i jolt awake with the sensation of falling. i grasp for breath clawing at anything i can get my hands on. I heard my phone vibrate on the dresser and i very fastly climb out of bed to get to the ringing phone.

''Hello?" i ask
''hey you have an hour. we are doing a shoot.'' a deep voice said.
''who is this?'' i question.
''you're new manager. my name is chase. Allie got arrested.'' chase said
''ha ha oh god okay ill be there soon.'' i say still laughing a little
''okay we are doing neff and you know how they are inpatient.'' he said laughing.
''okay chase thank you.'' i say and hang up.

i put in my i pod and Antivist comes on the speakers. I absolutely love this song. it puts a smile on my face. I open my dresser drawers and look for the clothes i had in mind.
I grab my black and white huf socks because i wanna be 'cute' today, my black bralette and my black thong. i slide them on and go to my walk in closet, grabbing some band bracelets off the counter too.

i grab my favorite shirt witch has a hand made of bones showing the finger and my favorite black pants. i slide those on and stick my head under the faucet of the bath tub. i know i know, why dont i just take a shower?

because its to much work for the morning. i slide some conditioner in my hair and wash it out just as quickly.

i reach for a towel and dry my hair. i put in some curling mousse and i grab my phone off the doc and my wallet and keys. i cuff my pants to about mid calf, showing off my socks. im feeling nerdy today

''to Black Bear i go.'' i say and walk out after locking up.

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''hey chase do you need any coffee or anything from Black Bear.'' i ask him on the phone
''nah im good! thanks though. do you know a Austin Carlile?" he asks and i step out of line and let the people go ahead of me.

''ummm yeah why? well not personally but i listen to his music." i say. Of course i knew Austin Carlile. He only saved me from myself to many times to count. He has been there when no one else was.

''no reason. got to go by!!" he said quickly and hung up. well that was fucking weird.

''excuse me miss are you in line?" A deep voice asks me and i flip around and see a tall man. Very tall man. A Austin Carlile tall man.

''woah, um yeah holy shit.'' i say and he chuckles. ''Im Austin.'' he said and held his hand out and i shook it. "Evolet.'' i say and he slightly pulls on my arm back into line. ''no its okay, ill go to the back.'' i say and start to get out.

''no its okay you can stay here.'' he said using the same tone of voice i did. ''hey no mocking.'' i whine like a little kid.

''okay no mocking.'' he agrees. ''so what brings you here Evolet.'' he said sounding my name out as if it or i was from a foreign country.

''Getting a Flavored red bull.'' i said. ''next please.'' a polite voice asks me.

''Hey evolet! your usual?" Nina asks and i nod. ''yeah thanks ni.'' i say and hand her a five dollar bill. I walk over to the side and i hear Austin coo something.

''Woah, your Austin.'' Nina says and i turn around and wink at her and mouth ''i know!!''

'' i have something for you.'' she says and reaches under the counter and pulls out letters. 5 to be exact.

''well the guys too.'' she said blushing

''this is so nice. thank you. ill give them to the guys. do you want me to sign anything?" he asks and she smiles and holds out her scarred arm. I have known Nina since i was in High school. She was a freshman and i was a Sophomore. i was told to show her around and ever since, we became best friends.

I look what Austin is writing and it fills up her whole forearm, but only in a couple of seconds. "Come on!!" one of the guys yell and i snap my head up.

''Oi man chill. he is helping her.'' i say and he rolls his eyes at me. ''really? helping her not cut like the little emo she is?'' he asks stepping towards me. i get out of line and see people getting their phones out to video this.

no one, under my care ever calls someone names and doesn't get away with it.

''you better watch your mouth sunny.'' a old man says and the kid flips him the bird, not breaking eye contact with me.

''yeah you better watch you're mouth.'' i spit. ''sunny.'' adding the last part and he swings at me. i catch his fist and hold it, squeezing it as hard as i can. ''ahhhhhh.'' he yells but not loud enough.

''now, when i let go, you are going to march your ass out of here before i kick it.'' i say and let go. but he doesn't do as he is told. he swings at me and clocks me in the cheek bone and i grab his arm as fast as i can and hold it in between his shoulder blades.

''let me go you bitch!!!" he yells and I am about to walk him out of the store when some guy hits me from the side. i let go and look at him.

''really motherfucker?'' i ask and i swing at him and hit him in the jaw, knocking him out cold.

''god can you guys learn a lesson?'' i ask and the other dude runs out. i get back in line and Nina gives me a bag of ice and my drink. I hold it to my cheek and go sit down. the table is moved and Austin quickly slides into the seat.

''oh my god are you okay? i should have done something.'' he said checking my face. I pull away when his fingers grasp my chin. ''sorry, i don't like people touching me.'' i say and hold it for him to inspect.

''but im fine. it wasn't that hard of a hit.'' i say and i sneak a glance at the clock. ''shit im so sorry i have to go!!" i say and run out.

''how do i find you again?" he asks when i open my Mustang. ''look in the magazines and billboards.'' i say and put my keys in the ignition. i speed away to my job.

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i walk in and see everyone in a rush, grabbing things and props and such. "ahh darling you are here and OMG what the fuck happened to your face?'' my stylist and makeup artist. he grabs my face and i pull away once again.

''ill have to cover that up. But now, we are running behind. i have already laid your clothes out and He will be here soon. '' he said quickly and with that, he ran off.


ii walk into the dressing room and change into what Jesse gave me. I do a double winged eye liner perfectly and i pull my do a really cool pony tail braid. I know Jesse wanted to do this because he has pictures of it.

and they look completely identical. Just as i finish, i sit down and wait for him to finish the thing. the door opens and in walks, oh god you will never guess who.






''oh hey, small world.'' Austin smiled at me.

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