I look fine but I'm Broken..

"And for your 6:00 song like every morning Jimi Hendrix playing the National Anthem.." Oh My God Casio shut up! I hear groaning coming from beside me and I sigh knowing exactly who that groan came from. "Cole? Why are you still here?" The bed shifted and sprang up as Cole then rolled out and fell onto his back. "What the fuck? Aize, Why am I on your floor staring at a pile of clothes with a headache?" I really don't feel like explaining.. "You rolled off the bed and landed on the floor right beside a pile of our clothes from last night, I was bleeding and took off my clothes so I could clean the blood off and look at the damage and you stripped down and fell asleep after you spilled what was on your mind drunkenly after you and Matt beat me, like usual." Cole looked down then back up at me and laughed a little "That would explain the headache. Well I guess have fun with your little emo boyfriend babe. I gotta take a piss and go fuck someone who actually matters." Ouch that stung a little. I got up and streched and looked at myself in the mirror, it don't look as bad as it did last night, but it still hurt. Fuck my God Damned life I wish I would just die and get it over with, maybe Matt would hit me with his car today and I would die and join my daddy in heaven, if it even exist. Maybe I would at least be away from here. "Bye Slut, I'll see you later for our little playdate and don't skip out on me by going to your Lesbian Lover's house." Cole stated as he walked out of the room, I swear sometimes I think he is Satan himself, nevermind Satan would at least measure up. I plugged up my IPod and put it on shuffle and 'Wretched and Divine: Black Veil Brides' came on. Perfect. I walked into my bathroom to get my blades.. might as well. I pulled open the drawer I usually keep them in but they weren't there. Oh My God.. Cole has them he's gonna tell everyone that I cut and I'm gonna get picked on. I can't breathe. Oh Shit. I grab my anxiety medication and pop 2 and swallow them dry. I feel better. Damn I have school and Austin said he was picking me up today. I showered then walked to the closet and pulled out http://www.polyvore.com/bandimpressions/set?id=130145896 Might as well go all out band today, since all of them are my teachers.
~Time Lapse 1st Block~
"Hello Miss Fault how are you on this fine morning?" Kellin asked Cheerily. He's too happy this f fucking morning. "I'm Fine Mr. Quinn how are you? Awfully cheery this morning aren't we?" Kellin smiled and nodded. I walked back to my seat with Austin and Alan slowly because every inch of my body burned and swelled with pain. I gingerly sat down in my seat aand watched as everyone filed in to the room I saw my best friend Judith walk in with her bright ass pink hair, she saw me and scooted over to me as fast as she could in her high ass wedges. "Hey Girl, how have you been? How's Tad? I wanted to talk to him but he left right before you did. Who are you?" Judith asked Austin the last question with a glint in her eye. "I'm Austin I'm escorting Aislyn this year me and my ginger, Alan." Austin smiled at Judith and she blushed so hard. "Ooh look whose blushin. Judithhhh Ooooh." She just turned away and flicked me off. "Miss Bently that isn't appropriate behavior. Take your seat please. Miss Fault hush." I gave him a glare and waved to Judith. "Hey Baby, I'm sorry bout yesterday." Tad smiled at me and Kellin hurried him away also. "Hey Alan, by any chance could you sign this for Andy's class?" I looked at that girl weirdly as Alan signed the paper and handed back to her. "I don't know why you are lookin at me like I just sprouted a 3rd head but um. Hey I'm Alex, Alan's sister."

Notes

Sorry... I was goin through some bull shit. New obsession burning. Cole is an asshole.