Another You

I feel everything from the past week go away.

All of the anger, hurt, sadness... just disappeared.

I felt my heart ache from the happiness, and i start to cry harder. "This is really happening.'' i whisper and all of a sudden, i felt guilt.

Its my fault he is in here, its all my fault. If i didn't take him on that roller coaster, nothing bad would have happened. I hold onto Soph for dear life and she cuddles into my boobs, making me chuckle a little bit.
Allixon walked out and she smiled, but she looked happy and relieved. "Alright one at a time.'' she said and i look to Alan, cause i don't wanna go in first.

I can't do that too him. He probably hates me.

He nods and walks in.

One after another, they all walk in and i curl my body around Sophie, feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders.


I just close my eyes and wait for my turn go see him, even if he doesn't want to see me. i wouldn't wanna see me if i were him.
''Eve, go on in.'' Alan said and i see everyone looking at me.

i take a deep breath and try not to cry once more. 'Pull it together, don't be weak.'' i told myself and walk through the door.

I smile sadly at him, and he just smiles so wide.

"I didn't think you would be here still.'' he said and i sat next to the bed, cradling a sleeping cat. ''Did you want me here?" i ask and he laughs, thinking im joking.
"Im serious, it's my fault you are in here. I wouldn't wanna see me if i were you.'' i said sadly and wiped at my eyes, holding them there and crying.

''God, im pathetic.'' i said and laughed a little. ''Actually, i had a heart murmur because my valve ''broke''. so it isn't your fault.'' he said and outreached an arm towards me. i quickly hug him and he pulls me into the bed with him.

''stay?" he asks and i nod. ''stay.'' i reply/

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