"OH MY GOD! BONNIE IS GONE! A BEAR BROKE INTO OUR TENT AND ATE HER!" I woke up from my peaceful slumber to Jaime yelling.

"Bonnie? What are you doing in here?" Tony also woke up, looking at me with a confused look.

"Jaime was sleep singing and I couldn't sleep so I came in here," I shrugged.

"GUYS! BONNIE GOT EATEN BY A BEAR!" Jaime has now probably woken everyone up.

"Bonnie, go tell Jaime you were not eaten by a bear. Thank you," Alan smiled, before closing his eyes again.

"Yeah, you should do that so I can put some pants on,"

"Camping too? Really? Don't you get cold?" I knew Tony slept naked, but I didn't think he would outside.

"No, I do not," Well, lucky I didn't jump into his sleeping bag. That would've been awkward.

"Fine," I rolled my eyes, gently removing myself from Vic's grip and heading outside of the tent. Jaime was running around in a circle and screaming, and I heard everyone else groan and starting to wake up.

"Hime!" I tried to get his attention, but failed.

"Jaime! Stop screaming!" I hissed. He stopped and looked up at the sky.

"OH NO! She's gone to Heaven! We are to late to save her! CURSE YOU BEAR!" I face palmed and walked over to him, poking him in the shoulder.

"Oh my goodness! You were not eaten by a bear!"

"Of course I wasn't! Do you know the time?" I asked, realising it was still very dark with only a few birds chirping.

"Oh, it's 5 in the morning!" Jaime smiled at me.

"5 in the morning?! Jaime!"

"I'm sorry!" he apologised. "Sorry everyone. False alarm! Bonnie did not get eaten by a bear! Go back to sleep now children!" As a response, I heard groans, a few thank you's, and a lovely "Fuck you Jaime" from Oli. Isn't he just a bowl full of sunshine?

"C'mon Hime, let's head back to bed. Don't worry about Those pants Tone!" I called, hearing a faint "Okay, sweet." as a reply.

I lead Jaime by his hand back to our tent and put him back go bed, as when he is tired he is literally like a child. I slipped back into my sleeping bag and closed my eyes.

"When I close my eyes, I can't see,"

"That's right Jaime. It's sleep time." I didn't get a reply, so I assume he fell asleep. My assumption was correct when I heard light snores from his sleeping body.

My eyes had adjusted to the darkness, and I could faintly see Austin smiling at me.

"Can I ask you a question?" he asked.

"You just did,"

"Ha ha, very funny," he paused for a moment. "Why do you hate me now?"

"What? I don't hate you!"

"Then why have you been ignoring me lately?"

"I haven't," I lied. Well, what was I supposed to say? I'm just staying away from you so my feelings for you would disappear?

Yeah, not gonna happen.

"Yes you have," Shut up Austin. You aren't supposed to know I have feelings for you. Go away.

"It's about Mike isn't it?" Austin finally asked after a few silent minutes. "He doesn't want you around me,"

"Well, that's not his decision, is it?" NO! Bonnie stop.

"Of course not. You like Mike, right?" I reluctantly nodded.

"But you like me too,"

"No, I don't," I shook my head.

"Stop denying it. I know you do,"

"Stop being so conceited," I told him.

"You may not like me as much as him, but I know you feel something for me too,"

"So what if I do?" I asked, facing away from him and staring at the ceiling of the tent.

"What if I told you I liked you too?"

"Then I would way that's bullshit," I shrugged.

"And why's that?"

"I shouldn't be liked Austin. I don't deserve either of you. I'm going to sleep now," I closed my eyes and faced Jaime.

"Bonnie?" Just ignore him. "Princess?" When he didn't answer, he mumbled a few things under his breath before shuffling around and getting comfortable.





"Rise and shine everyone!" Victor's and Viv's voices yelled outside the tents, banging pots together. All together, we groaned in frustration. Wow, we are such teenagers. But seriously, are the pots really necessary?!

"WA POW!" Jaime shot up abruptly, making me almost have a heart attack before he ran out of the tent. I slowly unzipped my sleeping bag and joined him outside. One by one, each boy slowly escaped the warmth of their tents and sat on the ground or camping chairs in the chilly air.

"I see Bonnie was not eaten by a bear," Viv commented, looking at Jaime.

"In my defence, I woke up and she was not there,"

"So a bear quietly unzipped the tent, ate me, and then left, leaving no blood or anything?" I asked, raisin my eyebrows.

"It was 5 o'clock in the morning! You just expect me to think like that?!"

"Yes!"

"As entertaining as this is, may you both shut up? m cold," Matt said, wrapping his arms around his bare torso.

"Yeah, me too," Kellin agreed.

"Then maybe all of you should be wearing shirts," I shrugged, looking at all of their shirtless bodies. Vic didn't seem to have a problem, as he was in his long pyjama bottoms and grey sweater.

"Well, after we all have breakfast, Mama and I are going hiking. I know none of you would like to come, so I'm not even going to ask. So you guys can do whatever you want as long as you guys stay on the campsite," Victor told us.

"We should check out the lake," Oli looked at all of us.

"Bonnie in a bikini? Yes please," Mike nodded.

"I didn't bring a bikini," I rolled my eyes.

"Oh so you're going to swim in your underwear then?"

"No!"

"Naked?! That's even better!"

"Mike! I'm not swimming!"

"Aww why not?" Oli pouted.

"Because I don't like swimming,"

"It's okay guys. She can just watch us." Tony smiled at me. I smiled back in thanks and we started to eat.





"Are you sure you don't want to get in?" Kellin asked me as I sat on the dock and watched them. It did look fun, and it was really hot, but I couldn't expose myself like that. Vic was okay, cos he has a t-shirt and his bracelets on.

"I'm sure. Thanks guys,"

"Your loss," Alan shrugged, swimming off.

"Aren't you hot in that?" Oli asked me, glancing at my long sleeved white shirt.

"Nope," I lied. He gave me a funny look before swimming off.

"He's curious," Vic told me when the others had swam out deeper and couldn't hear.

"What do you mean?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"He has his suspicions on why you never show your skin. It's how he found out about me,"

"He knows you cut?" I asked gently.

"Did cut," he corrected me. "But yes,"

"So he probably knows about me," I sighed.

"Like I said. He has his suspicions,"

"I don't want him to know," I murmured.

"Look, Bonnie. I can't promise you he won't. Because he probably will. But he's not going to judge you," I chose to ignore him. I didn't want to talk about this.

"I'm going back to the tents," I said, standing up.

"Bonnie..."

"It's okay Vic. Go have fun." I smiled at him before I head back to the tents. It was so hot, I could hardly move. The hot sun was frying my back, and my shirt was starting to get sticky with sweat. It was to hot out here. I went inside the tent and felt even hotter in such a small space. I couldn't change into anything less hot. The boys could be back soon.

The heat began to be unbearable. And I pulled up my sleeves, laying my head back on my pillow. I suddenly felt very ill and tired, not being able to control the droppings of my eyes. And then I was out.





Oli's POV

Vic and I had started to get worried about Bonnie, so we left the lake early and went back to keep her company. We couldn't find her anywhere outside.

"You check the tents, and I'll head over to have a look to see if she's in the bathroom," Vic told me. I nodded as checked her tent first.

Surely enough, she was there asleep. I smiled and glanced over her body before a frown etched it's way onto my face when I seen her wrists. Scars and old cuts marked the skin. None looked new, thankfully but I don't want her to do this to herself.

"Bonnie," I tried to shake her awake, but she wasn't budging. I tried again, a little harder this time. But nothing. I quickly checked her pulse. Which was good. Just a little weaker the it should be.

"VIC!" I yelled, panicked.

"What happened?!" He demanded, running over.

"She's passed out!"

"Okay, just gently pull her out. She's just dehydrated," he calmly said. I did what he said and he hovered over her.

"You seen them, didn't you?" I knew he was talking about her wrists. I nodded my head. I knew as soon as I saw them that Vic already knew. They has special non-related sibling Bond that was even stronger then my relation to my own brother.

"Could you get me a water bottle please?" I nodded and fetched him the water bottle he asked for, handing it to him. Vic took off his own shirt and placed it next to him. He started pulling off Bonnie': shirt, before turning to face me.

"Can you turn around please?"

"If you're thinking I'm going to perve at her, I have more respect for women than that." He rolls hi eyes before continuing to undress her. Her near naked body was decorated with silvery lines and I almost cried. No one deserves to feel like they need to do this to themselves to make them feel better.

Vic threw the bottle of water over her and she sat up with a gasp, looking around and covering her body. Vic pulled his t-short over her head and she looked at me. She knew I had seen.

"You have to keep drinking water. And as soon as we get home, We are getting you some bracelets. Okay?" I asked.

She nodded and then started crying. And I turned my head just to see Mike quickly walk away. He had seen too.

Notes

So now Oli and Mike know about Bonnie's secret. Poor Bonnie.

And I might be getting dermals! I'm having it where Tony has his, but with Another smaller one underneath and a bit closer to my eye. I'm pretty excited xD

I hope you enjoy this useless information. You're welcome.