Celebrate The Way That Night Hides Scars
Chapter 48
*Tay’s POV*
I woke up to my brother lightly shaking me out of my slumber. I had been having a nightmare of my birth mother pushing me in front of a car while her and Mitch laughed. I didn’t even realize I was shaking until Ben pulled me into his arms.
“Tay what’s wrong?” he asked.
“I..I had a nightmare.” I whispered as I rested my head on his chest.
“About?” he asked.
“Our mom killing me.” I told him, barley above a whisper.
He just pulled me closer and held me until I stopped shaking. Even though I had slept, I was exhausted. “What time is it anyway?” I asked when I had calmed down.
“It’s like 4:30 in the morning.” We both groaned.
“Remind me again why we are up?”
“Because we get to fly to London today.” He said, half enthused and half not. I giggled. We were excited but it was just too early.
It was a good thing our dad had us pack the day before because I could barely get out of bed, much less try and pack while half dead. I had clothes set out for the flight also. I pushed Ben out of my room so I could get ready. I went to start changing when my phone vibrated. I picked it up and had a message.
From Cammie<3- it is waaaaaay 2 early 4 this -_-
There was a picture attached. I opened it and giggled. It was of him and his hair was all crazy and fizzed and he did not look happy.
I opened up my camera and took a picture of me doing the kissy face and I sent it to him.
To Cammie<3- I no babe but soon we will b on a plane 2gether :*
I sent it and went back to trying to get my clothes on. Right as I was getting my sweat pants on there was a knock on the door. “Come in.” I said. I had expected my dad or Ben but Erin came in.
“Hey I figured you would still be asleep.” I told her. She gave me a smile.
“Of course not, I couldn’t just let you guys leave without saying goodbye. I’m sure your little sister would be very upset with me.”
“By the time we come back you will be due huh?” I asked. She nodded her head. “Then right after that I become an aunt.” Again she nodded her head. “It’s all so crazy.” I said out loud.
“Tay I want you to know something. I joined this family knowing your father was a broken man and knowing you kids had no mother. I have tried my very best to be a mother to you guys all the while knowing I wasn’t really your mother. Honestly I never thought I would have the chance to have my own. I am beyond blessed but I want you to know that you and your brothers will always be my kids. I love you just as much as I love the one I am fixing to have.” She said.
I could tell she was about to cry. I walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her the best I could. “You have always been like a mother to me. I love you Erin and I defiantly love my little sister.” I said as I rubbed my hand on her belly. I was just about to move my hand when I felt a kick. I looked up at Erin and she smiled at me. I could feel a smile forming on my face also.
*Ben’s POV*
My alarm was set for 4:15 but I had been lying awake since about 2. I was restless and didn’t quite know why. I had just woken up out of a dead sleep and hadn’t been able to go back to sleep. All the events of the tour just kept playing out in my head. I just couldn’t believe what we had been through.
However out of everything the thing that shocked me the most was watching our real mom leave us again. At least when she was dead I knew she was gone and didn’t have a choice. Now she was alive and made the decision to leave us. It really hurt me but I didn’t want to let my dad or Tay know. They both took it so hard and someone had to be the strong one. Andy was being strong for Ashley so I took it upon myself to be the one for Tay and dad.
I picked up my phone to check it. It read 3:45, aka too damn early. I didn’t have any new messages or even a missed call. I had told Sally that I would call her when I got home. I had tried after the Andy B. episode but her phone went straight to voicemail. I had sent her a few texts but never got a reply. I was a bit concerned.
I laid there and let all my thoughts run wild until my dad knocked on my door. He had a cup of coffee but still looked like a zombie.
“Would you wake up Tay for me?” he asked. I just nodded and he ambled off. I got up and walked to Tay’s room. I didn’t bother knocking because I knew she would be passed out.
However I did not expect her to be shaking violently. I didn’t want to alarm her so I shook her gently and whispered her name until she came too.
“Tay what’s wrong?” I asked.
“I..I had a nightmare.” she whispered as she put her head on my chest.
“About?” I asked, dreading the answer.
“Our mom killing me.” She had said it so softly I had barley heard her.
I just pulled her close to me and held her until she calmed down. “What time is it anyway?“ She asked.
“It’s like 4:30 in the morning.” We both groaned.
“Remind me again why we are up?”
“Because we get to fly to London today.” I told her. I was excited to go but I had other things on my mind. She giggled at me and started to push me out of her room. I held my hands up in surrender and left without a fight.
I headed to my room to change and go grab a cup of coffee. I had a feeling I would need it. I passed Erin on my way downstairs and I gave her a hug. “I’m going to miss you guys.” She told me.
“We are going to miss you too but soon enough your going to have your hands so full your going to forget all about us.” I joked.
“Ben don’t say that I would never.” She said, she had a hurt look in her eyes.
“No I didn’t, I was joking. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to upset you. You have been so great to us and I don’t think we could ever thank you enough.” I told her.
“I should be thanking you guys. You’re the ones who took me in and let me be a part of this family.” She said. I just gave her a smile and she continued on to my little sister’s room.
I headed to the kitchen to get me some coffee. It was going to be a long day.
*Andy’s POV*
I woke up to Ash throwing up in the trash can next to the bed. I jumped up and pulled her hair back until she was done. When she was done I just walked to the bathroom and got her a wet washcloth and grabbed her a cup of water.
“Thanks.” She mumbled as she took the water and I wiped the back of her neck and her face.
“You okay?” I asked, concerned. She just nodded and leaned back against my chest.
“What time is it?” she asked. I grabbed my phone and groaned.
“3:50. We leave soon so we might as well stay up.” She nodded against my chest.
“Sorry for waking you.” She apologized.
“It’s not your fault. I blame the little troublemaker. Look at him already causing trouble and he’s not even here yet.” I joked as I rubbed her belly. She giggle and gave me a kiss.
“Help me up? I want to take a shower before we go.” I grabbed her arm and helped her to the bathroom.
When she turned the water I turned to leave and she grabbed my arm. “Please stay?” she asked with puppy dog eyes.
“I can’t babe.” I said, my eyes growing wide as she started to strip in front of me. I covered my eyes. “Babe..” I choked out.
“Come on Andy. You want it.” She told me, running her hands under my shirt, causing chills to run up my spine. “Let me make you feel good.” She practically purred in my ear.
“Ash I can’t, I can’t do that to you. This isn’t you speaking, it’s the hormones.” I said, my voice cracking.
“Andy I know what the hell I want and that is you.”
She grabbed my hand and ran it along her naked body. I still had my eyes screwed shut tightly and it was taking all I had not to have my way with her right then.
“I can’t if I start it won’t stop and I don’t want you to re…” she cut me off by making out with me. I lost all control at that point. I wrapped my arms around her and picked her up and set her on the counter and started taking off my shirt.
Ashley started running her hands along my torso as I took her nipple in my mouth and lightly sucked on it. She let out a little moan and arched her back. I kissed my way back up to her mouth, sucking on her neck in the process.
She reached down and started unbuttoning my pants. She seemed to have a bit of trouble so I undid them and pulled them down. She slid off the counter and started kissing me again.
By this point, I only had one thing on my mind and that was to devour my pregnant girlfriend whole.
*Danielle’s POV*
I had been jumpy ever since we arrived at the airport. We were the first ones there and I couldn’t help but scan the crowd, looking for four familiar faces that I knew all too well.
“Calm down.” Lights told me as she handed me some coffee. I nodded.
“Thanks.” Was all I could say.
Slowly more of the bands started to file in but still not the one I was looking for. Andy B walked in and looked like death. He was pale and had bags under his eyes. He was refusing to talk to anyone except his band and even then it was short answers or grunts. He left about ever two minutes to get a cigarette.
I was starting to get concerned when I finally spotted them. I wanted to go over and talk to them but as soon as I caught Tony’s eye, he glared at me and pulled the kids in the opposite direction of where I was.
I woke up to my brother lightly shaking me out of my slumber. I had been having a nightmare of my birth mother pushing me in front of a car while her and Mitch laughed. I didn’t even realize I was shaking until Ben pulled me into his arms.
“Tay what’s wrong?” he asked.
“I..I had a nightmare.” I whispered as I rested my head on his chest.
“About?” he asked.
“Our mom killing me.” I told him, barley above a whisper.
He just pulled me closer and held me until I stopped shaking. Even though I had slept, I was exhausted. “What time is it anyway?” I asked when I had calmed down.
“It’s like 4:30 in the morning.” We both groaned.
“Remind me again why we are up?”
“Because we get to fly to London today.” He said, half enthused and half not. I giggled. We were excited but it was just too early.
It was a good thing our dad had us pack the day before because I could barely get out of bed, much less try and pack while half dead. I had clothes set out for the flight also. I pushed Ben out of my room so I could get ready. I went to start changing when my phone vibrated. I picked it up and had a message.
From Cammie<3- it is waaaaaay 2 early 4 this -_-
There was a picture attached. I opened it and giggled. It was of him and his hair was all crazy and fizzed and he did not look happy.
I opened up my camera and took a picture of me doing the kissy face and I sent it to him.
To Cammie<3- I no babe but soon we will b on a plane 2gether :*
I sent it and went back to trying to get my clothes on. Right as I was getting my sweat pants on there was a knock on the door. “Come in.” I said. I had expected my dad or Ben but Erin came in.
“Hey I figured you would still be asleep.” I told her. She gave me a smile.
“Of course not, I couldn’t just let you guys leave without saying goodbye. I’m sure your little sister would be very upset with me.”
“By the time we come back you will be due huh?” I asked. She nodded her head. “Then right after that I become an aunt.” Again she nodded her head. “It’s all so crazy.” I said out loud.
“Tay I want you to know something. I joined this family knowing your father was a broken man and knowing you kids had no mother. I have tried my very best to be a mother to you guys all the while knowing I wasn’t really your mother. Honestly I never thought I would have the chance to have my own. I am beyond blessed but I want you to know that you and your brothers will always be my kids. I love you just as much as I love the one I am fixing to have.” She said.
I could tell she was about to cry. I walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her the best I could. “You have always been like a mother to me. I love you Erin and I defiantly love my little sister.” I said as I rubbed my hand on her belly. I was just about to move my hand when I felt a kick. I looked up at Erin and she smiled at me. I could feel a smile forming on my face also.
*Ben’s POV*
My alarm was set for 4:15 but I had been lying awake since about 2. I was restless and didn’t quite know why. I had just woken up out of a dead sleep and hadn’t been able to go back to sleep. All the events of the tour just kept playing out in my head. I just couldn’t believe what we had been through.
However out of everything the thing that shocked me the most was watching our real mom leave us again. At least when she was dead I knew she was gone and didn’t have a choice. Now she was alive and made the decision to leave us. It really hurt me but I didn’t want to let my dad or Tay know. They both took it so hard and someone had to be the strong one. Andy was being strong for Ashley so I took it upon myself to be the one for Tay and dad.
I picked up my phone to check it. It read 3:45, aka too damn early. I didn’t have any new messages or even a missed call. I had told Sally that I would call her when I got home. I had tried after the Andy B. episode but her phone went straight to voicemail. I had sent her a few texts but never got a reply. I was a bit concerned.
I laid there and let all my thoughts run wild until my dad knocked on my door. He had a cup of coffee but still looked like a zombie.
“Would you wake up Tay for me?” he asked. I just nodded and he ambled off. I got up and walked to Tay’s room. I didn’t bother knocking because I knew she would be passed out.
However I did not expect her to be shaking violently. I didn’t want to alarm her so I shook her gently and whispered her name until she came too.
“Tay what’s wrong?” I asked.
“I..I had a nightmare.” she whispered as she put her head on my chest.
“About?” I asked, dreading the answer.
“Our mom killing me.” She had said it so softly I had barley heard her.
I just pulled her close to me and held her until she calmed down. “What time is it anyway?“ She asked.
“It’s like 4:30 in the morning.” We both groaned.
“Remind me again why we are up?”
“Because we get to fly to London today.” I told her. I was excited to go but I had other things on my mind. She giggled at me and started to push me out of her room. I held my hands up in surrender and left without a fight.
I headed to my room to change and go grab a cup of coffee. I had a feeling I would need it. I passed Erin on my way downstairs and I gave her a hug. “I’m going to miss you guys.” She told me.
“We are going to miss you too but soon enough your going to have your hands so full your going to forget all about us.” I joked.
“Ben don’t say that I would never.” She said, she had a hurt look in her eyes.
“No I didn’t, I was joking. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to upset you. You have been so great to us and I don’t think we could ever thank you enough.” I told her.
“I should be thanking you guys. You’re the ones who took me in and let me be a part of this family.” She said. I just gave her a smile and she continued on to my little sister’s room.
I headed to the kitchen to get me some coffee. It was going to be a long day.
*Andy’s POV*
I woke up to Ash throwing up in the trash can next to the bed. I jumped up and pulled her hair back until she was done. When she was done I just walked to the bathroom and got her a wet washcloth and grabbed her a cup of water.
“Thanks.” She mumbled as she took the water and I wiped the back of her neck and her face.
“You okay?” I asked, concerned. She just nodded and leaned back against my chest.
“What time is it?” she asked. I grabbed my phone and groaned.
“3:50. We leave soon so we might as well stay up.” She nodded against my chest.
“Sorry for waking you.” She apologized.
“It’s not your fault. I blame the little troublemaker. Look at him already causing trouble and he’s not even here yet.” I joked as I rubbed her belly. She giggle and gave me a kiss.
“Help me up? I want to take a shower before we go.” I grabbed her arm and helped her to the bathroom.
When she turned the water I turned to leave and she grabbed my arm. “Please stay?” she asked with puppy dog eyes.
“I can’t babe.” I said, my eyes growing wide as she started to strip in front of me. I covered my eyes. “Babe..” I choked out.
“Come on Andy. You want it.” She told me, running her hands under my shirt, causing chills to run up my spine. “Let me make you feel good.” She practically purred in my ear.
“Ash I can’t, I can’t do that to you. This isn’t you speaking, it’s the hormones.” I said, my voice cracking.
“Andy I know what the hell I want and that is you.”
She grabbed my hand and ran it along her naked body. I still had my eyes screwed shut tightly and it was taking all I had not to have my way with her right then.
“I can’t if I start it won’t stop and I don’t want you to re…” she cut me off by making out with me. I lost all control at that point. I wrapped my arms around her and picked her up and set her on the counter and started taking off my shirt.
Ashley started running her hands along my torso as I took her nipple in my mouth and lightly sucked on it. She let out a little moan and arched her back. I kissed my way back up to her mouth, sucking on her neck in the process.
She reached down and started unbuttoning my pants. She seemed to have a bit of trouble so I undid them and pulled them down. She slid off the counter and started kissing me again.
By this point, I only had one thing on my mind and that was to devour my pregnant girlfriend whole.
*Danielle’s POV*
I had been jumpy ever since we arrived at the airport. We were the first ones there and I couldn’t help but scan the crowd, looking for four familiar faces that I knew all too well.
“Calm down.” Lights told me as she handed me some coffee. I nodded.
“Thanks.” Was all I could say.
Slowly more of the bands started to file in but still not the one I was looking for. Andy B walked in and looked like death. He was pale and had bags under his eyes. He was refusing to talk to anyone except his band and even then it was short answers or grunts. He left about ever two minutes to get a cigarette.
I was starting to get concerned when I finally spotted them. I wanted to go over and talk to them but as soon as I caught Tony’s eye, he glared at me and pulled the kids in the opposite direction of where I was.
Notes
Well I had no idea what I was going to do with this chapter so this happened haha. I hope you guys like it.
What do you think will happen with Andy and Ash? Will they do the sex thing or not?? Hmm I am curious. How will Tony and the kids act with Danielle on tour? What is going to happen on tour?
I wanna know the answers too! I'm sure the lovley inventor of this amazing story will answer some questions for us next chapter ^^
~Raz
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Glad you're loving it and I don't plan on ending this one too soon :)
10/28/15