I look fine but I'm Broken..

~10 P.M.~
"Hey Brent, what time is Mom coming home?" I asked while yawning. Brent looked up from oogiling Devin, "Around 2 or 3. Why?" Oh, Shit. "I guess I'm crashin here tonight, no matter how bad it gets tomorrow." Brent just gave me a sad smile, Brent knows how my home life is that's why she lets me crash here so much. When Zach finally looked up from my chest he looked at me curiously. "I can drive you home." He had a mischevious smirk, he handed me a cigarette which I gladly accepted. "I need to go talk to Tad, Brent I'll be back in a minute." I walked upstairs to Tad's room. I walked in and didn't see Tad, I heard sobbing come from the bathroom. I walked to the door and tried to open it, it was locked. Oh Shit, Tad no. "Tad, Baby unlock the door. Please, Tadders." Tad just cried harder "No, go away. I'm sure Zach would love to have you call him baby." Ugh, really.... "Tad open up the God Damned door and let me explain or I'm breaking it down!" Silence. Oh, shit, "Tad, I'm coming in." I backed away from the door and took my boot heel and kicked right beside the lock busting the door open. "GOD DAMN AISLYN! DON'T BREAK MY GOD DAMN HOUSE!!!" I just glared walking over to him grabbing some alcohol and band aides with toliet paper to clean his wounds. "Then don't lock me out. Come here let me clean them." I grabbed Tad's wrist and pulled them over the sink and poured alcohol over the wounds hearing him hiss in pain. Tad just sobbed and cried a little more. "Aize, would you ever leave me for Zach?" I just sighed. Of course I wouldn't leave Tad even though we aren't together. "Tadders, No I would never leave you for Zach, he's an asshole. The only reason he is here is because I needed cigarettes." My little Tadpole just gave a sad smile and looked away. I wiped up the excess blood and put band-aides over the cuts then I kissed everyone. "Now Tad I have to go home, but I'll see you tomorrow okay?" He just nodded and I kissed his soft pouty lips. I walked back downstairs and waited for Zach to grab his keys. "So good lookin you ready?" I nodded and walked over to Brent and whispered "Tad just cut alot, and he needs you so when Devin leaves go talk to him." She nodded and kissed my cheek. "Bye I love you, good luck." I scoffed and walked out with Zach.
~Time Lapse~ Aize's Driveway.
"Do I not get a goodbye kiss." Zach asked. I leaned over and kissed his cheek. "Aize what happened to your face?" Oh Shit my foundation must've wore off. "I got to go bye." I went to get out of his car but he grabbed my wrist. "Aize?" I looked away. "Bye Zach." I got out of his car and waited till he drove away. I walked into my 'home' if you could even call it that. The first thing I smelt when I walked into the house was alchol, cheap perfume, and sex. Calli must be here, and that means Cole. "Where have you been?" A very drunk Matt called. "She was probably out fucking Tad and His little cunt of a sister Brent." A tipsy Calli added. I went to walk up this stairs but Cole grabbed me 2 stairs up and yanked me back down so my ass collided with the floor. "You didn't answer. How rude of you. Told you I'd be back sweetheart." Cole pulled me off of the floor. His hot breath on my neck in the most discusting way. At least he drank the vodka. Matt yanked me away from Cole and slapped me so hard I fell to the ground I fell to the ground. I held my cheek and felt a hard boot in the center of my back and I cringed in pain as I felt another in my ribcage. I felt a warm liquid ooze onto my cold skin. Oh Great on of my cuts opened. Matt violently pulled me up and slammed me against the wall. "I heard you had company earlier today? Did you fuck them also? You little slut. I also heard you got Cole kicked out. Hmmm? If Cole wants to be here he can be. Do I need to emphasize my point because it looks like you ain't listenin to me." Matt grabbed me by my hair and slammed me against the wall I could feel the wall cave a little bit. "Look you fat ass you broke the wall. Cole you want her. Come get her." Matt tossed me to Cole. Cole grabbed me and dragged me up the stairs by my hair. Cole opened my bedroom door and threw me on the bed. He grabbed my cigarettes from the side drawer. Lit one up and walked over to my bed and plopped down. "Remember when I didn't have to force you to have sex? When we were happy? Why did that end? What happened?" I scoffed and grabbed a cigarette and lit one up and calmed down a little bit. At least he's a little drunk so I might get away from the bad thing that was about to happen. "Yes I remember. It ended because you told everyone everything that happened between us didn't exist. And because I got pregnant, you were there, then I lost it and then that's when shit hit the fan." He nodded and then took my IPod and walked over to the stereo and hooked it up and put it on shuffle and 'Bring Me The Horizon: Shadow Moses' came on. I just nodded along with the music trying not to put to much pain on myself. He came back over to my bed and sat down staring me down and continued. "And then after you lost the baby I thought you were gonna leave me so I told Calli none of that happened. I never wanted you to leave me. I never thought you would leave me. Then when I heard and saw you with Tad I just broke. I remembered all the fun we had and the I saw you with that emo freak and the I saw the cuts you had and I just flipped. I really wanted that baby to come back. I wanted our little girl to come back, our little Nirvana." Drips of water started falling on my bed and I saw Cole crying. Out of instinct I pulled him into a hug.. bad idea his arms wrapped around my back and I winced. He pulled away and looked at me with a confused look. I pulled my top over my head and looked at my back in th mirror and what I saw brought me to tears my scars on my back were opened and bleeding heavily. I had a massive bruise in the center from my neck back to my tail bone. "Oh My... Aize. Let me see them all." I took off my pants and revealed my thighs. Most of my cuts were opened, I had bruises littering my thighs and a cut from the top of my hip all the way down to my knees. Cole just stripped down to his boxers and pulled me down into bed with him once I cleaned up my cuts. "Goodnight Aize." I fell into a deep sleep listening to 'Blink-182: Stay Together for the Kids'

Notes

Sorry haven't updated y'all I had to go to school.. and Ap-English is kickin my ass.. and My Math teacher is on crack I swear. I wish he would share what he's on. Anyways.. Aize was pregnant? What? Team Taislyn or Team Aile?