This Love Is Sempiternal

Two weeks ... two whole weeks of fear, pain , worry that he could find me and kill me.





I bit down on my lip hard as i slightly opened the blinds looking outside in the living room.





The sun was fully out and the usual cars drove by but my heart still jumped.





"Cass? " a voice behind me whispered and i quickly turned around to see a very concerned looking Jordan.




His blue ocean eyes blazed in attendance.



"Hmm?" I hummed in response.




"Are you okay? You've been sitting on that couch staring out that window for a hour?" He whispered placing a hand on my shoulder and i smiled softly.





Ever since the first day i saw Vince , Oliver and Jordan have been over here constantly watching over us.






"Yea.. I'm fine. Just ... well.. ya .. know. " I hinted and he nodded.





"Where's Arlet ?" I questioned looking around. He leaned back on the couch and continued playing his video game on the flat screen TV.





"She look Dani to some baby yoga class two hours ago, Oliver went back to his house to go over our concert for tonight. " He uttered encouragingly still looking at the TV.






I sat back on my calves and looked myself over.





From anyone else's eye you'd still pale flawless skin, flat toned stomach, thin long legs with a decent thigh gap , small arms and little feet.





But i saw differently. .. i saw the still bleeding wounds on my hips , or the cigarette burn marks on my inner thighs or even the engravement of his initials on my ass cheek that i soon covered with a butterfly tattoo.






I breathed in deep and tried to pay attention to the video game when my white iPhone 5 vibrated hard on the seat. I instantly smiled when i saw who was calling.





I got up and walked over to the kitchen.





My black shorts and tank top flowed in the wind as my multicolored hair bounded around in its bun.



The cold tile floor tickled my feet.







I picked up and heard Austin talking to his fans apparently.




"Never give up Samantha. .. you can beat this depression. Your father is scum of the earth for every hurting you. You're not alone , im here with you" He uttered encouragingly and i could hear the girl's cries and she thanked him.





He announced to someone else that he was getting on the bus to talk to his wife. i felt the blood rush to my cheeks.





Just his voice puts me at ease.





Austin has called me two to six times a day whenever he's not performing and that alone has kept me sane.





"Aussy Wassy? " I whispered and i heard a door close. "Hi gorgeous " He purred and i smiled as i sat on the brown marble kitchen counter.





"Good crowd i assume? " I questioned and he chuckled.





"Of course. I rather be with you right now but this will have to do. How are you?" He questioned sounding nervous.




I bit my lip hard ... should I tell him about the night terrors? The constant paranoia? The smallest sounds sending me jumping out of my own skin?







"Uhrm.. I'm fine baby. Now that I'm talking to you. " I trailed off brokenly and he breathed in deep.




"Cassandra. .. I've known you longer than anything. . I know you're lying. Tell me what's wrong? " He whispered and i felt my tears blur my vision.




"Lets not talk about me today okay? I want to hear about you. Aaron texted me and told me that you've been so stressed about me that you've stopped taking your meds regularly? " I offered and he breathed sadly.





"It's hard knowing you're in constant danger and i can't protect you. And it's true. . I ran out of my pills three days ago but i feel fine. . I'm okay. I should be worrying about you not the other way around " He breathed.





My breath caught in my throat.





"AUSTIN ROBERT CARLILE! YOU NEED TO TAKE YOUR MEDS ASAP. why didn't you tell me sooner?!" I pleaded .





"I'm fine Cass , honestly. I'll go get a refill when i can but you should rest okay? I know Arry has some fruit in there. Go indulge yourself babe. .. please" He Begged brokenly and i bit my lip.





"Okay baby. .. i love you madly, please be safe and take your meds as soon as possible. " I whispered.





"I love you madly. .. i gotta go , text you after my shower? "




"Of course" i whispered as we both hung up. I watched my legs dangle off the edge until a hard knock on the door scared me.




Instantly, me and Jordan's eyes locked.




He paused the game and walked to the door.



When he opened the door fully, i saw a old woman and a teenager.




The teen looked like me when i was younger whereas, the old lady looked pissed.




"Uhmm.. how may i help you?" Jordan uttered.





"Are the Olson's home? I have a bone to pick with them the mother especially. " The woman spat gripping her purse hard.





"Ugh no. Arlet's out for the day. She'll be back soon , if i may ask , what's the bone? " He questioned sounding annoyed.




" i don't believe it's any concern of yours Sir. " She spat and looked him over.





I walked over to them and she looked at me in disgust.








I'm guessing my tattoos and dyed hair aren't her definitions of beauty but i didn't give a fuck.





"Is there a problem Jordan? " I questioned looking over the unpleasant woman as she walked away from the house. Yet the teen stayed.






Just as he was about to speak, i noticed the teen had a woven bracelet on.




With a red bead in the middle with the initials 'V.M' in white and i bit my lip hard.



"W-Where did you get that bracelet? ?" I questioned feeling nervous.




She smirked knowingly before raising it up to eye level.





"Oh this? Just a little present from a friend. .. I'm sure you know who my friend is , Cassandra. " She purred evilly rubbing the bracelet.




"H-How do you know my name?" I questioned feeling my hands shaking.



















"Oh... We're way past that. .. see you soon Doll face" She grinned knowingly before walking back into her house.

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