Loverboy

“Why does she stay with him?” Austin asked.

“I don’t know man, I’m scared of what he can do to her.” I said, I haven’t heard from her in a week now since she was at my place.

“Alan, you need to do something about it.” Phil said.

“Why should I?” I said out loud, even though it was more like a thought.

“Are you serious?” Aaron now asked and all the guys looked at me. I shouldn’t be discussing this with them.

“He doesn’t want feelings or any of that shit with Holland.” Austin spoke up for me.

“Well it’s obvious that you have them for her.” Phil said.

I kept quiet.

“Alan, you fucker you have to do something. What if he does something and you blew everything, you’ll never have a chance with her.” Phil said.

Tino was shaking his head, this whole time he had been quiet which makes me think that he agrees with my viewpoint.

“I can’t…she…she’s all over the place and so am I. I can’t care about her guys.” I said and got up to leave the table we were sitting at. I can’t do any of this anymore.

I refuse to have romantic feelings for anyone and especially Holland. Even though I want her, no. I can’t. I won’t.

I got in my car and sped away. I left the guys before we had a chance to talk about anything music wise and I don’t give a fuck.

This isn’t what I needed. Maybe I should get drunk tonight and invite Emily over. I wish her and Leah would be up for a threesome. I’d kill to see them naked and playing with each other. Mhm, getting hard at that thought and picturing it, nope stop Alan.

I pulled into my apartment parking lot, parked and got out to head into my building.

I unlocked the doorknob and turned it open. My place was trashed. Uh oh.

I was met with a face that I never wanted to see in person.

Max.

Notes

Sorry for the shitty little update but I needed to update so yeah haha.

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