Austin’s POV

When Ian showed his face before me I just punched him as hard as I could. Never had I felt such anger towards someone.
“Not only did I lose her once because if you, but twice” I growled.
It had been almost 4 months since I last saw her an Tino had told me she had moved away to get her mind and life together. She was really upset, and sad. And she didn’t answer any of my calls. Again.
“it’s not my fault you had another girl over” Ian said and wiped his bloody nose. I glared at him. It wasn’t his fault. It was mine.
“And I really thought you would fight more now that you knew” Ian said and spat out some blood on the ground. I looked at him. Confused.
“Knew what?” I asked. Ian looked at me and then he looked surprised. “She didn’t tell you?” Ian asked.
“TELL ME WHAT?” I growled.
"dont look at me, ask her why she wont tell you, or why not ask Tino, I bet he knows" he said with a grin. I looked at him and then I turned to Tino. He looked a bit guilty and he nodded. He knew what Ian was talking about .
“what the fuck is going on?” I asked and looked at Tino.

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I rubbed my belly and then the midwife put on some of the cold gel. I shivered and she laughed a little.
“it’s kinda cold but, Are you ready to ready to know what sex it is?” She asked. I had up until know not wanted to know the sex, but now I wanted to. I wanted to plan names. So I nodded and looked at the screen. I wanted to know if my baby was a boy or a girl.
“From what it looks like it’s a… Boy” she said and showed me. I looked at the screen and giggled. It was a boy. Alec William Reed-Carlile. Because yes, I was giving him both mine and Austin’s surnames. And yes I was naming him after Spot. Because Spot deserved to be remembered. And I had not cared when he died. Because I couldn’t remember him. So yeah… Alec William Reed-Carlile.

I unlocked the door to my apartment and I rubbed my belly.
“So now I know what you are” I giggled and he started to kick. I giggled again but couldn’t calm him down.
“Well aren’t you the lively one?” I said and sighed. I walked into the kitchen and saw that on the table there was Chinese. Something I craved every day cause of the pregnancy. But who left it there?
“TINO IS THAT YOU?” I called, because he had a key to my place. The only extra. When he didn’t answer I picked up the box and walked over to the living room. I noticed that someone stood in the nursery. I sighed and walked over.
“Tino, please tell me if you’re going to come over” i said and opened the door. Alec kicked once again.
“Oh please, stop kicking you monster” i said and rubbed my belly with my free hand. I froze when I saw that it wasn’t Tino. But Austin. He turned around and his eyes grew wide. He just stared at my big belly.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked.
“You didn’t… Knew?” I said and stared at him. He shook his head.
“I stood in front of you, pregnant and all… And you didn’t see it?” I asked, surprised.
“I thought you just had gained weight, from being depressed about your memory loss or aomething” he confessed and looked both embarrassed and guilty. I swallowed and Alec kicked again. I took Austin’s hand and placed it on my belly.
“Meet our son Alec” I said and Austin’s eyes grew wide again.
“It’s… A boy?” He asked. I nodded and gave him a small smile.
“I met the midwife today, and she told me the sex” I whispered.

Austin looked at me and put his hands in his pockets. He looked nervous.
“Please take me back” he said.
“Austin…” I said.
“Please… I miss you, and I want our son to have both his parents” he said. I looked at him.
“I’m still mad at you” i whispered.
“I know” he said.
“But… If I take you back I want you to promise me that you will fight for me… And for Alec” I said.
“I promise” he said and got a happy grin in his lips. I looked at him and then he cupped his hands around my face and pressed his lips against mine.
“God I’ve missed you” he whispered against them. I blushed a little.
“Did you know that I did remember you a little when I was with Ian?” I asked. He looked confused and I told him about my blurry dreams about him. Austin looked really shocked, and stared at me with wide eyes.
“Memories are fragile, but filled with power” he said and stroked my cheek. I nodded and smiled.
“They are” I said.
“But I guess i made your heart remember me” he said and kissed me again. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck.