"Babe why are you washing those?" Austin asked

"Oh, Uhm, they were in the drawer and I went to get them out to cut some of kylers formula packages open but there was glue on them so I'm washing them." Beth laughed nervously.

"Oh.... Alright. I got Kyler to sleep so we should be able to sleep now." Austin said.

"Great. I'm so so tired." Beth said.

She stood up on her tiptoes and wrapped her arms around Austin's neck to kiss him. She felt his warm lips on hers and she felt like maybe she would be okay. Austin carried Beth over to the couch and set her down. He slid off her shirt and began feeling her breats.

"Mmmm Beth. I need to be in you." Austin said.

He began to slide her pants off when Beth sat up abruptly.

"Um, actually not tonight Austin." Beth said.

She stood up and looked down at Austin with an apologetic look on her face.

"It's oKay, I understand." Austin said

Austin stood up and held Beth's hand as they walked up to their bedroom. Beth grabbed a pair of long pyjama pants even though it was summer and very hot. She went into the bathroom to change. She could'nt let Austin know she broke.

"Babe, why are you changing in there?" Austin asked.

"Oh I um, I had to pee." Beth laughed as she slid up her pants.

She stepped out of the bathroom and tucked herself into their bed. She turned over to look at Austin.

"Don't worry babe. Things will get better." Beth said, kissing Austin on the cheek.

"Ya... I know." Austin said.

"Goodnight. I love you so much." Beth said

"I love you too."

After waiting till Beth was asleep, Austin gently pulled up the covers and Beth's pyjama pants. She had been wearing shorts to bed lately, because it was summer, so Austin got concerned when he saw her wearing long pants. When he pulled up her pyjama pant leg, he saw dozens of fresh cuts overlapping Beth's old scars. She had broke..

Notes

Yeah aaa new chapter