Write Down The Silence
Chapter 27
To be honest I felt a little bit sad when Alex said he couldn’t come with me to meet the guys. But I guess he could come and see them another day. It had been a few days since I’ve met them and it would be fun to see Austin again. I missed him a little to be honest.
I knocked on the door and Aaron was the one to open. When he saw that it was me he got a huge smile and hugged me.
"Hi Rin" he said and I hugged him back.
"Hi Aaron, are the others here or am I first?" I asked. He gestured towards the living room where I could hear the others. I hurried over and popped my head inside and the others greeted me. Austin was the only one that didn’t say anything but he gave me a small smile. I sat down between him and Tino.
"So what are you doing?" I asked and looked at Austin.
"We’re talking about what movie to see, and waiting for pizza" Alan said. I looked at him and smiled.
Austin didn’t say a word to me the whole night and when I got him alone I decided to ask him about it.
"have I done something?" I asked, and swallowed. Austin looked at me.
"Done something?" he said, a little bit sarcastically.
"Yeah… Have I done something?" I asked, again. Wondering what was wrong. Had I done something to make him angry?
"Well why don’t we start with…" he began but my phone went off. I picked it up and saw Alex on the screen. Austin looked at that.
"Sorry, I need to take this" I said and swallowed. I pressed the green button and smiled.
"Hello handsome, what is it?" I asked.
"I just got a call from Kim, and guess what… Next week we’re going into the studio" he said.
"Next week? Already?" I gasped and got really surprised.
"So we better finish that last song, and we’re ready to go" he said and I could hear him grin.
"God, and here I thought I would get some time off" I laughed.
"Not with me pretty lady, we have work to do" he said.
"I know Alex, I know" I said and glanced at Austin. He looked irritated.
"So how is the night with the guys?" he asked.
"Fine so far, but they don’t really have you’re humor" I teased.
"You love me, I know that" he teased back.
"Yes I do, I do love you" I said with a laugh, and with that Austin grunted and walked out from the kitchen. He took his coat and he slammed the front door, and I heard him drive away.
"Alex, something happened… I have to go" I said and hung up. Tino and Alan came out to the kitchen and they looked at me.
"Why did Austin leave?" Alan asked.
"I don’t know… i was just talking to Alex when he suddenly grunted and ran away" I said and shrugged.
"About Alex… is he your… I don’t know… boyfriend?" Tino asked and crossed his arms. Then it occurred to me what was going on. Why Austin had gone. He thought I was with Alex. Fuck. Fuck… FUCK.
"No, Alex is my manager… I got a contract, and…. fuck… No… Alex is gay, he got a boyfriend… He’s just my manager" I said and panicked. Tino looked surprised.
"Oh fuck… And I told him that Alex might be your new guy" he said.
"You said what?!" I gasped.
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Austin’s POV
It had been a few days since I last saw her and I felt a little bit irritated by myself. How could I let someone get close to me again, so they could hurt me? Like seriously? But for some reason I kept on checking in on her. Checking her tumblr and checking her instagram. What surprised me was when I finally got to see the face of Alex. He was good looking with tattoos and she had eaten lunch with him today. I swallowed and I pressed on his name. Because she had tagged him in the picture. And the first thing I saw was the picture of him and another man. Kissing. I stared at the picture and then the text under “I love my boyfriend more than anything”.
Fuck… I had been stupid.
I knocked on the door and Aaron was the one to open. When he saw that it was me he got a huge smile and hugged me.
"Hi Rin" he said and I hugged him back.
"Hi Aaron, are the others here or am I first?" I asked. He gestured towards the living room where I could hear the others. I hurried over and popped my head inside and the others greeted me. Austin was the only one that didn’t say anything but he gave me a small smile. I sat down between him and Tino.
"So what are you doing?" I asked and looked at Austin.
"We’re talking about what movie to see, and waiting for pizza" Alan said. I looked at him and smiled.
Austin didn’t say a word to me the whole night and when I got him alone I decided to ask him about it.
"have I done something?" I asked, and swallowed. Austin looked at me.
"Done something?" he said, a little bit sarcastically.
"Yeah… Have I done something?" I asked, again. Wondering what was wrong. Had I done something to make him angry?
"Well why don’t we start with…" he began but my phone went off. I picked it up and saw Alex on the screen. Austin looked at that.
"Sorry, I need to take this" I said and swallowed. I pressed the green button and smiled.
"Hello handsome, what is it?" I asked.
"I just got a call from Kim, and guess what… Next week we’re going into the studio" he said.
"Next week? Already?" I gasped and got really surprised.
"So we better finish that last song, and we’re ready to go" he said and I could hear him grin.
"God, and here I thought I would get some time off" I laughed.
"Not with me pretty lady, we have work to do" he said.
"I know Alex, I know" I said and glanced at Austin. He looked irritated.
"So how is the night with the guys?" he asked.
"Fine so far, but they don’t really have you’re humor" I teased.
"You love me, I know that" he teased back.
"Yes I do, I do love you" I said with a laugh, and with that Austin grunted and walked out from the kitchen. He took his coat and he slammed the front door, and I heard him drive away.
"Alex, something happened… I have to go" I said and hung up. Tino and Alan came out to the kitchen and they looked at me.
"Why did Austin leave?" Alan asked.
"I don’t know… i was just talking to Alex when he suddenly grunted and ran away" I said and shrugged.
"About Alex… is he your… I don’t know… boyfriend?" Tino asked and crossed his arms. Then it occurred to me what was going on. Why Austin had gone. He thought I was with Alex. Fuck. Fuck… FUCK.
"No, Alex is my manager… I got a contract, and…. fuck… No… Alex is gay, he got a boyfriend… He’s just my manager" I said and panicked. Tino looked surprised.
"Oh fuck… And I told him that Alex might be your new guy" he said.
"You said what?!" I gasped.
- - -
Austin’s POV
It had been a few days since I last saw her and I felt a little bit irritated by myself. How could I let someone get close to me again, so they could hurt me? Like seriously? But for some reason I kept on checking in on her. Checking her tumblr and checking her instagram. What surprised me was when I finally got to see the face of Alex. He was good looking with tattoos and she had eaten lunch with him today. I swallowed and I pressed on his name. Because she had tagged him in the picture. And the first thing I saw was the picture of him and another man. Kissing. I stared at the picture and then the text under “I love my boyfriend more than anything”.
Fuck… I had been stupid.
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