After their last show they decided to go out clubbing. Which I really didn’t want to so i gave them a gently no. Which made Alan a little bit worried, but they all left me alone. Alan locked the bus and I let out a sigh. With this I could pack the few things I had on tour, in my own time and just relax. I even played some music that I liked.
The day after tomorrow, about this time, I would be back home and I would be the same Crystal Reed as before. Nothing else. Just simple Crystal. AS I walked around and cleaned the bus I started to think about what I wanted to do. Was there anything I wanted to do?
Well I’ve always wanted to be something… I played the piano fairly good. And I could play the guitar. Not much but still… a little.
"Maybe not a musician" I murmured and continued to play. Then I glanced at myself in the mirror, in the bathroom, and I really looked at myself. I had wide hips and a big chest. But my tummy was flat. I had a thin waist. Thin thighs and actually… I had a thigh gap. My legs was long and my back was short. My arms thin. I had a splendid jawline and a thin nose. My lips was big and round, my forehead not to big and my eyes was big. Big and blue. My hair was wavy and red, and long. The more I looked at myself the more I like it. I actually like my looks. What if I could do something with my looks… Maybe try out as a model? Nah, maybe not.

I got interrupted when I heard that someone entered the bus. To my surprise it was Austin. He looked at me when I looked out from the bathroom. I couldn’t read his expression. He just stood there and he looked at me. I swallowed and took a deep breath.
"Do you want something?" I asked. He looked at me.
"I want you. Tonight. Tonight I want you" he said. I looked at him and he was serious.
"Are you drunk… or..?" I asked and he shook his head.
"I’m serious, I want you" he said. Then he took the few steps that separated us and he cupped his hand over my face and kissed me. I got really surprised and he looked me in the eye, breathing against my lips. His hand fit just perfectly over my right side of my face. I trembled a little because I wanted him so much. I really wanted and needed this. He kissed me again and this time I kissed him back. It was fireworks and confetti, this was the feeling of the first wind of the spring. The feeling of jumping into the sea and not care at all for the world. This was.. perfect. i moved my hands up around his neck. He moved his hands down to my bum and he squeezed a little, which made a small moan slip out my mouth.
"You want me too" he whispered, pretty amused.
Austin lifted me up and we both started to remove the clothes we had on. Then I found myself in his bunker and he on top of me. Everything was just perfect and I kissed his neck. He smiled and kissed my shoulder and my collarbone. Then I let out a moan as he slowly entered me. when I didn’t protest or showed any pain he started to thrust in a little bit harder. He looked me in the eye all the time, looking for any pain or fright. Which made me feel really safe with him. He kissed my neck and I moaned.
"Hey Austin, are you here?" Tino shouted and we both froze. we stared at each other, both wide eyes wide open.
"I don’t think he’s here" Tino said and we could hear the others getting inside. Austin and I stared at each other, breathing as quite as we could.
"Where is Crystal?" Alan asked. We heard him walk past Austin’s bunker and check in mine.
"Maybe she and Austin went somewhere" Aaron said and Austin swallowed. We could see Alan through the curtain and he was standing just outside Austin’s bunker.
"Where the hell would they go now?" Alan said and looked confused.
"i don’t know, maybe they got hungry" Aaron shrugged. Then Alan looked down on the floor and he looked a bit confused. He crouched and picked something up and when he got back up he was holding the ripped up condom wrapper. Then he took a deep breath and he turned his eyes to Austin’s bunker. It felt like he was looking right at me.
"Are you in there?" he whispered without pulling the curtain back. Austin bit his lip and he closed his eyes, frowning and wondering if he should say something.
"Yes" I answered and Alan’s eyes grew wide.
"What the fuck" he said and just stared at the curtain.
"What is it?" the others asked.
"Austin for fuck sake" Alan said and sighed.
"Alan… don’t get pissed" Austin said.
"Pissed?! the only thing I asked, nog begged, of you was to not touch her" Alan complained.
"You did?" I asked and looked at Austin.
"They’re in there?" Aaron asked and sounded surprised.
"Wow" Tino said.
I looked at Austin and then I covered my face. This was really, really embarrassing.