This One's For You
The Haunted
I woke up again this morning sweating. I had the nightmare again, it was so vivid, it has to be how that night really went. I climbed over Austin and went to the bathroom to splash cold water on my face. When I looked at the clock, it was 2 in the morning. I crawled back into the bunk and curled up next to Austin.
The next morning we decided to go hang out with some of the other bands. Since it was kind of raining I settled on some shredded jeans and my Sleeping With Sirens sweatshirt. After I did my makeup I pulled my hair up in a messy bun, not bothering to straighten it because of the rain. After I was down I went into the back lounge to wait for the rest of the guys to get ready so we could leave.
After everyone was ready we went out and met All Time Low at a Chinese restaurant. "Hey! We're over here!" Alex was waving at us from a table in the back next to a fish tank filled with fish. After we all crammed into the booth the waitress came and gave us our orders.
"Hi I'm Rose and I'll be your server for today" After we all ordered the guys from ATL all went around the table and introduced themselves,
"Hello there beautiful, I'm Alex." He gave me a smile and began to stuff his face with fried rice.
"Hey I'm Rian. Nice to meet you." He smirked and went back to eating and talking to the other guys. His voice. It's so familiar. Not like I heard it in a video kind of familiar. It's like me and him have spoken before.
"Ciara, you okay? You look like you've seen a ghost." Austin had his land on my shoulder he looked so worried, everyone was staring at me. I nodded and gave everyone a small smile. That voice though...
After lunch was over we all went back to our buses. Austin went to go take a nap, Phil and Tino decided to hang out with ATL for awhile more. So it was just me and Alan. "Hey, are you okay? You seemed a little freaked out at the restaurant. I know you said you were fine but I honestly don't believe that."
"You know how I keep having those nightmares? Well, I-I got raped at that party and well I blacked out while it was, you know happening. But in the nightmares it's like I never did. And I can hear his voice. And Rian, he, he sounded just like him." I started crying and curled up to Alan. He had his arms around me. I started to calm down a bit. He pulled away and put his hands on my shoulders.
"You didn't tell the police did you? Do you think it was Rian, if it is I'm going to kill him." He left go of me. He looked so angry. He looked back at me, this time he had tears in his eyes.
"I wish I could've been there for you at the party so no of this would be happening. You wouldn't have gotten raped and you wouldn't be having these nightmares. I just hate seeing the girl that I love, so sad and hurt." Did he just say he loved me? No, he didn't say that I just didn't hear him right. Yeah I just mistook his words.
"let's watch something. Do you like Peter Pan? I love that movie, let's watch that one." He sounded so nervous. Maybe he did say he loved me...
The next morning we decided to go hang out with some of the other bands. Since it was kind of raining I settled on some shredded jeans and my Sleeping With Sirens sweatshirt. After I did my makeup I pulled my hair up in a messy bun, not bothering to straighten it because of the rain. After I was down I went into the back lounge to wait for the rest of the guys to get ready so we could leave.
After everyone was ready we went out and met All Time Low at a Chinese restaurant. "Hey! We're over here!" Alex was waving at us from a table in the back next to a fish tank filled with fish. After we all crammed into the booth the waitress came and gave us our orders.
"Hi I'm Rose and I'll be your server for today" After we all ordered the guys from ATL all went around the table and introduced themselves,
"Hello there beautiful, I'm Alex." He gave me a smile and began to stuff his face with fried rice.
"Hey I'm Rian. Nice to meet you." He smirked and went back to eating and talking to the other guys. His voice. It's so familiar. Not like I heard it in a video kind of familiar. It's like me and him have spoken before.
"Ciara, you okay? You look like you've seen a ghost." Austin had his land on my shoulder he looked so worried, everyone was staring at me. I nodded and gave everyone a small smile. That voice though...
After lunch was over we all went back to our buses. Austin went to go take a nap, Phil and Tino decided to hang out with ATL for awhile more. So it was just me and Alan. "Hey, are you okay? You seemed a little freaked out at the restaurant. I know you said you were fine but I honestly don't believe that."
"You know how I keep having those nightmares? Well, I-I got raped at that party and well I blacked out while it was, you know happening. But in the nightmares it's like I never did. And I can hear his voice. And Rian, he, he sounded just like him." I started crying and curled up to Alan. He had his arms around me. I started to calm down a bit. He pulled away and put his hands on my shoulders.
"You didn't tell the police did you? Do you think it was Rian, if it is I'm going to kill him." He left go of me. He looked so angry. He looked back at me, this time he had tears in his eyes.
"I wish I could've been there for you at the party so no of this would be happening. You wouldn't have gotten raped and you wouldn't be having these nightmares. I just hate seeing the girl that I love, so sad and hurt." Did he just say he loved me? No, he didn't say that I just didn't hear him right. Yeah I just mistook his words.
"let's watch something. Do you like Peter Pan? I love that movie, let's watch that one." He sounded so nervous. Maybe he did say he loved me...
Notes
Sorry I haven't updated in ages. I was with my cousins and I haven't them in almost ten years so yeah. And this chapter is short but I have to go work out because I just really need to.TITLE CREDIT- Memphis May Fire
10/25/13