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Loverboy

The Fuck

The poor thing had her lip busted up pretty badly. I sat her on the counter and she was upset and crying as I tried to clean her face. I wonder what she thinks of seeing me only in my boxers and walking Leah out the door.

When I find Max I’m going to kill him. Holland needs a restraining order against him.

I’m pretty much cleaning up the evidence, but she has cause otherwise.

I dampened a washcloth and slowly tried to remove as much of the blood as possible. She whimpered in pain a little and I tried to be gentler.

“I’m sorry Holly.” I said as I started to clean her lip with antiseptic and q-tips.

“I’m so, so fucking stupid.” She stuttered out.

“Shhhh don’t say that.” I said and tucked a piece of hair behind her ear. Her beautiful blue eyes were swollen, red, and puffy. It made my heart break. Shit I can’t have feelings for her, no.

I finished wiping her face, now about her bloody clothes…”Stay here” I said to her and went to get her one of my shirts. I came back with it and she was crying.

“I brought you a shirt…since yours is…yeah.” I said as I extended my arm out to give her the shirt.

“Thank you” she said as she took it from me.

“Yeah I’ll leave you change…” I said and awkwardly walked out of the bathroom.

I sat on the couch, thinking to what Leah and I just did, but then shifting everything back to Holland. Why did she always come to me? I don’t want a relationship, but I want her…she’s like my drug. I don’t know what the hell I’m talking about anymore. Holland and I will never be together, right…right?

She walked out looking for me.

“I’m gonna go…” she said shyly.

“No. I want you here safe with me, please.” Fuck, I’m stupid for asking that.

“Alan…I shouldn’t be here…”

“Why, what makes it so wrong this time?”

“Because I realized that I’m killing you and it isn’t fair.” What. What did she just say?

“You don’t have to say anything Al.” She spoke again interrupting my silence.

“Just please stay for the night so I can know that you’re okay.” I said.

“No. You don’t get to fuck Leah then have me sleep next to you. This isn’t right Ashby none of this is right!” She yelled the last part.

“That’s not what…” she interrupted me.

“No stop. Thank you but I’m leaving.” She left.

What the fuck was that?



I woke up remembering Leah and Holland. Still not understanding why Holland came to me a mess then was all like no I have to leave.

Well Twitter told me my answer.

xoHolland: I’ve missed my bf. Love you bby.
Pic.


That fucker threatened her didn’t he?

Notes

Comment with suggestions and let me know what you think please!

xoxo

Comments

I hope he remembers her :(

TheCrookedYoung TheCrookedYoung
9/30/14

@thecalm318
Noo thank YOU for writing!!!!

TheCrookedYoung TheCrookedYoung
9/20/14

@TheCrookedYoung
Thank YOU for reading! <3

thecalm318 thecalm318
9/18/14

OMG thank you <3

TheCrookedYoung TheCrookedYoung
9/18/14

:( sorry I'm a impatient little fucker

TheCrookedYoung TheCrookedYoung
9/17/14