Just give up you'll never be good enough
This time I'll make you proud
I twisted and stirred and found myself alone in an unknown bed, I rolled over and grabbed my phone from my jeans pocket 1:30PM ugh, I had one text from James,
From James
Where the fuck are you?
I didn't bother to text him back, I hopped out of bed and looked in the full length mirror, wow I looked like shit, most of my hangover was gone but it was still there. I walked out and saw Austin sitting on the deck with a few other guys, I turned around quickly and got changed into my clothes I folded his slipknot top up neatly and straightened his bed before grabbing my bag and sneaking out the front door.
"Leaving without saying goodbye, or good morning" Austin chuckled as he stood in the doorway, I looked up and smiled weakly at him,
"Sorry, last night was fun thank you"
"Can I get your number at least?" He laughed, I nodded and wrote it down on some paper for him, like last night he walked me to my car."Maybe we can meet up again miss Adams" he smiled and kissed my cheek before stepping back and letting me get into my car,
"That'd be nice" I smiled at him before driving off, I drove to a gas station and fixed up how I looked, making sure James wouldn't suspect anything, on my way home I thought of Austin. His touch, his scent, his hair, his face, his smile, his charm, his personality, the way he can manipulate you, there was just something about him I couldn't get off my mind.
I grabbed out my keys and put the right one into the door and unlocking it, I rested my bag on the kitchen counter and walked down to my room where James was lying on our bed with his hands running through his hair,"James?" I croaked
"THANK FUCK YOU'RE HOME!" He screamed in delight, he got up and spun me around kissing me everywhere but it didn't feel right he set me down but kept his hands on my shoulders, "I'm so sorry Cara-Lee" he whispered, he went in for a kiss but I pulled out, with no hesitation he brought his hand up and slapped me across the face, I gasped at the sudden pain.
"I'm done with your shit James!" I cried out, he snickered at me and pushed me up against the wall holding me by my throat "let me down" I growled
"You're done with my shit?" He snickered "I'm done with yours, you and your fucking nagging and mothering fuck sakes Cara!" He spat in my face and dropped me, I sunk to the ground gasping for air, I made my way to my feet as hot tears ran down my face; I struck James across the face with all my force, I heard something in his mouth crack, for a split second I laughed before he hit me and didn't stop.
After a while it all went numb and I couldn't feel anything.I woke up on the floor naked, my skin was burning and I was in a lot of pain, I rolled onto my knees and pushed myself up, I dragged myself to the bathroom to see myself covered in welts, bruises, scratches, bumps and cuts. I wiped away a few tears and headed back to the draws, I put on some clean underwear and clothes and packed my bags, that's it, I'm done with James's shit, I'm leaving at staying at a hotel. I walked into the bathroom and packed my toiletries and makeup, as I was rummaging through the draws my finger got caught on something sharp, I fiddled around more until I got hold of it, when I pulled it out it was my blade; I sighed and chucked it in my bag, what harm could it do?
I made my way downstairs and saw James on the deck, I grabbed my bag and snuck out the front door running straight to my car, I threw everything in and sped off to starbucks, I threw my hair into a ponytail and grabbed my bag before heading inside, I ordered myself a latte and took a seat at the table. I sat there stirring my drink with a stirrer as I looked down at the simplicity of the drink, something so simple yet so complicated , so divine... like Austin. I brought the caffeine filled goodness to my lips and began to drink it, not once putting it down until it was empty, I found myself a hotel not to far from work and paid for a week in advance.
- 3 days later-
I woke up and had a shower in this tiny little hotel room, once I was done I got changed into some covered clothes even though it's halfway through summer, my bruising was still visible everywhere even on my face but thanks to makeup you couldn't tell. I headed into my work Create Ink'd.
"Morning Steve" I smiled at my boss, he smiled back at me and reminded me of today's customers, my first client was a girl called Jesse she was cute and petite, I gave her a tattoo on her left wrist of a cross like Demi Lavato's. My second client was a guy called Cole, he was real chill and wanted my to give him shark bites which I happily did, my last client before my lunch break was an older women who had two kiss marks on her neck, they were her two daughters kisses which had just been done with lipstick, she wanted me to tattoo over them so she always had her daughters kisses on her, that's the best tattoo someone could get I reckon.
On my lunch break I went to the malls food court and got myself some Patricks, I sat down at a table by myself listening to some Korn through my earphones,"Hey" I heard a cheerful voice approach, I looked up and saw Austin smiling down at me
"Hey!" I falsely smiled back and took out my earphone "sit down" Austin took a seat opposite me and asked me why I haven't texted him back in the past few days "work" I laughed and lied, he nodded at me before taking a bite of his food, I rolled up my sleeves a little bit and picked up my sandwich with both hands my sleeves fell more as I ate, thankfully he wasn't paying attention.
"Want to catch a movie?" He smiled
"I can't, I'm on my lunch break" I laughed
"Aw bummer" he pouted
"where do you work?"
"Create Ink'd" I told him,
“Oh! I know that place! My friend Alan has an appointment at 1:30” Austin smiled,
“Oh yes, my boss Steve is seeing him” I smiled “maybe you can stop by?”
Austin and I talked for another twenty minutes before heading back to my work where his friend Alan was waiting for him, Austin introduced me to Alan before he went and got a tattoo, he was a very cute ginger and thought he was a cat and was in the same band as Austin.
I gave Austin a tour of my work place and told him how much it meant to me, we walked back out to the front to see it still empty, we were a small business but money was good.
“Do you have any tattoos or piercings? I don't think I saw any the other night” he laughed “oh wait, I know you have a tongue, belly and nipple piercings right?” I nodded my head and laughed,
“I also have a bar through my ear” I lifted up my hair and showed him the bar “and just other piercings in my ears, no plugs though, and I have one tattoo... on my collarbone it says erase everything inside; quote suicide silence” I laughed,
“Come out with me tonight” he smiled, the question struck me out of surprise because it came out of no where, I was about to say yes but I hesitated... my bruises and marks from James.
“I can't sorry” I smiled politely, Steve and Alan walked out, Alan looking like a happy man with is tattoo,
“Steve is it?” Austin asked my boss who nodded “is this fine young lady working tonight?”
“No she is not, she's all yours buddy” Steve patted me on the back and I laughed nervously and smiled weakly,
“Good, now we're going out tonight okay? And you can meet my other band members,” I nodded at Austin, I really didn't want to go, the bruises on my body were too dark to be covered with concealer, it was hard enough on my face... I probably looked like a giant vanilla cake to everyone.
-
From Austin
I'll be over in 10 :) x
I sighed and threw my phone on the bed and walked over to the bathroom in some clean underwear, I grabbed out my concealer and tried my best to cover up my arms, shoulders, neck, the front of my chest and my face, I applied my makeup and headed back to my little room to put my clothes on, I put my bandeau on and slid on my camo split jeans when the buzzer went off. I walked over to the door still shirtless and looked through the peep hole and saw Austin standing at the door with a bunch of roses, I opened the door and smiled at him, I took the roses and gave him a kiss before leading him inside.
“Thank you for these” I smiled and put them into a vase, I felt his eyes roaming my body, I turned around to face him and he was just staring at me intensely “it's not like you haven't seen this before” I laughed, he didn't respond to me, I studied his face more and saw the look on his face wasn't a happy one... I looked down and realized I was still shirtless and I hadn't put concealer on my torso so all my bruising and welts were clearly visible.
“Who did this to you?” he said just louder than a whisper
"No one, I was going for a bush walk and fell, it was a long and painful fall" I lied, no Austin, my ex boyfriend beat me up till I blacked out then he raped me, no biggy is what I really wanted to say, but I didn't “come on lets go” I shot him a faint smile and headed to my room and pulled my top over my head, I sprayed myself with impulse grabbed my bag and followed Austin to his car.
We stopped at a red light and Austin turned down the music “did he do this?”
“Did who do what?” I played dumb,
“Your boyfriend?” He sighed
“Oh... he had every right to, I shouldn't have spoken back to him” I looked up at Austin then back down at my legs, Austin put his hand on my thigh and rubbed it comfortingly.
-
I stood on top of the bar with my shirt in my hand which was pumping in the air as I sang the all American rejects – gives you hell, I had requested it and it was the perfect song.
“When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell” the whole bar sang with me and jumped around where I was as I stood there still singing at the top of my lungs, at the end of the song my new friend Phil helped me down, I put the top back over my head and linked arms with Phil,
“Where's Austin?” I asked, he didn't answer me just pulled me out back where we found Aaron and Tino we all walked to their van and in there was Alan and Austin.
“CARA!” Austin screamed as he jumped to me, I just laughed and got in to the backseat of the van, we all sat in a circle and Alan pulled out an ounce, a bong and a lighter.
“We need more girls otherwise this will get pretty gay...” Alan said, he pushed the stuff over to Austin and I and left the van in search for some girls, he came back with four girls, one had dirty blonde hair and a lot of piercings and hardly any clothes, the other three just looked like ordinary brunettes looking for a good night.
Austin filled the bong with weed and poured some beer in it since we didn't have water, he put it to his lips and took a few hits before handing it over to me, I put it to my lips and lit I kept my finger over the rush hole and let go just before I ran out of breath, I held it in for a while and let it out blowing it all in Jess's face one of the girls. We had almost smoked the whole ounce so that meant we were all pretty fucked off of our faces.
“Okay okay!” Phil managed between laughs, he spun the bottle and it landed on me
“Um dare!” I laughed
“I dare you too....” he looked over at Crystal and then me, Phil and Alan made kissing noises so I took it as they wanted me to kiss her, I shrugged my shoulders and leaned forwards and kissed her, she forced her tongue into my mouth and I opened my mouth so I could let my tongue out. I pulled away when I felt things get a bit heated and when the boys got serious, I took my seat back next to Austin and it landed on Austin surprisingly.
“Truth!” He screamed
“Hmm...” I looked around at everyone and saw their eyes half open, them swaying in a circular motion and smiles that took over their whole face, I looked over to Austin who looked as stupid as the others “have you slept with anyone else since we did?” I asked, it sounded like I like him, I do like him, but it's not like he knows it, I just wanted to know how erm popular he was.
I looked at him, he was thinking hard, he looked up and moved my shoulders so my whole upper body was facing him, he grabbed my face and pulled me into a kiss, I pulled out because I didn't take a breath when he pulled me in so I was out of breath, I blushed and looked down.
“AUSTIN AND CARA-LEE SITTING IN A TREE K-I-S-S-I-N-G!” Tino screamed as he lay on his back with his hands in the air,
“You guys have already slept together?” Alan asked with a disturbed expression,
“First night we met!” I laughed
“WHAT THE FUCK!” Chloe laughed.
-
Jess, Chloe, Crystal, Anna, Aaron, Phil and Tino headed home while Austin, Alan and I roamed the streets in our drunken and high states, we stopped outside a McDonalds because I stood there with a huge smile plastered on my face.
“SOMEONES GOT THE MUNCHIES!” Austin and Alan screamed as they skipped circles around me,
“CHICKEN NUGGETS!” I squealed and ran in, just as I made it to the door Austin wrapped his arms around me and picked me up, I was still squirming trying to get out and run to the counter so I could order me chicken nuggets,
“Hush!” Austin laughed as we 'calmly' walked inside, I looked up at the big clock and saw it read 12:34AM thank god for 24 hour service, I ordered lots of a twenty pack of chicken nuggets I handed the lady a forty dollar note and shoved my change in my bag, when the order was done we took a seat in a booth and dug in.
Austin and Alan shared a pack while I had a whole twenty to myself, I let out a loud heart burp and rested my hands on my lower stomach “I feel like giving birth” I mumbled,
“We're going on the playground!” Alan sang happily, he climbed over me and ran to the kids playground, Austin stood by my side tugging onto my arm and begging me to come with, I gave in and ran to the playground.
I ran up the slide and through all these tunnels, I climbed up a ladder and got stuck halfway,
“Austin!” I called out, I heard him tumbling down the slide I had just been through, I laughed as he stumbled over to me,
“WOW JUST ASS!” He laughed and grabbed my butt “nice ass” he whispered and kissed my right cheek,
“Help me down Austin?” I laughed, he pulled me down and dragged me back out to the booth where Alan was sitting alone,
“Home now,” Alan pouted, we all nodded and skipped out of McDonalds and started walking back to the bar where Austin's car is. Half way there I doubled over and started vomiting, Alan held up my hair for me, I dry heaved a few times before wiping my mouth with the bottom of my shirt and continued our walk, I mustn't have seen where I was going because I walked straight into a tall, muscular built man; my eyes wondered up and met with James's eyes.
Filled with fury and hatred, he looked up at Austin and Alan then back down at me, I saw something rush to my face causing me to hit the floor, I shuffled myself up against a building wall holding onto my bleeding nose. I saw nothing but black, I opened my eyes some more and saw Austin and James fighting, Alan was lying on the ground clutching onto his stomach, I found my way to my feet and walked straight in between the two.
“STOP IT!” I yelled, I pushed James away and stood in front of Austin, “leave James,”
“We're not over yet!” He hissed.
I helped Alan up and turned to Austin, his head was bleeding “lets get you home” I smiled, we walked back to Austin's car and I drove us to Austin's, I helped Austin to his kitchen and fixed him up.
“You don't need to do this” he half slurred, “I should be looking after you”
“You're bleeding from the head, and this is all my fault anyways” I shot him a faint smile, he walked up to his room and got ready for bed while I fixed up Alan, I headed to the bathroom and cleaned off all the dried blood and all the concealer and makeup on me. I headed to Austins room and took off everything so I was naked and climbed into bed.
“You're naked” Austin giggled as I pressed my cold body against his warm body,
“I have no clothes to sleep in” I mumbled, he just groaned and kissed my head before we both fell asleep.
From James
Where the fuck are you?
I didn't bother to text him back, I hopped out of bed and looked in the full length mirror, wow I looked like shit, most of my hangover was gone but it was still there. I walked out and saw Austin sitting on the deck with a few other guys, I turned around quickly and got changed into my clothes I folded his slipknot top up neatly and straightened his bed before grabbing my bag and sneaking out the front door.
"Leaving without saying goodbye, or good morning" Austin chuckled as he stood in the doorway, I looked up and smiled weakly at him,
"Sorry, last night was fun thank you"
"Can I get your number at least?" He laughed, I nodded and wrote it down on some paper for him, like last night he walked me to my car."Maybe we can meet up again miss Adams" he smiled and kissed my cheek before stepping back and letting me get into my car,
"That'd be nice" I smiled at him before driving off, I drove to a gas station and fixed up how I looked, making sure James wouldn't suspect anything, on my way home I thought of Austin. His touch, his scent, his hair, his face, his smile, his charm, his personality, the way he can manipulate you, there was just something about him I couldn't get off my mind.
I grabbed out my keys and put the right one into the door and unlocking it, I rested my bag on the kitchen counter and walked down to my room where James was lying on our bed with his hands running through his hair,"James?" I croaked
"THANK FUCK YOU'RE HOME!" He screamed in delight, he got up and spun me around kissing me everywhere but it didn't feel right he set me down but kept his hands on my shoulders, "I'm so sorry Cara-Lee" he whispered, he went in for a kiss but I pulled out, with no hesitation he brought his hand up and slapped me across the face, I gasped at the sudden pain.
"I'm done with your shit James!" I cried out, he snickered at me and pushed me up against the wall holding me by my throat "let me down" I growled
"You're done with my shit?" He snickered "I'm done with yours, you and your fucking nagging and mothering fuck sakes Cara!" He spat in my face and dropped me, I sunk to the ground gasping for air, I made my way to my feet as hot tears ran down my face; I struck James across the face with all my force, I heard something in his mouth crack, for a split second I laughed before he hit me and didn't stop.
After a while it all went numb and I couldn't feel anything.I woke up on the floor naked, my skin was burning and I was in a lot of pain, I rolled onto my knees and pushed myself up, I dragged myself to the bathroom to see myself covered in welts, bruises, scratches, bumps and cuts. I wiped away a few tears and headed back to the draws, I put on some clean underwear and clothes and packed my bags, that's it, I'm done with James's shit, I'm leaving at staying at a hotel. I walked into the bathroom and packed my toiletries and makeup, as I was rummaging through the draws my finger got caught on something sharp, I fiddled around more until I got hold of it, when I pulled it out it was my blade; I sighed and chucked it in my bag, what harm could it do?
I made my way downstairs and saw James on the deck, I grabbed my bag and snuck out the front door running straight to my car, I threw everything in and sped off to starbucks, I threw my hair into a ponytail and grabbed my bag before heading inside, I ordered myself a latte and took a seat at the table. I sat there stirring my drink with a stirrer as I looked down at the simplicity of the drink, something so simple yet so complicated , so divine... like Austin. I brought the caffeine filled goodness to my lips and began to drink it, not once putting it down until it was empty, I found myself a hotel not to far from work and paid for a week in advance.
- 3 days later-
I woke up and had a shower in this tiny little hotel room, once I was done I got changed into some covered clothes even though it's halfway through summer, my bruising was still visible everywhere even on my face but thanks to makeup you couldn't tell. I headed into my work Create Ink'd.
"Morning Steve" I smiled at my boss, he smiled back at me and reminded me of today's customers, my first client was a girl called Jesse she was cute and petite, I gave her a tattoo on her left wrist of a cross like Demi Lavato's. My second client was a guy called Cole, he was real chill and wanted my to give him shark bites which I happily did, my last client before my lunch break was an older women who had two kiss marks on her neck, they were her two daughters kisses which had just been done with lipstick, she wanted me to tattoo over them so she always had her daughters kisses on her, that's the best tattoo someone could get I reckon.
On my lunch break I went to the malls food court and got myself some Patricks, I sat down at a table by myself listening to some Korn through my earphones,"Hey" I heard a cheerful voice approach, I looked up and saw Austin smiling down at me
"Hey!" I falsely smiled back and took out my earphone "sit down" Austin took a seat opposite me and asked me why I haven't texted him back in the past few days "work" I laughed and lied, he nodded at me before taking a bite of his food, I rolled up my sleeves a little bit and picked up my sandwich with both hands my sleeves fell more as I ate, thankfully he wasn't paying attention.
"Want to catch a movie?" He smiled
"I can't, I'm on my lunch break" I laughed
"Aw bummer" he pouted
"where do you work?"
"Create Ink'd" I told him,
“Oh! I know that place! My friend Alan has an appointment at 1:30” Austin smiled,
“Oh yes, my boss Steve is seeing him” I smiled “maybe you can stop by?”
Austin and I talked for another twenty minutes before heading back to my work where his friend Alan was waiting for him, Austin introduced me to Alan before he went and got a tattoo, he was a very cute ginger and thought he was a cat and was in the same band as Austin.
I gave Austin a tour of my work place and told him how much it meant to me, we walked back out to the front to see it still empty, we were a small business but money was good.
“Do you have any tattoos or piercings? I don't think I saw any the other night” he laughed “oh wait, I know you have a tongue, belly and nipple piercings right?” I nodded my head and laughed,
“I also have a bar through my ear” I lifted up my hair and showed him the bar “and just other piercings in my ears, no plugs though, and I have one tattoo... on my collarbone it says erase everything inside; quote suicide silence” I laughed,
“Come out with me tonight” he smiled, the question struck me out of surprise because it came out of no where, I was about to say yes but I hesitated... my bruises and marks from James.
“I can't sorry” I smiled politely, Steve and Alan walked out, Alan looking like a happy man with is tattoo,
“Steve is it?” Austin asked my boss who nodded “is this fine young lady working tonight?”
“No she is not, she's all yours buddy” Steve patted me on the back and I laughed nervously and smiled weakly,
“Good, now we're going out tonight okay? And you can meet my other band members,” I nodded at Austin, I really didn't want to go, the bruises on my body were too dark to be covered with concealer, it was hard enough on my face... I probably looked like a giant vanilla cake to everyone.
-
From Austin
I'll be over in 10 :) x
I sighed and threw my phone on the bed and walked over to the bathroom in some clean underwear, I grabbed out my concealer and tried my best to cover up my arms, shoulders, neck, the front of my chest and my face, I applied my makeup and headed back to my little room to put my clothes on, I put my bandeau on and slid on my camo split jeans when the buzzer went off. I walked over to the door still shirtless and looked through the peep hole and saw Austin standing at the door with a bunch of roses, I opened the door and smiled at him, I took the roses and gave him a kiss before leading him inside.
“Thank you for these” I smiled and put them into a vase, I felt his eyes roaming my body, I turned around to face him and he was just staring at me intensely “it's not like you haven't seen this before” I laughed, he didn't respond to me, I studied his face more and saw the look on his face wasn't a happy one... I looked down and realized I was still shirtless and I hadn't put concealer on my torso so all my bruising and welts were clearly visible.
“Who did this to you?” he said just louder than a whisper
"No one, I was going for a bush walk and fell, it was a long and painful fall" I lied, no Austin, my ex boyfriend beat me up till I blacked out then he raped me, no biggy is what I really wanted to say, but I didn't “come on lets go” I shot him a faint smile and headed to my room and pulled my top over my head, I sprayed myself with impulse grabbed my bag and followed Austin to his car.
We stopped at a red light and Austin turned down the music “did he do this?”
“Did who do what?” I played dumb,
“Your boyfriend?” He sighed
“Oh... he had every right to, I shouldn't have spoken back to him” I looked up at Austin then back down at my legs, Austin put his hand on my thigh and rubbed it comfortingly.
-
I stood on top of the bar with my shirt in my hand which was pumping in the air as I sang the all American rejects – gives you hell, I had requested it and it was the perfect song.
“When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell” the whole bar sang with me and jumped around where I was as I stood there still singing at the top of my lungs, at the end of the song my new friend Phil helped me down, I put the top back over my head and linked arms with Phil,
“Where's Austin?” I asked, he didn't answer me just pulled me out back where we found Aaron and Tino we all walked to their van and in there was Alan and Austin.
“CARA!” Austin screamed as he jumped to me, I just laughed and got in to the backseat of the van, we all sat in a circle and Alan pulled out an ounce, a bong and a lighter.
“We need more girls otherwise this will get pretty gay...” Alan said, he pushed the stuff over to Austin and I and left the van in search for some girls, he came back with four girls, one had dirty blonde hair and a lot of piercings and hardly any clothes, the other three just looked like ordinary brunettes looking for a good night.
Austin filled the bong with weed and poured some beer in it since we didn't have water, he put it to his lips and took a few hits before handing it over to me, I put it to my lips and lit I kept my finger over the rush hole and let go just before I ran out of breath, I held it in for a while and let it out blowing it all in Jess's face one of the girls. We had almost smoked the whole ounce so that meant we were all pretty fucked off of our faces.
“Okay okay!” Phil managed between laughs, he spun the bottle and it landed on me
“Um dare!” I laughed
“I dare you too....” he looked over at Crystal and then me, Phil and Alan made kissing noises so I took it as they wanted me to kiss her, I shrugged my shoulders and leaned forwards and kissed her, she forced her tongue into my mouth and I opened my mouth so I could let my tongue out. I pulled away when I felt things get a bit heated and when the boys got serious, I took my seat back next to Austin and it landed on Austin surprisingly.
“Truth!” He screamed
“Hmm...” I looked around at everyone and saw their eyes half open, them swaying in a circular motion and smiles that took over their whole face, I looked over to Austin who looked as stupid as the others “have you slept with anyone else since we did?” I asked, it sounded like I like him, I do like him, but it's not like he knows it, I just wanted to know how erm popular he was.
I looked at him, he was thinking hard, he looked up and moved my shoulders so my whole upper body was facing him, he grabbed my face and pulled me into a kiss, I pulled out because I didn't take a breath when he pulled me in so I was out of breath, I blushed and looked down.
“AUSTIN AND CARA-LEE SITTING IN A TREE K-I-S-S-I-N-G!” Tino screamed as he lay on his back with his hands in the air,
“You guys have already slept together?” Alan asked with a disturbed expression,
“First night we met!” I laughed
“WHAT THE FUCK!” Chloe laughed.
-
Jess, Chloe, Crystal, Anna, Aaron, Phil and Tino headed home while Austin, Alan and I roamed the streets in our drunken and high states, we stopped outside a McDonalds because I stood there with a huge smile plastered on my face.
“SOMEONES GOT THE MUNCHIES!” Austin and Alan screamed as they skipped circles around me,
“CHICKEN NUGGETS!” I squealed and ran in, just as I made it to the door Austin wrapped his arms around me and picked me up, I was still squirming trying to get out and run to the counter so I could order me chicken nuggets,
“Hush!” Austin laughed as we 'calmly' walked inside, I looked up at the big clock and saw it read 12:34AM thank god for 24 hour service, I ordered lots of a twenty pack of chicken nuggets I handed the lady a forty dollar note and shoved my change in my bag, when the order was done we took a seat in a booth and dug in.
Austin and Alan shared a pack while I had a whole twenty to myself, I let out a loud heart burp and rested my hands on my lower stomach “I feel like giving birth” I mumbled,
“We're going on the playground!” Alan sang happily, he climbed over me and ran to the kids playground, Austin stood by my side tugging onto my arm and begging me to come with, I gave in and ran to the playground.
I ran up the slide and through all these tunnels, I climbed up a ladder and got stuck halfway,
“Austin!” I called out, I heard him tumbling down the slide I had just been through, I laughed as he stumbled over to me,
“WOW JUST ASS!” He laughed and grabbed my butt “nice ass” he whispered and kissed my right cheek,
“Help me down Austin?” I laughed, he pulled me down and dragged me back out to the booth where Alan was sitting alone,
“Home now,” Alan pouted, we all nodded and skipped out of McDonalds and started walking back to the bar where Austin's car is. Half way there I doubled over and started vomiting, Alan held up my hair for me, I dry heaved a few times before wiping my mouth with the bottom of my shirt and continued our walk, I mustn't have seen where I was going because I walked straight into a tall, muscular built man; my eyes wondered up and met with James's eyes.
Filled with fury and hatred, he looked up at Austin and Alan then back down at me, I saw something rush to my face causing me to hit the floor, I shuffled myself up against a building wall holding onto my bleeding nose. I saw nothing but black, I opened my eyes some more and saw Austin and James fighting, Alan was lying on the ground clutching onto his stomach, I found my way to my feet and walked straight in between the two.
“STOP IT!” I yelled, I pushed James away and stood in front of Austin, “leave James,”
“We're not over yet!” He hissed.
I helped Alan up and turned to Austin, his head was bleeding “lets get you home” I smiled, we walked back to Austin's car and I drove us to Austin's, I helped Austin to his kitchen and fixed him up.
“You don't need to do this” he half slurred, “I should be looking after you”
“You're bleeding from the head, and this is all my fault anyways” I shot him a faint smile, he walked up to his room and got ready for bed while I fixed up Alan, I headed to the bathroom and cleaned off all the dried blood and all the concealer and makeup on me. I headed to Austins room and took off everything so I was naked and climbed into bed.
“You're naked” Austin giggled as I pressed my cold body against his warm body,
“I have no clothes to sleep in” I mumbled, he just groaned and kissed my head before we both fell asleep.
11/26/13