After eating food and talking with Vic I decided to head back to the bus, it was already starting to get late. How am I going to prove to Austin that I'm all his? It's not like i can just say 'hey the thing with Alan was nothing, want to make out?' I really wish it were that simple.

When I got back to the bus Austin and Alan were watching a movie in the back lounge, Phil was on his phone, and Tino was doing god knows what. So I decided to changed into my pajama pants and a shirt that i stole from austin and climbed into bed. My sticky stars were still there. Before I knew what I was doing I was already in the back lounge asking to talk to Austin in private. Alan looked at Austin, looking to see if Austin wanted to talk to me. He nodded and Alan left. I walked over and sat on the other end of the couch,

"Is that my shirt?" I looked down at the shirt, then back at him.

"Yeah do you want it back?" I really hope he didn't want it back. It's so comforting, it smells like him. I looked up and he shook his head no,

"What did you want to talk about?" He wasn't even looking at me.

"Look at me," he turned and looked at me."Thank you. I came back here to let you know that I'm not going to sit here and try to prove to you that you're the only one for me, because you already know that. But I also don't want to sit here and let our relationship die." My eyes started to water up, I turned away not wanting Austin to see me cry, I'm supposed to seem strong. I can't let him see me like this. I felt the couch shift and the heat of Austin's body next to mine.

He turned my face towards him and brushed away my tears with his thumbs. We sat there, staring into each others eyes. He tilted my chin up and leaned in, closed his eyes. There it was, I could feel his lips against mine, kissing me hungrily. He slid me down so i was laying on my back and he was pressed against me. I wrapped my arms around his neck my fingers tangling in his hair. His kiss turned deep and passionate, caring. I could feel his hips grinding against mine. Oh god I missed this. He bit my lip and I moaned, "Austin."

He pulled away, then looked up, Phil and Tino were laughing and shaking their heads. I sat up, "Again? Guys, this is the second time you have ruined a moment!" I stood up and pushed them out of the lounge and closed the sliding door. I turned around and Austin was slipping off his shirt, I ran over to the couch and straddled him. He started kissing me again, his hands playing with the hem of the shirt. They started moving up and up wrapping behind my back to unclasp my bra. I pulled away and took off my shirt discarding the bra with it. His hands cusping my breasts, I was moaning again and he laughed into the kiss.

We pulled apart and started laughing, "Ciara, we just got walked in on. AGAIN." We were laughing so hard now. I rolled off of him and sat next to him on the couch, we were still laughing. He looked over at me and kissed me on the cheek, "Let's finish this some other time when everyone is gone." He handed me my bra and his shirt that I stole, and I put it back on.

"So, uhm, movie?" I asked as I leaned for the remote.

"Sure, but no lifetime movies!" So I guess we were all good. I know this won't be the last time we fight but moments like these make it all worth it.

Notes

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TITLE CREDIT: Paramore-Looking Up