Ghost In The Mirror

Chris's P.O.V.

Everyone was standing around Tarra's locker like we normally do. Of course, Josh wasn't here with us. If he were to try and come back today I wouldn't forgive him. He doesn't deserve it. I gave my all as a friend only to have him throw it in my face like it was a joke.

Fucking asshole.

The way he did Tarra pissed everyone off. Its been two months and I still can't believe it. Speaking of Tarra, she just walked up to her locker that was right beside me. She looked as if she had a lot on her mind. She looked troubled to. Like she was mentally debating something.

"You alright?" I asked her, placing a comforting hand on her shoulder. She turned to me and gave me a weak smile. That was when I noticed there were tears rimming her eyes, begging to spilled. She shook her head no and a tear escaped her swollen eyes. I pulled her into a hug, her wrapping her arms tightly around me. I heard a choked sob escape her lips causing the rest of our friends to turn and look at her. I shooed them away then turned my attention back to her.

"What's wrong?" I questioned, rubbing her back soothingly.

"Im sorry. Im so sorry." She cried.

I furrowed my eye brows in confusion, looking down at the girl in my arms. "Why would you be sorry?" I held her out at arms length as she did everything to avoid making eye contact with me.

"Im going somewhere. I don't know where or when but I have to leave." She explained, tears welling up in her eyes even more.

"Why?" Did she just say she's leaving? No! I can't loose her!

"I have to." She sighed. She wiped her eyes then dismissed herself to the bathroom to clean herself up. I felt tears well up in my own eyes. I pushed them back, trying to convince myself this was only a sick excuse for a joke. It has to be. She means to much to all of us for her to leave.

She came out of the bathroom and it looked like she had never shed a tear. I find it amazing how she could cover it up that way.

Josh and his new group of friends passed by her and she followed. She was probably going to talk to that guy Brad. They seem to be pretty good friends.

I was proven wrong when she tapped Josh on the shoulder. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion as he spun around. His friends looked over at her then at Josh in disgust. I wanted to go over and punch them all in the face for looking at her like that. I was rooted to the ground though when she grabbed his face and planted a rough kiss to his lips.

Did that just happen?

Yes. Yes it did.

He shoved her away, looking close to the point of tears. "What the fuck Tarra?" He fumed.

"I can't do this anymore Josh! You can't make me!" She yelled back.

"Stop! Don't do this!" He begged. What is going on?

"I love you Josh. I know you love me to. Let them call. Ill be fine." She replied.

"Tarra you fucking stop now!" Ryan screamed through the hallway. He's in on this to? No. He was to sad. He knows something about Tarra though.

Wait. He's speaking! Ryan is speaking!

"No. Ryan I can't do this anymore. Its time for me to go." She called back. They all had tears running down their faces.

What is going on?

Notes

It's been three days. I give you all full permission to piss in my favorite pair of Vans for being shitty.
Anywho, Tarra just did that. Do you think our culprits saw? Maybe. We'll just have to see.
Anyone else in love with the new album? I am. Dead As Fuck is fantastic. So is Dark Passenger. And every other song on the album. :3
I love you all!
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