The Journal

My name is Bonnie.

When I was 16, I was your typical rebellious teenager. I would sneak out, get drunk, smoke,get high and go home with random guys.

But it there was a part of me no one knew about.

I was broken.

I liked absolutely nothing about myself. I looked in the mirror and cringed at what I saw. All I saw was a fat, ugly, weird girl. Little did people know, my rebellious acts were things that helped relieve the stress of my life. That, and cutting.

One night, a friend and myself were smashed. I woke up the next morning by myself with a bunch of teenage guys staring at me. If only I realised that these guys would be the best thing that ever happened to me, yet the worst at the same time.

We now all lived in separate lifestyles. I was a photographer, and they were in famous bands. One day. I hope to meet them again and thank them for everything they have done for me, even if they did forget me. Even him.

1. Chapter 1.

2. Chapter 2.

3. Chapter 3.

4. Chapter 4.

5. Chapter 5.

6. Chapter 6.

7. Chapter 7.

8. Chapter 8.

9. Chapter 9.

   A special someone comes into this chapter ;)

10. Chapter 10.

11. Chapter 11.

12. Chapter 12

13. Chapter 13.

14. Chapter 14.

15. Chapter 15.

16. Chapter 16.

    Slight sexual content

17. Chapter 17.

18. Chapter 18.

    Sexual content warning

19. Chapter 19.

20. Chapter 20.

21. Chapter 21.

22. Chapter 22.

23. Chapter 23.

24. New Story (Tony)

25. Chapter 24.

26. Chapter 25.

27. Chapter 26.

28. Chapter 27.

29. Sorry!

30. Chapter 28.

31. Jaime and Tony gifs

32. Chapter 29.

33. Chapter 30.

34. Chapter 31.

    warning: Sexual content, sorry

35. Chapter 32.

36. Chapter 33.

37. Chapter 34.

38. Trailer for my other story if you're interested

39. Chapter 35.

40. Chapter 36.

41. Chapter 37.

42. Chapter 38.

43. Chapter 39.

44. Chapter 40.

45. Chapter 41

46. Chapter 42.

47. Chapter 43.

48. Chapter 44.