The Letter

I walked out of their driveway and back to my car. It sucked, not being able to be with her. I still love her. But she wasn't mine, I hurt her too much.


We always talked about kids, I always wanted them with her. We would make beautiful babies, it sucked that she's having them with Carlile.



She thinks that I'm the bad guy. I am, yeah. I did it all. But she doesn't even know! She doesn't know everything that's happened and she won't even hear me out!


I thought she loved me. But I guess she didn't. Though, I've still got all of her letters. And even the picture I took of her when she was sitting on the arena floor.



Maybe if I showed her these she'd talk to me? Doubt it. Everyone's got her to hate me. Part of me haters her. I gave her so much. I'm the reason she even met Oli and Austin! She doesn't even thank me!


I did this! I made her how she is and I don't even get a thanks?! That bitch. God, I deserve everything you card ever for everything I've done for her.


Fuck this. I'm done. She's dead this time.

Notes

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