Austin’s POV

I was sitting in the waiting room. Covered in blood. Now washed away of course. Still only in my boxer briefs. Sitting completely frozen and waiting. Wondering what was going on. Why had there been so much blood? What had happened?
"Excuse me sir, why are you only in your underwear?" an old lady asked. I looked at her for just a second or two before I stared into air again. Just waiting.

Tino suddenly appeared before my eyes and he held out clean clothes. Automatically I pulled them on and then sat down. Tino sat down as well. Alan, Aaron and Phil soon came as well and they all waited in the room with me.
"What happened?" Tino asked, and looked at me.
"She woke up with a fever again, and then she screamed. i’ve never heard her scream like that before" I said and it was barely a whisper.
"Seriously?" Tino said and the color from his face dropped.
"I have no fucking idea what’s going on" I said and hid my face in my hands. I felt terrible. I felt scared. Never had I feared for someone so much like I did right now. Would she survive? There had been a lot of blood. And the baby… What about Alec? would he make it?

I jolted up from my chair when they called my name. I stared at the nurse and looked for any emotion. Anything that would say how it had gone. But she didn’t leave any expressions for me to see. I couldn’t read her.
"Come with me" she said and gestured towards some chairs. I followed her and the guys followed me. The nurse lead me to a room filled with babies in incubators. I got confused. She stopped before one and it had mine and Rin’s name on it.
"I would like you to fill this one out" she said and handed me a paper. I stared at her. Still confused.
"It’s your son sir, we need to know about name, address and… Just fill out the paper" she said and then left. I stared at the little one. Way to small. In a shade a baby shouldn’t be. But the machine showed that he was okay. I filled out the paper. Alec William Reed. I skipped Carlile because if Rin wouldn’t make it. I wanted him to have her name. and if she did make it… Well then he would have the name in no time because that meant I would fucking marry her. If I got to see her tonight I would just ask her to fucking marry me. And I wouldn’t take no for an answer. I just wouldn’t.
"Congratulations" Alan said and crossed his arms.

I gave back the paper to the nurse and I asked her about Rin.
"I’m sorry Mr Carlile, she still going through surgery" she said and walked away. Surgery? What? By why? WHY?

- - -

I opened my eyes and the first thing I notice was that the belly was gone. I panicked and i heard the machines next to me race. Austin jolted up from his place and took my hand.
"Easy, easy… Alec is just fine" he said and I calmed down immediately. He was fine.
"What happened?" I asked and my voice was hoarse.
"Because of your fevers lately your body rejected the baby, but they were able to save it since it was so late in the pregnancy" Austin said and let out a small sigh. I stared at him. My body rejected it?
"So it was… a miscarriage?" I whisper.
"It rarely happens this late but yes, that’s what happened" he said and stroked the back of my hand.
"Where is he?" I asked and looked into Austin’s tired eyes.
"He’s with the other babies, resting" Austin said and got a small smile on his lips.

Tino and the others walked in and Tino got this huge smile on his lips when he saw that I was awake.
"Hello beautiful" he said and kissed the top of my head. I grinned and let out a protesting groan.
"You scared the shit out of us" he said.
"Sorry" I said and looked at him.
"and your mom freaked out" he said.
"you called mom?" I said and closed my eyes. I would have to go through hell again.
"I did" Austin said and raised his hand a little.
"I’ll deal with you later" I said and looked at him.

I could barely move because of the pain in my stomach. C-section and a really nice scar on my stomach. But I guess it was worth it. I had a son. I had given birth to a son. Alec.