One Shots (completed for now)

4 weeks later.


i was sitting on the island, eating a fresh apple from honey crisp*. They were really good.

"Do you want any more food?" Ricky pushes a little and I shake my head. being on the street for three years and being close to eating maybe once a week, maybe two, my stomach can't handle big amounts of food.
"No R, my stomach will hurt." I say and I take a big bite and offer him some. He shakes his head and pushes my hand away, leaving my eyes and my mouth wide open.
"I'm sorry but your not eating enough!" He argues and I swallow the juicy piece i just took a bite of.

"and you aren't taking your meds but I'm not pestering you about it!!" I say back and he looks shocked.

Ricky told me that he had to take medication for his depression, something he brushes off every time I ask him if he's okay. also, he has anxiety. And I noticed he doesn't flip his bottle upside down to show himself that he took them once in the morning, and once at night.
"don't turn this around on me! I'm healthy!!" He claims and I could tell he was getting angry.

I haven't seen him when he was angry before. And I'm scared.

But I continue to fight back because it's fucking dumb.

"AND IM TRYING TO GET HEALTHY!! You seem to think you don't need it but right now I see your sad and scared eyes! Looking right at me and you would think I wouldn't see it. But I do! You don't think that I noticed the lack of touching and cuddling at night? Ricky, I want you to be mentally healthy and if you can't take the effort to get better why should I give you mine?" I snap and I walk away, feeling frustrated.

"At least I can provide food and a house! Unlike someone I fucking know!!" I hear him yell out. "Fucking. Itch!" He added.

I stop where I am and spin on my heel.

"You think that I didn't have a fucking choice? You think I ran away and hid because I didn't want to live in a orphanage and live out there until I'm 18? well you would be fucking right because I didn't want to end up like my parents! Druggies and alcoholics!! So shut your mouth because when I was the lowest of the low, I dropped even deeper and be where I was then fucking talk to me!! Because right now I can't even stand to look at you!!"

I walk upstairs into his room and I lock the door.

Then I do it.


I scream and throw things and pull my hair. "Why so you hate me so much!" I scream out and I stop, standing still as I've ever been. I don't even know where that came from. He doesn't hate me.

Does he?

I take a deep breath and fall back on the bed. "What's wrong with me?" I question and I clutch a body pillow to my left, and cry into it.
"What's wrong it's me?" I plead to the unknown quietly. My sobs racked my body as I felt numbness wash over me.
"Belle?" I hear a quiet voice sob out. "go away!" I snap and he jiggles the knob. "Baby, please let me in." He said and knocked softly.
I shut my eyes tighter.
"I have a key, so either way I'm coming in." He said and I roll my eyes and get up, to the door. "Why?" I spoke and he took a deep breath.
"So can i apologize?" He asks and I open the door, but as soon as I turn the knob he tackles me to the ground.
"Ricky! What the fu-" I start to cuss him out but he smashes his lips to mine. He moves his lips along with mine, and bites my lip, making moan.
He pulls away and rest his forehead on mine, taking a deep breath. "I've waited so long to do that." He says and I smile, but pull his lips,to mine again.

All of the cuddling and little nose kisses led up to this moment. I could tell how much we both needed this.

"Do you want to?" He asks me and I take a deep breath, nodding. "You sure?" He questions and moves his lips down my neck, to my torso.
"yes." I say breathless from his warm lips on the top of my breast. "Please.." I trail off and he picks me up by my thighs, and tosses me on the bed.
"okay." He said and he gets off me, and goes to the bedside drawer. He quickly rips the box open and puts the foiled packaged between his teeth.
He leans over me and I take the condom out of his teeth by using my own.

I quickly rip it as he strips himself down, then me also. "Wow.." He trailed off and his eyes spoke hunger and he pushes me back on the bed.
"Are you a virgin?" He questions as he puts his body onto mine, slipping a hand in between my thighs. I nod and he smirks.
"Then I'm glad that I'm your first time." He said and I laugh. "Don't make me regret it." I said and he moved his hand up, rubbing and my breathing hitched.
"You like that?" He whispers in my ear and bites it, making me moan by the magic that his fingers are producing on me.
"Louder." He commands and he slips a finger in and I moan louder for him. He pushes his lips on mine and quickly adds another.
i Reach up and pull his hair, making his body get as close to mine. "Ready?" He asks and I nod. "Yeah." I spoke lowly and he smirks.

He slowly puts his member in me and he reaches up to my hair and pulls slightly as he thrusts slowly, letting me adjust.
"fuck you're so tight baby." He spoke and kissed my neck, all the way down an up. "Ricky faster." I said and I let my hands roam his body, but just as fast as I put them there, he grabs them and holds them over my head.
" My game my rules." He said and he went fast, making me moan out loudly. Soon I feel the pit in my stomach and I grab his hand holding mine.
"Ricky.. I'm close.." I trail off, the pleasure getting too much for me. He leans back over and whispers in my ear.
"Scream for me baby."

And as as he goes faster I feel the best explosion of pleasure I've ever felt and I arch my back, exposing my chest to Ricky's love bites.

"Fuck ricky!!" I yell out and he smirks, feeling close as my walls open and close. "Annabelle!!" He yells out and tilts his head back in pleasure.

once we are done and finished, he tosses the condom in the trash and gets back in bed.

"I'm really sorry. About today, about everything." Ricky said and I smile at him and close my eyes. "I'm Sorry too babe." I said and he pecks my lips.


"and I'm staying by the way."

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