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Just give up you'll never be good enough

Pretty little lady with your swollen eyes

I sat on the deck in my two bedroom flat with a glass of wine in one hand and a cigarette in my other one, I pulled out my phone and decided to text James.
To James
Hey hun, it's getting late please come home xx

Just as I had expected I got no reply, I took the last drag of my smoke before heading back in, I put my glass in the sink and headed to bed; changing into night clothes before I got in bed...lonely... again...
I woke up from a loud thud coming from downstairs, I got out of bed and waddled my way downstairs to see James rummaging through the fridge.
"J-James?" I stuttered out, he turned around with a face full of rage anger, his eyes were blood victoria red, sweat was dripping down his face, he was breathing heavily with his arms slightly raised beside him. I stupidly took a step closer to him and cupped his face with my tiny hand,
"Oh James" I whispered, he relaxed a little and stepped forwards, I was just about to pull him into a hug and nuzzle my face in his neck when I saw a massive hickey on his neck, I took a big step from him and looked at him as my eyes began to well up.
"What's wrong baby?"He tried to sound sober but his drunken words came out slurred as he took a step towards me
"Fuck you" I cried and turned around heading back upstairs with James on my back, I stormed into our room and changed into some black skinny jeans, maroon combat boots and a black nirvana tank.
I grabbed my bag making sure I had everything then tried to exit the room,
"James let me go!" I ordered
"No! You're not leaving me!" He screamed
"You told me no more cheating James!" He threw his other hand over his neck and loosened his grip on me, I yanked my arm out and stormed out of the house heading to a club on this lovely midnight sky. I took a seat in an empty booth and ordered a gin and tonic, on my third gin and tonic I could feel a buzz going on but I was too down to feel it, I ordered a round of 8 shots and took them down like water, the stinging sensation at the back of my throat was all the pleasure I needed.
I slipped the bartender a twenty to look after my bag while I go dance, I made my way to the middle of the dance floor, I pulled my hair up with my hands as I danced to the music, I let it down and opened my eyes; pulling the same facial that James had tonight when I found him in the kitchen.
I spotted a tall tattooed man standing alone in a corner with a drink in his hand, I made a quick trip to the bathroom to see how I looked, I wasn't looking that bad considering my cheeks were slightly pink from the dancing and that I had no make up on at all. I straightened my top and fluffed my hair a little bit before making my way to the tall tattooed man, when I found him he was at the bar, I took this as a better opportunity to get to know him, I took a seat two seats away from him and ordered myself an anaconda shot(1/2 jack daniels 1/2 sambuca),
"Ahh, a girl who knows her way to my heart" the tattooed man joked as he looked over to me, I just laughed and shook my head and took down my shot.
"I could say the same about you" I joked as I pointed with my empty shot glass towards his tattoos, "I like that one" I said as I moved closer and ran my fingers over hismom tattoo,
"Thanks" his voice croaked as he thanked me, I just smiled and moved back to my seat "I'm Austin" he smiled,
"I'm Cara-Lee" I smiled back, I got my bag back from the bartender who gave me back my twenty even though I tried to insist on him keeping it, I ordered myself a steinlarger and focused my attention on Austin.
"Irristable am I?" He joked as he looked back at me
"Bitch you might be" I winked as I took a swig at my drink,
"Want to um, get a booth?" He shot me a toothy grin, how could I not say no? I followed him to an empty booth and sat opposite him.
Austin and I talked for an hour so it was at least around 2AM, he walked me to my car and rocked on his heels back and forth with his hands sitting in his back pocket,
"Good bye Austin Carlile" I whispered averting my gaze to the ground,
"Good bye Cara-Lee Adams" he took a step closer to me and lifted my face, he leaned in a little as did I, our foreheads and noses touching as we breathed heavily; I leaned in a little more and gently placed my lips on his, I was just about to pull away when he pulled me in closer and kissed me harder.
I slid my tongue along his bottom lip increasing the intensity of the kiss, I wrapped my arms around his neck and let my hands run wild through his hair, he lifted me up wrapping my legs around him as he pulled me ineven closer and held onto my hips grabbing onto them while our tongues continued wrestling.
I pulled out and breathed his name out, I unraveled myself from him opened my backseat door and cleared the backseat chucking everything in the passenger seat. I pushed Austin in on his back and climbed over him shutting the door behind me, we went back to making out, one hand on his chest the other rubbing him through his jeans while his hands roamed my body; he spanked me and I let out a squeal and looked down at Austin whose eyes were glistening from the moonlight.
He slowly lifted up my top and pulled it over my head, I tried to pull his top over his head but it failed so we changed positions so he was sitting in the middle seat and I was on top of him, I pushed myself up from my knees and led his hands to my buttons, Austin undid my jeans and pulled them down I kicked them down further till they came off, I unbuttoned Austin's jeans and pulled them down.
I kissed down his jawline as he fiddled with my bra hook trying to unclasped, he rubbed my nipples to make them perky, "Now?" He breathed out, I nodded and pulled my underwear down and he pulled down his boxers, I hovered over him placing each one of my hands on his shoulders, he positioned himself inside of me and pulled me down gently from my hips. I bit my bottom lip as I watched Austin slowly put his whole length inside of me, it took me a while to adjust to him before starting to move, I started bouncing up and down on him as he matched my pace by thrusting into me, the car filled with loud moans, cries, weeps and cussing,
"I'm close" I moaned out as I threw my head back continuing to bounce up and down on him, he mumbled a few swear words before picking up his now sloppy paces, "I can't hold it in" I cried out as I released the pit in my stomach as Austin came inside of me.
I draped my arms around his sweaty neck and nuzzled my face on top of my arms panting, trying to catch my breath, I rolled off him onto the other seat and sat there for a while as we both caught our breath,
"That, was amazing" he laughed sliding on his briefs and jeans I just nodded as I awkwardly put my clothes back on, we crawled out of different doors and met at the boot,
"Do you need a ride?" I laughed nervously,
"Actually I do," he laughed nervously back "if you don't mind"
I'm not sure what it is about Austin but I never wanted to leave his touch, his embrace made me feel welcome safe wanted.
We pulled into his driveway and stared at each other
"Good bye, I guess..." I said slightly disappointed, I shot him a quick smile before putting my hand on the gear stick getting ready to leave to home I guess.
"No, please stay, it's 4AM" he smiled at me, I nodded before exiting the car with my handbag, once we were inside he made us a hot chocolate and gave me a top of his to sleep in, I sat on the couch with my drink in my hands taking small sips because it was hot. I yawned and rubbed my sleepy eyes and headed to the kitchen putting my hot chocolate in the sink.
"Bed now?" Austin chuckled, I nodded and followed him down the hall to his room, I crawled into his bed and squeezed the blanket as I slowly began to drift off, I thought Austin was going to get in with me but he didn't
"Austin" I whispered as he was just about to leave the room, "please stay in here with me" he laughed and made his way into his bed with me, I curled up close against him and fell into a heavy slumber.
I awoke with a splitting headache and from a bunch of loud mouths shouting about, I rolled out of bed and slipped on my jeans and combat boots, I put my bra on underneath Austin's Slipknot top I was wearing and walked over to Austin,
"Goodbye" I whispered as I kissed his forehead,
"No stay!" He groaned as his eyes fluttered open
"I don't think I should" I blushed
"Please, for me" he stuck out his bottom lip and gave me sad eyes, I gave in and tore off what I had just put on and climbed back into bed.
"You need to stop using those eyes to make me do things" I laughed
"Maybe if I don't you might leave, and I don't want that" he mumbled as he turned and pulled me in, I just smiled against his warm, cozy chest and fell asleepagain.

Notes

OHH SEX ON THE FIRST CHAPTER.
:o okay so this is my fourth story :L please tell me what you think, if I should continue it or not :) I had fun writing this because I have a lot planned ahead for this story, feedback is wonderful!
Enjoy :)

Comments

Pwease update soon....
SierraCheyenne SierraCheyenne
11/26/13
@shayko_baby @Love_Muzic
thank yous! sorry i feel so guilty not updating -.- im just so busy with my other 3 and with school and exams coming up soon >.< if yous want read my other stories xo would mean a lot http://www.piercetheveilfanfiction.com/Member/17645/
Please update soon!
Love_Muzic Love_Muzic
9/10/13
I LOVE THIS STORY! HOPE YU UPDATE SOON
shayko_baby shayko_baby
8/24/13
@boulevard-of-broken-dreams
No prob! And it's cool I get it I'm so tired and busy all the time. I wish I had some me time.. Ya know?
GingerPrincess GingerPrincess
8/22/13