The Crow an The Butterfly

His hair was messy and his eyes were closed. I had been up all night watching American Horror Story with Ricky and Chris of Motionless In White. Not feeling to bright, I just watched Kellin as he slept letting him wrap his arms around my waist and bury his head in my chest. I had this voice in my head that repeated 'Everything's going to change.'

"Mmmmgh" Kellin moaned as he shifted to place to his head under my chin. He was very peaceful and as always a very active sleeper. A smile crept onto my face at the thoughts.

"Cleo" he moaned I smiled knowing he was up now his eyes met mine.

"Good Morning Sweetheart," I smiled. He chuckled and lightly pecked my lips.

"Someone woke up in a good morning." He said yawning nodding not caring to correct him for the simple fact of being afraid to worry Kellin I kept my corrections and thoughts to myself.

A metallic taste fumed in my mouth- it wasn't blood. But I had a gagging feeling in the back of my throat. Jumping from the bunk I ran to bathroom. After a few minute of getting sick my hair was pulled back by caring fingers.

"Oh princess...." It was Kellin pulling lightly on my platinum curls.

"What'd you do last night?" He asked. I began to breathe heavily after spewing whatever I ate last night. Looking at Kellin I thought.... All I did was hang out with Nick, Chris and Ricky that's all. We all sat up til one watching the TV show.

"Nothing just watched TV. " I said he nodded and kissed the top of my head before exciting the bathroom grabbing my bathroom bag I shut the door and took out a pregnancy test. Though I couldn't tell for sure at all if I could be pregnant I still had to check right??

Within taking it an answer showed........

Positive.

Fuck.
*****Some Hours Later*****

I needed to tell him.. I didn't know how to tell I just know I needed to. We walked through a crowd from the 'Beebs and Her Money Makers' set and saw Ryan.

Hey, I’m a great dancer regardless of whether I’m pregnant or not,” A girl laughed I smiled and looked at Kellin.

“Ryan? Who’re you talking to?” He asked. They both looked at us in shock...

“Kay?” I asked her face flushed.... I rolled my lips between my teeth as my anger began to show. Kayla nodded while she bit her lip.

“Did I just hear you’re fucking pregnant?” I growled. Silence, nothing she nodded though. Great, now we were both knocked up. Sighing I ran my hand through my platinum curls.

"Is that why you left?" I asked she shook her head.

"Cleo you know why I left now I'm pregnant you're doubting my actions?" She questioned slightly raising her voice. How could she even say that?

"Yeah I do but knowing you. You needed a big reason to leave. The Kay I knew would've stayed whether nudes got leaked or not..... Now look. Secret kids?"

More silence only anger fueled the air. My heart rate was going crazy. I didn't k ow if my fingers or my whole arm was numb.

"Have a good on Warped Tour. Maybe come see your old band's set. We're the last set of the night. Like I said have fun," I said before walking off without Kellin. It was actually sad to say I was acting hormonal. Avoiding the glances and glares shooting my way as I walked I came to a girl. In a forever eternal shirt and shorts. She had wrist bands that covered her wrist and a tattoo on her ankle. She had brown hair that was flat and fluttery.

"Hi. Can I help you?" I asked she smiled and handed me an album.

"Can you sign this..?" She asked her voice shaky.

"Sure what's your name sweetheart?"

"Tas." She said I smiled and took the silver Sharpie from her. 'Much wishes love Cleo to Tas.' The signature read she smiled and hugged me.

"Thank you. Thank you."

" Hey be good, no crowd surfing. And your small so no mosh pits. Got me?" I asked she nodded running off an air heads bandana around her free wrist. I sighed and ran to my bus collapsing in my bunk. The light between me and the curtains actually made the bunk seem pitch black. Me and Kellins picture hung above my head.

*I'm pregnant woohoo* I thought sarcastically.

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