"W-what?" I stuttered, moving back a bit.

"You heard me,"

"You can't!" I shook my head. "You haven't known me long enough!"

"I've never felt like this about anyone, Bonnie. I can't even go 10 seconds without thinking about you!"

"You can't just force this on me Oli!" I cried, pulling away from his touch. His expression changed into hurt, and I immediately regretted my actions.

"Please don't hate me," he whispered, looking into my eyes. His expression broke me. I knew I felt something for Oli, I always did. I just didn't realise it till now. But love?

"Oli, I could never hate you," I placed my hand on his cheek and he closed his eyes, leaning into my hand. "I just... I'm not good with feelings. I'm not use to this,"

"Give me a chance," he pulled away from me and kissed the palm of my hand. I squeezed my eyes tightly shut and thought.

"But Mike..."

"Please," Oli was begging me.

"I'm sorry, I - I can't. I have to go." He dropped his hand and looked down at the ground. I didn't want to leave him, but I couldn't do this. I had to get out of here. I ran out of the school grounds, and I heard Mike's voice calling from behind me.

"Bonnie! Where are you going?"

"I need to go home!"

"I'll take you. Just calm down," I nodded and waited for him to open the doors of his car before sitting in the passenger seat.

"Wait, let me drive," I said when Mike started the car.

"What? No! You don't have your licence!"

"Just let me drive, please. It'll keep my mind off things,"

"He told you, didn't he?" I nodded slowly and he frowned.

"Please," I whispered.

"Fine..." He pulled me onto his lap and then moved out from underneath me, getting into the passenger seat. He put his seatbelt on and then did mine before gripping underneath the seat. I rolled my eyes at him before putting my foot on the pedal and jolting forward and stopping, throwing Mike and I against the back of the seat.

"Jesus!" he said, holding a hand to his heart.

"Yeah, I'm not getting my licence any time soon..."

"We're going to die,"

"Oh shut up!"





We arrived at my house in one piece. Just. I almost crashed the car a total of 6 times.

Thankfully my dad wasn't home because I'm not to sure he would appreciate me ditching again, especially with Mike.

"So, what do you want to do?" Mike asked.

"Well, no one is home, and the boys aren't here... We could finish what we started at Kellin's?" I suggested. I could tell the answer when he smirked. He quickly picked me up and carried me to my room, slamming the door behind him before pinning me to the bed. He hovered over me and pressed rough kisses to my lips. His long fingers skillfully unbuttoned my blouse, throwing it to the floor. Mike then pulled my jeans off my legs after I had kicked off my shoes and socks. I decided it wasn't fair that he was still fully dressed other than his shoes, and ripped the shirt over his head, admiring his beautiful body. My thoughts were interrupted when he attached his lips to my neck and bit me. He then lowered his hand. And began rubbing me over the thin fabric of my underwear. I moaned and bucked my hips up to meet his hand. He let out a throaty chuckle against my neck which sent chills over my whole body. Mike pushed my underwear to the side and pushed 2 fingers in me without warning.

"Oh!" I moaned, throwing my head back.

"You like that, huh?" he asked, pumping harder. I nodded my head, unable to speak. My shaking hands reached for the belt of his jeans and unbuckled it before pulling his jeans down his skinny legs. His white boxer briefs were tight with his hardness, and he looked huge. He smirked when he seen me staring. Absentmindedly, I ran my fingers over the front of his boxers, making him hiss and tense.

"Don't do that unless you're going to finish the job," he snapped, cupping his area.

"Would it be so bad if I did?" I purred in his ear, pushing him back on the bed as a wave of confidence took over me. I slowly pulled his boxers down, letting his erection spring free. He gasped at the sudden freedom.

I cupped his length in my hands before squeezing slightly, teasing him. He seemingly got frustrated and I laughed before lowering my head down and licking off the pre-cum before taking his head into my mouth, sucking instantly. I hollowed my cheeks and went deeper, cupping his balls with my hands and squeezing every so often. Hearing him moan my name and pant was the sexiest thing I've ever heard.

"Bonnie. I- I'm gon- gonna cum," Mike moaned, tightening the grip he had on my hair. I smirked and slightly grazed my teeth over his tip, which sent him over the edge and exploding into my mouth. I swallowed it all and lay on the bed, waiting for him to get his breath back.

"I'm going to fuck you so hard you're not going to be able to walk," he growled into my ear before flipping u over and hovering over me once again. He lifted my back off the bed and unhooked my bra, then throwing it across the room. His lips pulled my nipple into his mouth, biting and sucking it while he took off my underwear. Mike arranged himself at my entrance and pushed himself in and gave me a few seconds to adjust to his size before forcefully thrusting. I groaned in pleasure. I haven't had sex in so long!

"Oh fuck!" I moaned as he hit a spot that drove me wild. He continued to thrust faster and harder there, our sweaty skin hitting one another form how deep he was.

"Oh my god!" Mike said though a throaty moan as I raked my fingernails up his back, obviously leaving marks. He gasped loudly as I thrust my hips up to meet his, needing more contact. He sat up and bought me into his lap, pounding into me even more. The new position was pushing us both over the edge.

"I'm - I'm gonna -"

"Let it go!" Mike demanded, holding on to me. His deep voice and him inside me was to much, and I screamed his name just like he promised.

"MIKE!"

"OH MY GOD BONNIE!" His load went inside me and I felt my eyes roll to the back of my head, closing my eyes as the powerful orgasm took control of my body. We lay our sweaty bodies down next to each other, covering ourselves with the sheets.

"Oh fuck. I didn't wear a condom,"

"Don't worry. I'm on the pill." I said, closing my eyes.

*****

12 March, 4:24pm, 2003

I just had sex with Mike. Oh my god. And all I could think about afterwards was Oli's saddened face. I felt guilty. I just left him when he confesses his kind of love for me. I was a horrible person.





Vic's POV

"Where were you?" I asked Mike as he sat down beside me on the couch. By the grin on his face, I knew he got laid.

"Oh, nowhere," he obviously lied. To be honest, he smelt like sex. Then it hit me. He left the same time Bonnie did.

"You fucking dick," I seethed. He looked down guiltily.

"You knew it was going to happen,"

"I thought you would of backed out. To be a decent person for once and not think with your dick. Oh I was so wrong,"

"Vic, Austin and I have done it before. No harm done," Mike rolled his eyes. And I honestly felt like punching I'm in the face.

"Yeah, to you two. But you break girls hearts with what you do. Stop treating girls like toys and act your age Mike! You're becoming a horrible person,"

"I don't know why you're making such a big deal about this!"

"This is Bonnie we're talking about. She's my fucking rock! And you an Austin are treating her like a piece of meat. If sickens me what you do to girls. But Bonnie is to far. If we lose her because of you two..."

"I'm sorry Vic. At the end of the day. It's what we do." Mike stood up and walked off, leaving me fuming. I fucking hate him sometimes.