This One's For You
Kids In Love
After the movie was over I headed to the PTV bus, I just needed to talk to Vic about what happened. I knocked on the door and Jaime swung open the door greeting me with a giant hug. "Well hello to you too. Is Vic here? I need to talk to him." He pointed me to the back lounge were Vic was hanging out with Tony,
"Hey, you okay?" Vic looked a little concerned. Tony got the message and left the room.
"Alan said he loved me." Vic's eyes got wide,
"I-I didn't think he would tell you. I mean he's always saying that he wishes he knew how you feel but I didn't think he would tell you." So this is what Vic wouldn't tell me at the party? But most importantly this means he does love me, that it wasn't just some slip of the mouth, he actually loves me.
"Should I just pretend he didn't say that, because I don't love him. But I want to still be friends with him." He looked down at the ground,
"I think you should do whatever you think is right. If you think ignoring it is the right thing to do then, do that." Maybe I shouldn't ignore it, I should talk to him about it. I leaned over gave Vic a quick hug,
"Thanks for the advice." Once I left the bus I decided to watch some sets before going back to the OM&M bus. After an hour of listening to smaller less popular bands I decided it was time to head back. When I got to the bus I was still thinking about what Vic said, Should I ignore what Alan said or confront him about it?
When I got on the bus Austin was still in the back lounge watching something on tv. "Hey, you okay? You just left really quick after the movie was over."
"I- uh yeah. Sorry I was just thinking..." He cannot find out what Alan said. it would ruin their friendship.
"What were you thinking about?" What do I tell him? I'm not just going to ruin their friendship.
"I was just thinking. Do you really want to be with me? I mean like I'm not just some girl you make out with, right?" He pulled me close to him and put his mouth close to my ear,
"You mean more to me than anything. I think I might love you" He pulled away blushing, and grinning. So he does care. Do I love him? I mean I think I could...I shook away my thoughts and kissed him, he pulled me into his lap and started kissing harder. He started running his hand down from my shoulders my hips. Then pulled at the bottom of my shirt, I guided his hands up my shirt. I was breathing hard now. Was this really going to happen? Austin picked me up and carried me to my bunk, not breaking the kiss. He laid me down and got on top of me, pulling my shirt over my head. I pulled away gasping for air,
"Are we really going to do this?"
"Only if you want to." I pulled him close to me again. I want this to happen. he pulled away and took of his shirt, playing with the button on my pants.
"Enjoying yourselves?" Phil was walking past our bunk laughing, and shaking his head.
"Hey, you okay?" Vic looked a little concerned. Tony got the message and left the room.
"Alan said he loved me." Vic's eyes got wide,
"I-I didn't think he would tell you. I mean he's always saying that he wishes he knew how you feel but I didn't think he would tell you." So this is what Vic wouldn't tell me at the party? But most importantly this means he does love me, that it wasn't just some slip of the mouth, he actually loves me.
"Should I just pretend he didn't say that, because I don't love him. But I want to still be friends with him." He looked down at the ground,
"I think you should do whatever you think is right. If you think ignoring it is the right thing to do then, do that." Maybe I shouldn't ignore it, I should talk to him about it. I leaned over gave Vic a quick hug,
"Thanks for the advice." Once I left the bus I decided to watch some sets before going back to the OM&M bus. After an hour of listening to smaller less popular bands I decided it was time to head back. When I got to the bus I was still thinking about what Vic said, Should I ignore what Alan said or confront him about it?
When I got on the bus Austin was still in the back lounge watching something on tv. "Hey, you okay? You just left really quick after the movie was over."
"I- uh yeah. Sorry I was just thinking..." He cannot find out what Alan said. it would ruin their friendship.
"What were you thinking about?" What do I tell him? I'm not just going to ruin their friendship.
"I was just thinking. Do you really want to be with me? I mean like I'm not just some girl you make out with, right?" He pulled me close to him and put his mouth close to my ear,
"You mean more to me than anything. I think I might love you" He pulled away blushing, and grinning. So he does care. Do I love him? I mean I think I could...I shook away my thoughts and kissed him, he pulled me into his lap and started kissing harder. He started running his hand down from my shoulders my hips. Then pulled at the bottom of my shirt, I guided his hands up my shirt. I was breathing hard now. Was this really going to happen? Austin picked me up and carried me to my bunk, not breaking the kiss. He laid me down and got on top of me, pulling my shirt over my head. I pulled away gasping for air,
"Are we really going to do this?"
"Only if you want to." I pulled him close to me again. I want this to happen. he pulled away and took of his shirt, playing with the button on my pants.
"Enjoying yourselves?" Phil was walking past our bunk laughing, and shaking his head.
Notes
Yes another short chapter, I've been busy babysitting and stuff. So yeah sorry I haven't been updating a lot.TITLE CREDIT- Mayday Parade
10/25/13