All thes are literally just going to be about Austin because I fucking hate people and I don't have friends and Nick still hasn't show. Sigh.

So I fucked Austin again. But this time he asked. And he wanted me to fuck him against the wall just like I did the night I took him clubbing. It was cute because he's so shy and nervous. I teased him a little, asking why he wanted it, why he liked it and made him turn bright red. He's the cutest fucking thing when he blushes and he calls me mean for doing it but, I can't help it! I love it so much.

Austin also told me about his family. His mom died when he was younger from Marfans Syndrome. Marfans syndrome is a genetic disorder of the connective tissue. People that have marfans syndrome usually have long limbs, are reeeeeeally tall and have long, thin fingers. Much like Austin. He didnt say much about his dad but, from what I gathered he wasn't around much.

I guess I'm kinda worried about Austin, too. I read somewhere that there's surgery for it. And, I think I'd like him to have it. I mean, I just don't want to lose him. But, it's his choice and I haven't mentioned it to him. I just don't want him to die. Cause, I need him more than I've ever needed someone before.

I think that's about it. Goodbye.
Alan xxxxxxx

Al Luvs aus10 <333333333

No I'm joking I won't become a teen gurl.

Notes

typos typos
i'm sorry
I do most of this mobile though
and ya know how autocorrect can be ugh