I was all for you

Austin and the rest of his band had left the bus, so it was only Alex and Beth on the bus together. Earlier in the day, Austin dragged Beth outside of the bus and started beating her. It was because the night before, she almost kissed Julian, guitarist for Mia's band, Suicidal Syde-Affects. Luckily, Andy had rescued her, but Beth could tell that Alex knew something had happened.

"So Alex, how's it going with ginger princess?" Beth asked jokingly.

"Ahah, pretty good. Beth, he's litterally so amazing. He's so sweet to me..." Alex looked at Beth. "Beth listen, if Austin is hurting you..."

"No Alex he's not! God! Stop being so paranoid! Just because your ex was abusive doesn't mean everyone in the world is!" Beth snapped. as soon as she said it, she regretted the words that came out of her mouth. Alex just looked at her with her mouth open. Soon, the tears started falling.

"Alex I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I've... I've just felt different lately. I dont know but Alex I swear to god I didn't mean it!" Beth hugged her friend. after Alex managed to catch her breath and stopped crying, she finally spoke up.

"I know Beth. We've all felt different lately. But, I've felt different in a good way. Alan, he makes me happy. And Beth, Austin made you happy. When you were with him, you radiate. Your smile glows. You are like you used to be. He's good for you, and whatever happened between you two is hurting both of you! I dont know if you've realized this, but Austin has been so down since you broke up! Can you please just talk to him?" Alex begged.

"I dont know...." Beth said. What Alex was saying was right. When she was with Austin she was happy. She smiled and laughed. Beth knew Alex was right, but Austin had serious problems. Why did he always over react? "Alex I guess your right. The show should be over soon. I'll talk to him when they get back." Beth said. Sure enough, 20 minutes later, the band came back on the bus.

"Hey Austin, can I talk to you outside?" Beth stood up and asked.

"Nah! No way I got a lovely little groupie waiting for me outside. Have fun fellas!" Austin said as he stumbled off the bus. Beth looked at the rest of the guys, waiting for an explanation.

"He got drunk right after and decided that tonight him and this hot blonde groupie would fuck at a hotel close by." Phil said.

"Oh..." Beth said, trying her best not to sound hurt.

"Dude, Austin was really bumed after you dumped him. Thats the only reason why he's doing this." Aaron said.

"Oh that's cool. I'm going to head over to the BVB bus to talk to Mia guys. I'll see you later!" Beth said as she walked off the bus.
But she knew that she was lying. She was going to find a nice place to cut her wrists open and bleed to death, because thats what she told herself she deserved. She walked around the area, playing with her 3 new blades in her pocket, and she finally found a nice quiet bridge in a park. She sat on the edge of the bridge and slowly started her vertical cuts. The first was very shallow, but as she added more, they got deeper and deeper until the world started to fade to black and she started falling forward into the rushing water, but before she was out completely, she felt strong arms wrap around her and bring her up.

Notes

I think I'm going to kill myself sometimee this weekend. My parents are suffocating me and I can't do this anymore.