We're all made just a little bit broken
Will you ever learn?
Abby's pov
I open my eyes to bright lights. The events of what happened came back to me, I tried to kill my self, but was sadly unsuccessfull just like I am with everything. I feel slight pain and feel a head lying on my knee. I slowly sit up to see Alan lying his head on my knee sleeping. I grab his phone and check the date, I've been out for 5 months, wow.
I missed the guys. I can't believe Alan actually still visits me. I do what he does to help me sleep, I rub his hair/head. "I love you so much." I whisper. We both lay peacefully while I rub his head, before eventually he begins to move. He sits up and rubs his eyes, looking confused for a minute, then it clicks, I'm awake.
"Oh my god when did you get up? I've missed you so much! I love you!" He shouts and pulls me into a long hug. I feel a tear drip down my face, he really did miss me. We pull away, he looks me into the eyes sadly, as if reading my mind. Austin comes in and breaks the silence, "oh my god! When did you waken?" He shouts, "like 5 minutes ago." He runs and hugs me.
They both sit back and watch me, making me feel self concious. I wonder if they knew it was a suicide attempt, or if they thought it was an accident. I find out soon enough, "why did you do it?" Alan whispers, sadness in his voice. "Honestly I really don't know, I've been sad for too long. It was my only escape." I whisper and hold back tears.
"You should have spoken to us, we are always here for you and just want you to get better, we love you." Austin whispers. "I'll sign the release papers, and give you a minute." He adds on and leaves. Leaving me and my brother alone.
Alan bursts into tears, did I really break him that much? "I missed you, please never do something like that again, I promise I'll make you happy, what did I do to make you so sad?" He cries. "You did nothing, you're the best brother I could ever want, im so lucky to have you." We hug each other for what feels like forever.
