Imagines! <3

I was in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror. I was fat. I was in my brother Devin’s house becuse me and him live together, he was at a band practice and wouldn’t be home until late tonight. I went over to the toilet and made myself throw up the food I had eatten minutes ago. I flushed the toilet and washed my mouth out as I looked a myself. I went into my room and went to my bed pulling a box out from under it. This is where I keep my best friends. Devin has no idea that I self harm or that I’m bulimic. It’s not like he would care, I mean nobody really does care about me. I grabbed a blade putting the box back under my bed as I went into the restroom. I rolled up my sleeve to reveal scars on my arm.
“Ugly” one cut
“Fat” another cut
“Whore” another cut
“Nobody cares about you” I said as I gave myself 2 more cuts on that one.

“Why?” I heard from behind me as I turned around to see Devin. “Why do you do this?” He said as he went over to me his tall frame over shadowing my small 4’8” frame. “Please don’t ever do this to yourself again Anya” he said as he grabbed my blade and put it aside and grabbed my wrist cleaning my cuts then banaged them. “I can’t okay! Nobody cares about a fat ass bitch like me! That’s why I make myself throw up after I eat!” I said as my hand quickly covered my mouth at what I just said. “What?” Devin said with a shocked and worried look on his face. “I’m bulimic and I self harm. I just don’t want to live anymore!! I mean what’s the point of living when there’s nobody that cares and wants you do die!” I said as tears were froming in my eyes. “Anya please promise me that you won’t ever do this to yourself again, I’ll be with you through your bulimia and self harm to help you stop but please don’t ever do this! I care about you Anya, your my little sister” he said as he wiped my tears away looking into my big green ones. “I’ll try” I said. “Give me every single one of your blades” he said as I got up and he followed. I went to my bed and pulled out the box giving it to him. He went back into the bathroom and I heard a toilet flush and I cried slightly. There goes my best friends. I said to myself as I cried. Devin came over to me and put his arms around me as I cried into his chest. “I love Anya, you may be my annoying younger sister, but I love you and care about you, no matter what” he said as he kissed the top of my head.

Notes

This one’s for Anya!! Hope you like it!! emember requests are open!!