I saw all the girls, and boys, outside the venue and I started to regret my decision. But then I remembered that I had a backstage pass. I swallowed and walked up to the doorman.
"End of the line" he muttered and glared at me. I saw a few girls that laughed a little and i heard some comments on my boobs. Does she really think boobs will get her inside? And I laughed a little on the inside. I hated the OMAM fanbase. I held up the backstage pass and the doorman looked a bit surprised.
"You’re okay" he said and opened the door. I turned to the girls that commented on my chest and gave them the finger. Shocked they just stared at me and I walked inside.

i heard some girls crying and i made my way over to the meet and greet. Tino noticed me immediately and he smiled and waved, and I waved back. I stood and watched them as all the fans made their way through the meet and greet, and when the last one had talked to them Tino hurried over to my side. He gave me a big hug and I hugged him back with a laugh.
"Oh god, it’s been way too long" he said and smiled. I nodded and smiled back.
"It’s been way too long indeed" I said and Phil walked over. I got a hug from him as well and we talked for a few minutes before Aaron walked over.
"Oh Chris, you’re still as stunning as ever" he teased and gave me a hug.
"and you’re still adorable" I teased back and I saw that Austin stared at me. Alan smiled and glanced at Austin. Fuck. Alan was planning this.

Austin came over and he swallowed.
"Hi" he said and put his hands in his pockets. i looked at him and smiled. It felt good to see him again. Better then I thought.
"Hi" I answered him and he gave me a small smile.
"So how does it feel to be in London?" he asked.
"I like it here, I hate the accent but I like the city" I said and nodded. We talked for a few minutes before Austin just looked at me and looked sad.
"i miss you" he whispered. I just looked at him and then I swallowed.
"i miss you too Austin, I still love you… but seeing that… I just…" I whispered and his eyes on me cut me off.
"You still love me?" he asked. I looked at him and I nodded. My eyes was tearing up and I wanted to run away, but I stood there. Looked at him. And he looked so surprised and shocked. Was it really that surprising?
"Then why the hell are you still here?" he asked and he sounded angry. just as he said that my phone started to vibrate. I picked it up form my pocket and there was a picture of Dave and the big letters Dave.
"I forgot about him" Austin whispered and looked sad.
"hey babe" I answered and glanced at Austin.
"Hey love, I was just wondering if you want to go and eat some sushi tomorrow? Because Matt told me about this beautiful sushi restaurant" he said.
"Matt?" I asked.
"My boss, the captain of captain’s" Dave teased.
"yeah, that would be lovely" I said and smiled. I loved Dave.
"Oh crap, I have to go… i love you Crystal" he said and before I could answer he hung up.
"i love you too" I whispered and then I turned to Austin again. He looked at me and he looked angry.
"I have to go, I just came to say hi" I said and looked at him. And to my surprise austin leaned forward and he kissed me, with such passion and heat that it surprised me. I just stared at him when he broke it off.
"I know you’ll come back to me in the end" he growled quietly through his teeth. I swallowed and just stared at him, and then he walked away.