Everything was going just fine. I had a perfect relationship with Austin. Even if we wouldn’t call it girlfriend and boyfriend. We hadn’t DTR’d. So I guess for the moment we were just friends with benefits. Because yes… We had sex. A lot. And I liked it.

I worked with El Rey and I worked on my own album. Everything was going just perfectly fine there as well. And what really shocked me was the response on my now released first song. People seemed to like the acoustic rock ‘n roll music that I made and people wanted to know when the whole album would come out. It went even better when Austin posted out on his twitter and instagram that people should go and listen to my song “I walk with silence”. But then I got the news… I was going on tour. My album would be release next week and with that I would go on tour together with El Rey. Just El Rey. Before they went on their tour with Of Mice and Men. It was just a short tour that would last for about two weeks. But it was something and we were all pretty stoked for it.

I opened the door and I heard that Austin had stayed. They didn’t have anything special to do right now and he had lately stayed at my place. And today he had stayed the whole day.
"Well aren’t you the happy one" he said and pecked my cheek. I giggled and kissed him quickly before I ran over to my bathroom.
"Why are you so happy?" he asked and followed me inside, and looked at me as I jumped into the shower.
"Next week my album will be released, and they I’m going out on a tour for two weeks" I said and watched him through the glass. I didn’t mind that he saw me naked. For God’s sake. We had sex.
"Fuck, that’s awesome" he said.
"But you’re not going to like the other part" I said and looked at him. He looked at me and I could see that he bit his lip.
"you’re going with them… aren’t you?" he asked. I nodded and got out from the shower. Austin placed a towel on my head and started to dry my hair. I could feel that he was a bit annoyed.
"El Rey will be releasing their album next week too, and since I’m on their album as well… It’s kinda meant for us to go on tour together" I said.
"I thought it was just one song" he said, a bit confused.
"Nah… It’s actually three" I said and swallowed. I looked at him.
"You didn’t say anything because you knew it would upset me" he mumbled. I nodded and walked out from the bathroom. I walked over to my wardrobe and pulled out some clean underwear and then a big tee.
"I guess… I guess it’s time we have a serious talk then" he said. I looked at him and wondered what he wanted to talk about. I sat down on the bed and Austin did the same. He pulled me closer so that our knees touched and he took my hands in his.
"It might be a little bit late, but better late than never, right?" he said and grinned a little.
"Just get to the point" I sighed and looked at him.
"Mairin, I’m scared that it I let you go on the tour without asking this before… I think you’ll run off to Ian, or that he will steel you away" he said.
"Do you really not trust me?" I asked.
"I do trust you, but I do not, in no way, trust that fucker" he said.
"Please don’t call him fucker, he’s actually pretty nice" I said.
"Whatever… What I want to ask is… Can I start referring you as my girlfriend? With your permission of course" he said. I looked at him and then I smiled. I leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on his lips.
"I wouldn’t want anything else" I said.