The tears were coming back. It felt so good to tell someone after two years of keeping it all in. Austin was just sitting there, still holding my hand but tighter than earlier.

"Ciara, I'm so sorry. Nobody deserves that. Do you know who did it? Did you report it?" He seemed so worried and upset.

"No, I never reported it. You, you were the first person I ever told. And I probably shouldn't have told you. Now I just seem like I need attention." I finally stopped crying but there were a few more tears making a path down my cheeks and Austin brushed them away ever so delicately. He looked a me and leaned into my ear,

"I'd kiss you right now, but I don't know if you'd want me to." He leaned away, half way smiling and looked towards the stages drumming his fingers to the beat. We sat there in silence for a bit before I stood up a turned to hold out my hand to help him up. He grabbed my hand but pulled me into his lap. He looked into my eyes then at my lips, I nodded yes and he pulled me in for a kiss. It was slow and deep and just perfect. We pulled apart and I just smiled, he was looking at me with a stupid grin plastered on his face.

"Well, I have to go on in a few, would you like to watch from backstage?" I quickly nodded yes and we both jumped up to our feet holding hands as we walked to the main stage. When we got to stage everyone was getting ready, Alan was talking and laughing with Phil and Tino, but he looked up and saw me and Austin holding hands and his smile was instantly gone.

The boys got on stage had performed, Alan was extremely distracted though, you could tell he was thinking just by the way he was playing. After the show he just walked away, not saying anything to anyone, Austin just watched him walk away, looking concerned.

"Hey anyone know what's up Alan's butt?" Tino asked. Austin's eyes got wide and mumbled something to himself an quickly went after Alan.

"What was that all about?" Tino and Phil were looking at each other and then looked to me, they were blaming this on me? I mean I know I'm the reason for Alan being upset but how could they know?

"Hey, don't look at me like that I don't know what's going on either." After I said that we slowly went back to the bus. When we got back to the bus we could hear Alan shouting something, but we couldn't really make out hat he was saying. Tino, Phil and I went to watch the Crown the Empire set. I cant believe I'm the reason for them fighting. Maybe I should've stayed home. I don't want the boys to be mad at each other. That's it. Tonight before we leave I'm packing my bags and finding a way to go home. I don't want to be the reason the boys are mad at each other.

Notes

So I'm in Cancun . Wooooo and I'm still updating, so yeah I obviously love you guys. I'd love you even more if you commented and you know talked to me lol. I don't bite, and if you're into that I still don't bite cause yeah.

TITLE CREDIT-Bring Me The Horizon