The Journal
Chapter 17.
"OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK?" Mike and I jumped away from each other and stared at Kellin with wide eyes.
"Kellin! Hey man!" Mike smiled awkwardly, putting his shirt back on.
"You were going to fuck on my bed!"
"Was not!" I defended, knowing that all of us knew the truth.
"Was too! If I didn't walk in you two would be at it!"
"Relax dude!" Mike sighed.
"Relax?! You two were practically having sex on my bed! I'll get cooties!"
"We're not 6 Kell," I rolled my eyes.
"I have to burn my bed!"
"You're being over dramatic,"
"Whatever. Just let me sleep," Kellin climbed into his bed, pretty much on the edge of the other side and closed his eyes. Mike and I looked at each other before slowly going downstairs. We grabbed another drink and I downed mine, feeling tipsy and giggly all over again.
"Mikeeee," I groaned, playing with the end of my dress. I wanted to take it off.
"Keep it on chica. It'll happen soon, I promise. I'm going to make you scream my name," he whispered in my ear, grazing the lobe again. I let out a gasp and he chuckled, moving down to my neck and pressing open mouth kisses to it before he was pulled away roughly.
"It's time to go," Vic said not so politely, grabbing my hand and pulling me behind him.
"You're grumpy," I pouted, nearly tripping over my own feet.
"And you're drunk," he countered.
"And I'm sexy," Mike chimed in from behind us.
"No, you're just an asshole," Vic snapped.
"Ouch," Mike laughed, holding my other hand.
"Don't worry Mikey. I still think you're sexy," I winked at him. Vic put me in the backseat of the car and clicked my seatbelt before hopping into the driver seat. Mike slowly sat in the passenger seat.
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"You drove past my house," I slurred at Vic.
"You are staying with me. There's no way I'm letting you stay home by yourself. And I'm not sending you back to your dad drunk,"
"My dad can go fuck himself,"
"Bonnie..." Vic gave me a stern look through the mirror.
"No. He is a bitch face hoe bag," I stated, crossing my arms.
"Hehe, bitch face hoe bag," Mike giggled.
"That's not nice," Vic commented, turning into the Fuentes' driveway.
"He's not nice. You're nice Vic. Will you be my daddy?" I asked seriously.
"No,"
"Aww! Why not?!"
"Because that is creepy, weird and wrong on so many levels,"
"Oh,"
"Now both of you have to be quiet when we get inside. Mom and Dad are asleep," Mike and I nodded our heads and followed him inside, occasionally tripping over invisible things.
"Goodnight Mike," I waved at him.
"Goodnight Bonnie," I followed Vic into his room and jumped on his bed. He shook his head at me and grabbed one of his t-shirts from his drawers and some of my pyjama bottoms that I must've left from last time. He handed them over to me and stripped down to his boxers before laying on the bed and closing his eyes.
"Vic?" I asked in a whisper.
"Mhm?" he responded tiredly.
"Can you please get me dressed? I'm tired," He sighed but nodded, sitting in front of me and lifting my dress over my head. He pulled the top over me and then pulled the pyjama shorts up my legs before pulling my hair out of it's high ponytail and brushing through it with his fingers. He lay us down under the covers and I placed my hand on his bare chest, right over his heart.
"Thank you," I whispered.
"No problem." He leant over me and turned off the lamp, engulfing the room in darkness. He gently pulled me into his chest and kissed the top of my head before I fell asleep.
I woke up alone in Vic's bed, knowing he got up just recently as his side was still quite warm. I looked at his alarm clock; 8:23am. I groaned and cursed at myself for waking up this early.
Oh my god.
Mike and I almost had sex on Kellin's bed. I felt my cheeks grow hot as I remembered how he looked at me, and how his fingers felt on my skin, and the muscles of his chest as I let my hands trace over them.
I think it's time to get up before I get even more flustered. I peeled back the covers and climbed out of bed, my feet meeting the wooden floorboards. I yawned before shuffling out of Vic's room Like a zombie, ignoring the headache. I was almost at the kitchen when I froze, hearing voices.
"I thought I told you to stop interrupting mine and Bonnie's sessions," Mike.
"I thought I told you to stay away from her," Vic.
"No. She's mine," Mike snapped.
"When are you going to stop being a fucking prick and realise all you're going to do is hurt her?"
"She's not going to get hurt if she doesn't find out, Vic," I could practically hear Mike rolling his eyes. If I don't find our what...?
"What if I tell her?" Mike laughed.
"You won't tell her shit. You won't want to tell her. It'll only break your little protective heart too," Wow, that's fucking rude, Mike.
"You're right, I won't," Mike chuckled at his words. "But I will tell Oli," There was a long pause.
"You wouldn't," Mike finally answered.
"Oh I will. And we both know what he's like when he's angry. He'll punch your head in. Now I'm going to go check on her," I froze and looked around, wondering what to do. I quickly decided to run back a few steps and pretend I just woke up.
"Oh, morning Darling," Vic smiled at me.
"Morning," I faked a yawn before sitting down at the dining table.
"Hey bitch, make me food," I told Mike. He rolled his eyes before doing what I had asked. After a few minutes, he put a bowl of cereal in front of me.
"Thank you!" I grinned, shoving a mouthful into my mouth.
12 March, 6:34am, 2003
Its another stupid Monday. I haven't heard any more things about me, but I'm still so curious of what Mike and Vic were talking about.
*****
"RAWR!" I screamed and whacked Matt in the head with my biology book.
"You asshole!"
"You ready for lunch?" he asked with a laugh
"Yeah," I muttered sourly, shutting my locker door and trying to ignore my racing heart. Matt jumped on my back and I groaned, holding his bum to keep him up as I walked to the cafeteria.
"You're a jerk, you know that?" I asked him.
"That's okay. You love me anyway," He jumped off my back and linked his aRm through mine, and we continued our short walk to the table.
"Hey guys!" I waved. They all smiled and greeted me. While Kellin glared.
"... Please don't do that ," I said uncomfortably.
"Why are you looking at her like that?" Tony asked Kellin.
"Her and Mike were having sex on my bed!" The whole table gasped and looked, while Oli started choking on his food. Jaime started patting his back while I bushed like a tomato.
"No we didn't! We almost did!" Mike said.
"I Umm... I need to get to the bathroom," Oli faked a smile before heading out of the cafeteria.
"Is he okay?" I asked, concerned.
"He's fine Bonnie. Just leave him," Mike snapped. I raised my eyebrow at his rude tone.
"He's fine, Bon," Jaime smiled, petting my head.
"Are you gonna eat that?" Alan asked me, pointing at my cookie. I rolled my eyes and passed it to him.
"Go ahead,"
"Yay thank you!"
"Hey, Stella wants to know if you wanted to go to the movies with us tonight?" Austin asked me.
"As nice as that is, I think I'll pass. I don't want to be a third wheel," I answered with a smile.
"Hey. Oli wants to talk to you," Vic nudged me, glancing at his phone.
"Umm, okay. Where is he?" I asked in confusion.
"By the office. Good luck," I nodded, wondering why I needed it but went anyway. I found him leaning against the wall with his face in his hands.
"Oli?" He looked up and weakly smiled at me.
"Hey love,"
"Are you okay?"
"Just... Please. Come here," he opened his arms and I went into them, letting him pull me close to his body. He buried his head into my hair, and his strong arms rested on my waist.
"I've only known you for just over 3 months. It's impossible," he muttered, more to himself than me.
"What's impossible?" He didn't answer. "Oli?" He sighed and pulled away, placing his hand on my cheek.
"Promise me you won't hate me?"
"I promise,"
"I'm falling in love with you Bonnie."
"Kellin! Hey man!" Mike smiled awkwardly, putting his shirt back on.
"You were going to fuck on my bed!"
"Was not!" I defended, knowing that all of us knew the truth.
"Was too! If I didn't walk in you two would be at it!"
"Relax dude!" Mike sighed.
"Relax?! You two were practically having sex on my bed! I'll get cooties!"
"We're not 6 Kell," I rolled my eyes.
"I have to burn my bed!"
"You're being over dramatic,"
"Whatever. Just let me sleep," Kellin climbed into his bed, pretty much on the edge of the other side and closed his eyes. Mike and I looked at each other before slowly going downstairs. We grabbed another drink and I downed mine, feeling tipsy and giggly all over again.
"Mikeeee," I groaned, playing with the end of my dress. I wanted to take it off.
"Keep it on chica. It'll happen soon, I promise. I'm going to make you scream my name," he whispered in my ear, grazing the lobe again. I let out a gasp and he chuckled, moving down to my neck and pressing open mouth kisses to it before he was pulled away roughly.
"It's time to go," Vic said not so politely, grabbing my hand and pulling me behind him.
"You're grumpy," I pouted, nearly tripping over my own feet.
"And you're drunk," he countered.
"And I'm sexy," Mike chimed in from behind us.
"No, you're just an asshole," Vic snapped.
"Ouch," Mike laughed, holding my other hand.
"Don't worry Mikey. I still think you're sexy," I winked at him. Vic put me in the backseat of the car and clicked my seatbelt before hopping into the driver seat. Mike slowly sat in the passenger seat.
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"You drove past my house," I slurred at Vic.
"You are staying with me. There's no way I'm letting you stay home by yourself. And I'm not sending you back to your dad drunk,"
"My dad can go fuck himself,"
"Bonnie..." Vic gave me a stern look through the mirror.
"No. He is a bitch face hoe bag," I stated, crossing my arms.
"Hehe, bitch face hoe bag," Mike giggled.
"That's not nice," Vic commented, turning into the Fuentes' driveway.
"He's not nice. You're nice Vic. Will you be my daddy?" I asked seriously.
"No,"
"Aww! Why not?!"
"Because that is creepy, weird and wrong on so many levels,"
"Oh,"
"Now both of you have to be quiet when we get inside. Mom and Dad are asleep," Mike and I nodded our heads and followed him inside, occasionally tripping over invisible things.
"Goodnight Mike," I waved at him.
"Goodnight Bonnie," I followed Vic into his room and jumped on his bed. He shook his head at me and grabbed one of his t-shirts from his drawers and some of my pyjama bottoms that I must've left from last time. He handed them over to me and stripped down to his boxers before laying on the bed and closing his eyes.
"Vic?" I asked in a whisper.
"Mhm?" he responded tiredly.
"Can you please get me dressed? I'm tired," He sighed but nodded, sitting in front of me and lifting my dress over my head. He pulled the top over me and then pulled the pyjama shorts up my legs before pulling my hair out of it's high ponytail and brushing through it with his fingers. He lay us down under the covers and I placed my hand on his bare chest, right over his heart.
"Thank you," I whispered.
"No problem." He leant over me and turned off the lamp, engulfing the room in darkness. He gently pulled me into his chest and kissed the top of my head before I fell asleep.
I woke up alone in Vic's bed, knowing he got up just recently as his side was still quite warm. I looked at his alarm clock; 8:23am. I groaned and cursed at myself for waking up this early.
Oh my god.
Mike and I almost had sex on Kellin's bed. I felt my cheeks grow hot as I remembered how he looked at me, and how his fingers felt on my skin, and the muscles of his chest as I let my hands trace over them.
I think it's time to get up before I get even more flustered. I peeled back the covers and climbed out of bed, my feet meeting the wooden floorboards. I yawned before shuffling out of Vic's room Like a zombie, ignoring the headache. I was almost at the kitchen when I froze, hearing voices.
"I thought I told you to stop interrupting mine and Bonnie's sessions," Mike.
"I thought I told you to stay away from her," Vic.
"No. She's mine," Mike snapped.
"When are you going to stop being a fucking prick and realise all you're going to do is hurt her?"
"She's not going to get hurt if she doesn't find out, Vic," I could practically hear Mike rolling his eyes. If I don't find our what...?
"What if I tell her?" Mike laughed.
"You won't tell her shit. You won't want to tell her. It'll only break your little protective heart too," Wow, that's fucking rude, Mike.
"You're right, I won't," Mike chuckled at his words. "But I will tell Oli," There was a long pause.
"You wouldn't," Mike finally answered.
"Oh I will. And we both know what he's like when he's angry. He'll punch your head in. Now I'm going to go check on her," I froze and looked around, wondering what to do. I quickly decided to run back a few steps and pretend I just woke up.
"Oh, morning Darling," Vic smiled at me.
"Morning," I faked a yawn before sitting down at the dining table.
"Hey bitch, make me food," I told Mike. He rolled his eyes before doing what I had asked. After a few minutes, he put a bowl of cereal in front of me.
"Thank you!" I grinned, shoving a mouthful into my mouth.
12 March, 6:34am, 2003
Its another stupid Monday. I haven't heard any more things about me, but I'm still so curious of what Mike and Vic were talking about.
*****
"RAWR!" I screamed and whacked Matt in the head with my biology book.
"You asshole!"
"You ready for lunch?" he asked with a laugh
"Yeah," I muttered sourly, shutting my locker door and trying to ignore my racing heart. Matt jumped on my back and I groaned, holding his bum to keep him up as I walked to the cafeteria.
"You're a jerk, you know that?" I asked him.
"That's okay. You love me anyway," He jumped off my back and linked his aRm through mine, and we continued our short walk to the table.
"Hey guys!" I waved. They all smiled and greeted me. While Kellin glared.
"... Please don't do that ," I said uncomfortably.
"Why are you looking at her like that?" Tony asked Kellin.
"Her and Mike were having sex on my bed!" The whole table gasped and looked, while Oli started choking on his food. Jaime started patting his back while I bushed like a tomato.
"No we didn't! We almost did!" Mike said.
"I Umm... I need to get to the bathroom," Oli faked a smile before heading out of the cafeteria.
"Is he okay?" I asked, concerned.
"He's fine Bonnie. Just leave him," Mike snapped. I raised my eyebrow at his rude tone.
"He's fine, Bon," Jaime smiled, petting my head.
"Are you gonna eat that?" Alan asked me, pointing at my cookie. I rolled my eyes and passed it to him.
"Go ahead,"
"Yay thank you!"
"Hey, Stella wants to know if you wanted to go to the movies with us tonight?" Austin asked me.
"As nice as that is, I think I'll pass. I don't want to be a third wheel," I answered with a smile.
"Hey. Oli wants to talk to you," Vic nudged me, glancing at his phone.
"Umm, okay. Where is he?" I asked in confusion.
"By the office. Good luck," I nodded, wondering why I needed it but went anyway. I found him leaning against the wall with his face in his hands.
"Oli?" He looked up and weakly smiled at me.
"Hey love,"
"Are you okay?"
"Just... Please. Come here," he opened his arms and I went into them, letting him pull me close to his body. He buried his head into my hair, and his strong arms rested on my waist.
"I've only known you for just over 3 months. It's impossible," he muttered, more to himself than me.
"What's impossible?" He didn't answer. "Oli?" He sighed and pulled away, placing his hand on my cheek.
"Promise me you won't hate me?"
"I promise,"
"I'm falling in love with you Bonnie."
this is really good. Im in the middle of class and about to burst out laughing
3/6/15