Vic's pov~ *a few days later*

I haven't really talked to Kellin since what happen in the library. I really think I hurt his feelings I didn't mean too though. Why can't he understand that it's not as easy as it sounds... I really wish he would talk to me. I want to tell him I'm sorry and try to work things out with him. But every time I try to talk to him he ignores me and walks away with some kid he's been hanging out with. What if that's his new boyfriend? He's cute. He can't have a new boyfriend though, that'd too fast. Gosh! Listen to yourself Vic, you're acting like he belongs to you or something. That's it, this needs to be settled now!
The day seemed to be going by slow. Ugh. And of course Kellin wasn't at lunch. This means I have to wait till class is over. I can't wait that long. Thankfully I only have one more class left. After class I rushed to Kellin's locker to catch him before he left.
"Kellin!!" I shouted running toward him. Of course he ignored me.
"Please talk to me!" I said stopping him before he walked away.
"Go away Vic" He said coldly
"Come on Kellin" The guy said.
"No! I refuse, I need to talk to you. please just give me five minutes of your time that's all I'm asking for" I pleaded.
"Fine.. Jesse wait for me outside okay?" Kellin said.
"Hmm.. okay" Jesse said walking outside.
"What do you want Vic..?" He asked coldly.
"Y..o..u.. " I mumbled "I mean.. I want to say sorry for being a dick to you and making you feel bad. It was wrong of me. I want to push pass this and be friends... I want to be mo.." I bit my lip fighting the urge to kiss him.
"Look Vic you need to get your feelings straight before anything. I know I like you. And of course I want to kiss you and get to know you on another level. ButI won't be a secret to you." He said beginning to walk away from me.
Crap! I can't let him leave, I have to do something. I grabbed him by the arm and pulled him close to me and kissed him. He's right! I can't keep lying anymore. I felt him start to pull away, so I deepened the kiss. It felt so unreal. He hesitated at first but returned the kiss. The passion he had in the kiss sent chills down my spine,. I pushed him against the locker and wrapped my arms around his neck. At this moment I didn't care if anyone saw.It was magical and I never wanted it to end. But sadly it did when he finally pulled away from me.
"Vic..." Kellin breathed.
"Kellin..." I bit my lip.
"Why..?" He asked softly.
"I meant what I said to you, I want to make things right between us.." I said softly.
"Oh..." He sighed.
"Please just give me the chance to prove it" I smiled.
"Okay I will!" He smiled and pulled me in for a quick kiss.
Jaime was right! I need to be honest with my feelings and clearly Kellin has the same feelings as me. Now the only thing I have to do is find a way to break it to the guys. This was going to be hardest thing I'd ever have to do. At this point the only thought on my mind was that kiss. I never wanted to kiss someone so badly like I wanted to do with him. Everything is just so crazy that I feel like my head is going to explode... gosh why must everything be so hard..sigh..
I felt eyes burning a hole into my back as I watched Kellin walk away. He's so beautiful. I snapped back into reality when I heard someone walking someone walking close to me.
"Uhm.." Someone said.
"Hey.." I said softly turning around and seeing it was Jaime.
"Care to explain?" He asked.
"Well I went for it..and now I promised him that I wouldn't keep him a secret anymore.." I sighed.
"Hmm.." Jaime fell silent. I sighed. "Honestly Vic just do what you think is right" Jaime said before he walked away.
I was hoping for a little more help than that.. I guess I'm on my own this time.. I looked down at my phone and saw that Mike was calling me. Weird. He's still mad at me.
"Hey bro what's up?" I asked shyly.
"Get home now Vic we need to talk" He shouted and hung up.
Crap!! what could this be about now? Does he know? How did he find out? Did Jaime say anything to him? He wouldn't though.. my mind was rushing a million miles a minute. I wasn't ready for this and I don't do it now what will I tell Keilln..


Kellin's pov~

I'm not sure if I really believe Vic but that kiss was so wonderful. There is just about that boy that drives me crazy. I saw Jesse standing outside of the school and I already knew he's going to give me hell for this. I took a deep breath and prepared myself for the worse.
"So what happened?" Jesse asked.
"Nothing.." I tried to hold back a smile but failed.
"Liar!!! Did you kiss him?" He asked staring me down.
"Uhmm.." I mumbled beginning to walk toward my house.
"Kellin!" Jesse shouted running after me.
"Uhm.." I giggled.
"Why..? I thought you said you didn't want anything to do with him" He said.
"I did.. but things are complicated right now." I sighed.
He rolled his eyes and the rest of the walk was in silence. I know Jesse was looking out for me but I don't like when people judge me.
"Want to stay for dinner?" I asked breaking the silence.
"Sure!" He smiled and walked the rest of the way home with me.
I met Jesse online on some random website, we talked for awhile before I realized that we went to the same school. We got really close really fast. I also talk to his cousin Justin from time to time but that's rare. I'm glad I have Jesse though I really needed a friend. After dinner me and Jesse went up to my room for some much needed studying. But I had a feeling that we weren't just going to study..
"So..." Jesse began. I knew it.
"Yes...?" I said looking up from my textbook.
"Do you like Vic enough to deal with him?" He whispered.
"I'm not sure really.. we don't talk enough.." I sighed.
"Then what do you do?" He wondered.
"Well we've talked but then when we kiss it feels like we're suppose to be doing that.." I mumbled.
"Oh.." He sighed.
Hmm.. I looked over at Jesse and he seemed upset but why? I was too scared to actually ask him so I went back to studying. After Jesse went home I couldn't stop thinking about what he asked me. And the face he put just made me wonder if Jesse didn't like Vic? But how he didn't even know him well to not? I'll have to ask him one day..
The next day at school was actually a good one. I passed all my tests and then after lunch we get to go home early. For some reason I actually was happy to go to lunch today. Maybe it was the thought of seeing Vic.. yeah that's probably the reason. When I got to the lunch room Vic's table was already full with his friends.. but he wasn't there. Hmm I'll wait awhile before I ask for him. I don't want to make a fool out of myself again. After about 10 minutes Vic was no where to be seen... Welp I guess I have to go ask for him.. I made my way toward the table, my stomach was tied in knots.
"Hey.. is Vic here today?" I asked them.
"What's it to you?" Someone spat back at me.
"Well I needed to ask him something..." I mumbled.
"Oh yeah? Like what?" The same person said sharply.
"It's kind of private" I said shyly.
"Well I'm his brother so you can tell me" He said harshly.
"I'll just wait for Vic.." I sighed. What's his deal?
"Hey Kellin, meet me after lunch okay?" Someone else said.
"O..kay.." I said before walking back to my table.
What was that all about? Why wasn't Vic there? And why was his brother acting like such a bitch? I really hope that other kid could give me some answers because none of this makes sense right now. Thankfully lunch time was over and I could finally get some answers. I walked toward the exit and saw he was waiting for me.
"So why did you want to see me?" I asked.
"To talk about Vic, I'm Jaime his best friend." He stated
"Okay, so what's wrong with him?" I asked worried.
"Nothing, he's fine.. he.. uhm stayed home to clear his head.." He said softly.
"Oh.. well why was his brother being such a douche to me?" I asked softly.
"Ehhh.. Mike has a lot on his mind right now, don't mind him. Look the real reason I asked you to meet me here was because I want to know what you want with Vic?" he glared at me.
"What do you mean..?" I asked nervously.
"You know what I mean" He said sharply.
"Well... I told Vic I want to get to know him better.. I like him.. but I also told him I don't want to be kept a secret... " I sighed.
"Well have you ever thought that this wasn't so easy for him!?" He snapped.
"Well.." I sighed looking down.
"Kellin.. Vic likes you..just go easy on him.." He sighed and walked away.
What was that about? I really need to talk to Vic.. This whole thing is going out of hand.. and the more we push this off the harder it will be. None of this is making much sense.. I really wish Vic was here...

Notes

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