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Celebrate The Way That Night Hides Scars

Chapter 47

*Ben's POV*

Tay and I were searching in the dark for Andy B. I started by heading to where I heard the crash. "Why the hell are we searching in the dark when we could turn the light on?" I asked Tay when I realized what stupid thing we were doing, but our dad beat us to it and turned on the back porch lights.

"What was that loud crash?" He asked us.

"We don't know. Andy B was out here talking to Juliet then the crash happened." Tay explained. Our dad instantly started examining everything.

"Now I know what the crash was." He said and that's when I noticed the hole in the wall. "Erin's gonna be upset when she sees that."

"Where could Andy have g-" she stopped when she saw Andy. He was sitting up against one of the big trees in our backyard.

"It's all my fucking fault." Andy whispered to himself over and over again as we walked up.

"Andy, what's going on?" My dad asked the broken sounding man.

"She thinks I don't care....how could I not care when it was my child too? How could I not care when it's my fault she lost the baby? How could I not care that she's not continuing the tour?" I've never seen Andy look so broken or sound so broken.

"Andy, it's not your fault. But wait, she 's not continuing tour?" My dad asked.

"No, she told her band and tour manager she couldn't go on so her tour manager got Twenty One Pilots to take their spot on tour. It was all cleared with Vic too.....but please enlighten me on how it's not my fault when I didn't do what you said? You told me to pay close attention to her due to the threat on the pregnant ladies, but I didn't! Look at what the fuck happened because I didn't listen to you!" Andy exclaimed as tears started streaming down his cheeks.

"Okay, let's bring you to the porch. I'm gonna call someone to come over and talk to you. Someone who went through a very similar thing." My dad said. Me and Tay then brought Andy to a chair on the porch.

*Third Person POV*

As soon as he got inside, Tony pulled out his phone and called the one person he knew might be able to help. "What's up Tone? I was just about to go to sleep." Was how the the call was answered.

"Sorry to ask Jaime, but could you possibly come and talk to Andy? You're the only person I know that lost their baby. Andy really needs someone who understands at the moment." Tony explained to his bassist.

"Yeah, I'll be there in a couple minutes." Jaime said.

"When you get here just come to the back." Tony said then they said goodbye and Tony walked outside. Five minutes later, Jaime came around. "Hey." Tony said to the exhausted looking bassist. "You don't have to if you don't think you can." Tony whispered giving his band mate a hug.

"I'll be fine." Jaime whispered back trying to calm the guitarists worries. "If you guys don't mind I'd like to say what I'm going to, to him alone." Jaime said.

"Yeah, sure. Tay, Ben, let's go inside and let them talk." Tony said and ushered his kids inside.

"I don't want to tell you that the pain of losing your child before they could even breathe or see the world or talk or walk or anything will get better, because that's complete bullshit. You learn to live with it and be happy then try again when you're ready. It'll be scary and you'll feel like you'll lose your next child you try for and you'll be so protective over the mother and you'll be doing anything you possibly can to make sure you don't lose that child like the first time....I'm just so happy I didn't lose Cameron like I lost my daughter. You need to trust it won't happen again and trust that one day you WILL have a child you can love and raise and they'll love you back. That's all I can really say, please think about it." Jaime said then walked back to his car and drove home.

*Andy's POV*

Once we got to Ashley's house, I carried her upstairs. She was restless so we just sat on her bed and talked about names. "I don't know what to name this little one." Ashley said softly rubbing her belly.

"You know what I'd like his name to be." I said and kissed her temple.

"I know. I just have so many name thoughts going through my mind right now. You want Badger, but I'm not too sure about it. Ben's suggestion of Luke sounds good, but you don't like it. I was thinking of Harry, Jack or Brandon. Then I also like Tay's suggestion of Azazel." Ashley said.

"Other than Tay's suggestion and mine, all the rest are normal names. I've always wanted my kids to have unique names, but I don't know how I feel about Azazel. I can't even say the name!" I exclaimed. I had fumbled over the name and I knew I wasn't saying it right.

"So you'd rather name our kid after someone who does and sells meth in a popular TV show that's over?" She asked me and I looked at her confused.

"What?" I have no clue what she's talking about.

"Breaking Bad? You can't tell me you've never seen Breaking Bad!"

"I um....I've actually never even heard of it."

"What!? It was filmed in the state and two towns your mom and Cameron's mom grew up in!"

"What's it about?"

"It's basically about a chemistry teacher who gets cancer and starts producing meth and has his meth partner sell it to get money for both his family and to pay for his chemo treatments. It starts slow, but I think it's a great show."

"Hmm.....and there's someone named Badger in it?"

"Well kind of, but that's also why I suggested Brandon."

"I'm not understanding. How does the name Brandon have anything to do with the name Badger and Breaking Bad?"

"If you watched the show, you'd know."

"Then show me on tour."

"Really!?"

"Yes, I'll watch the show you love."

"You're the greatest! But to explain, the guy in it named Badger, well his real name is Brandon. Badger is his nickname."

"Talking about Breaking Bad I hear. Careful Andy, she's obsessed with Jesse in the show, you may have some competition." Mike said standing in the doorway, I wonder how long he's been there. His comment made Ash blush. "Baby girl, you need to get some rest. The doctor said you need to rest a lot the next two weeks. But your mother and I are going to sleep, so goodnight and sleep well." Mike kissed the top of Ashley's head then nodded to me and left the room.

"He's right Ash, let's go to sleep." I said and pulled everything out of my pockets and laid down.

"I think we should name him Brandon Tyler Perry and he can go by Badger." Ashley said as my phone went off. I had a new message.

"I'd like that and I think the name is perfect." I said and quickly checked the message.

From Blocked Number: Just wanted to let you know, I'm going to be on tour with Lights. -R/D

I put my phone down and pulled Ash close to me. Who the hell is R/D? I decided not to dwell on it and see if I could have one good night of sleeping."

*Tay's POV*

"Why'd Jaime come over? He couldn't have lost a child because he has Cammie." I said to my dad.

"It's complicated." My dad said slowly.

"What do you mean?" Ben asked.

"If I tell you, you can't tell anyone that you know. It must remain a secret so Jaime can keep whatever's left of a wall he built up. Even though most of it could crash down while talking to Andy, but it's a risk he took tonight." My dad said which confused me more.

"Why aren't we supposed to know?" I asked.

"Jaime made Vic, Mike and I swear not to tell anyone. He doesn't want it to be known. Can I really trust you two to keep this a secret and not tell ANYONE?" My dad asked us and we nodded. "Rose and Tris, Cameron's mom, were pregnant at the same time Rose was farther along than Tris though. Only a couple days after you" he pointed to Ben "and Andy were born, Tris and Jaime got the news that their daughter they had just named died in the womb. Everything was so fucked for them, especially Tris, after that for the next two years." My dad explained.

"Poor Jaime." Ben said quietly.

"What was her name?" I asked.

"They never told us." My dad said.

"But we should've." I recognized Tris's voice. My dad I looked at her. "Don't worry Tone, I won't let him find out you told them. I always knew the truth would come out eventually. Whether it was him or you saying it."

"A-Are you Cameron's birth mother?" Ben stuttered the question. He was so pale now. Oh wait, I forgot this would be the first time he's really seen a spirit. He never even saw Mitch which was really scary.

"Yes." She giggled. "I came here to explain to you this. Yes, Cam was supposed to have an older sister. I wanted her to have a name because I subconsciously knew we lost her. We named her Amy Marie Preciado. I wasn't meant to have a daughter first, I know that's why she didn't get to have life like Jaime and I wanted. Jaime just hasn't registered that yet, but he will. Andy will find someone new and have kids." Tris said then looked to me and my dad. "Don't be mad." Was all she said before she disappeared.

"Don't be mad about what?" Ben asked as all our phones when off. We all got a new message.

"I think we're about to find out." My dad said and I opened the message.

From Blocked Number: Just wanted to let you know, I am going to be on tour with Lights. -R/D

"Who the hell is R/D?" Ben asked.

"Our birth mother!" I spat.

"Alright, I'm going to sleep before I break something." My dad said leaving his phone on the counter and walking towards his room. I followed his pursuit.

"Agreed." I said then walked to my room leaving my phone in the kitchen.

*Tony's POV*

I left my phone in the kitchen and calmed myself down before entering my bedroom. I stripped down, got in bed and pulled Erin to me. "Goodnight babe." I whispered then kissed my wife's shoulder.

"Tone, I think I know what I want to name our baby girl." Erin said quietly.

"What do you want to name her?"

"Roselin Alexandra, she'd go by Rose."

"You want our child to be named after Rose? Why?" I didn't understand why she'd want that.

"She was a good person Tony. You know that as well as I do. I know you and Tay still care about her. Plus, I really like the names Roselin and Alexandra." Erin said and I sighed in defeat. She got me.

"Alright, but that's not gonna get me to talk to Rose on tour since she'll be with Lights all tour. One other thing, don't tell Tay. She'll flip."

*Danielle's POV*

At some point I had fallen asleep. I was woken up by Beau telling me there was breakfast for before we go catch our flight. I got up and went into the kitchen. "Danielle, you should check Instagram. Beau and I just shared some news." Lights said with a big smile. I got on Instagram and there was her post. It was a picture of Beau with one hand on Lights' belly and the other on Rocket's shoulder, Lights was doing the same.

The picture said Player 1 on Beau, Player 2 on Lights, Player 3 on Rocket, and Player 4 on Lights' belly. The caption read 'Decided it's time to tell you guys. In 6 months we have Player 4 coming smile emoticon'. "You're pregnant? Congrats!" I said excitedly with a smile.

"We're really hoping for a boy this time." Lights said with a smile.

"What are you thinking of naming him if it is a boy." I asked.

"Link." Beau said with a big smile.

"You guys are so cute together." I said then Beau looked at the time.

"Time to go. Gotta catch our flight." Beau said then looked at me. "By the way, the car is already loaded so don't worry about getting your bags."

Notes

So all that happened, and as for the reader who suggested Erin's baby be named Rose, there we go :) I hope everyone likes this chapter. I already can't wait for my coauthor's next chapter

Leave us some comments with stuff you wanna see or how you're liking it :)

-Rose

Comments

@bulletproofangel
Glad you're loving it and I don't plan on ending this one too soon :)

Damn!!! I love the way this is going, please go on <3

@Fangirl_BandGeek
I guess that's just something you get with my stories haha

Oh my gosh I can't I love this but it's so heart-wrenching

@bulletproofangel
I was informed by my coauthor it may be a little while due to responsibilities and all, but she will be updating as soon as she can :)

@bulletproofangel