Vic's pov~

I looked down at my phone and sighed. I shouldn't have just left like that. It's way to go back in and say sorry to him. Gosh I'm such a moron. i shook the thoughts out of my head and began to walk home. Hopefully Mike isn't too mad at me for hanging up on him like that.. I'll just have to wait and see. When I walked in I saw Mike sitting down on the sofa watching tv. I smiled at him and sat down.
"Why did you hang up on me?" He asked coldly.
"Sorry bro.. I was trying to get away from where I was.." I sighed.
"So you just had to hang up?" I could tell that he was upset.
"What's your deal Mike?" ..I said I was sorry, like seriously.."I said rolling my eyes at him.
"What's my deal?! More like what's your deal Vic? These pass few days you've been a total dick to everyone. Ignoring us, giving us attitude, and just totally ditching us at lunch! If something is up just say something!" He shouted.
"Can you calm down!! I'm tired of you guys getting on my case for anything Like fuck!!" I said harshly. What crawled up his ass.
I pushed him out of the way and ran up to the stairs to my room, slamming the door behind me. I can't take this anymore. I'm lying to my friends and family. I hate that Mike is mad at me, but what am I suppose to do? I can't tell them because they might not want me around anymore..
I wish this wasn't so hard.. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. My thoughts were cut off when my phone started to ring.
"Hello..? I questioned not looking at the caller id.
"Yo, it's me Jaime" He said.
"Oh hey man what's up?" I asked
"You okay man..? Mike texted me.." He began
"Look Jaime if you're going to give me crap like Mike did, don't! I really don't need that right now!" I snapped at him.
"Whoa, chill man I'm not! I'm just calling to check up on you is all" he said softly.
"COME OVER!" I shouted.
"Already half way there" he laughed.
"Okay good! bye!" I said hanging up.
A few minutes later Jaime was here. Thats the one thing I loved about him, he was always here when I needed him. We've been best friends for as long as I could remember. And if I know if I need to come clean in some way he would be the perfect person to start with.
"So what's eating at you Vic?" He asked worried.
"I just have a lot on my mind.." I sighed.
"Like..?" He questioned.
"Just things.." I mumbled.
"Vic.. come on now spill" He said firmly.
"Promise me you won't tell?" I glared at him.
"Promise!" he smiled.
"So you know that new guy named Kellin..?" I said softly.
"Mhmm.." He nodded.
"Well.. he kissed me, and the weirdest thing was that I liked it.. and the worse part was I kissed back.. and this whole thing just has me all messed up.." I whimpered softly.
Gosh I can't believe I just said that, why wasn't I good at lying?..He must think I'm some freak or something. The room was filled with an awkward silence and it was driving me insane. I couldn't even look in Jaime's direction.
"Well..uhm I sure wasn't expecting that.." He finally said.
I sighed and bit my lip. I knew it.
"Vic, I'm not judging you or anything, it just caught he off guard you know?, Now is that the only thing that is bugging you?" He wondered.
"No... honestly was has me messed up is that fact that before kissing him, I hadn't had a connection with anymore.. at least not in that way..." I sighed.
"Well if you feel like that talk it out with him?..It might help you clear your head about the whole thing" He smiled.
"Yeah you're right, I'm just scared how everyone will react if they found out.. They not be so understanding like you.." I cried.
"I'm sure they will be. They care about you! Don't worry" He said hitting my arm.
He's right.. I just need to think this out better and actually talk it out with Kellin. Hopefully we can get to know each other better after all this..


Kellin's pov~

Seeing the look on Vic's face made me feel like crap. This is why I don't any friends. Maybe I should try and make some.. I sighed to myself and made my way to my computer. Maybe a online profile would help. I laughed at the thought. After a few minutes of searching for a website I finally found one. It wasn't nothing too flashy. After I made my profile and updated the information I decided it was time for a shower.
By the time I got back I had already gotten a few messages. I looked through them and only one stood out to me. It was from a ginger boy named Jesse Lawson. Hmm.. He's cute.

Subject; Hey!
Jesse; Hey my name is Jesse! How are you?
Me; Hey man! I'm Kellin, I'm doing good. What about you?
Jesse; Good, just doing some homework with my cousin. You?
Me; Oh cool! Nothing really just trying to meet new people and stuff:]
Jesse; Oh are you new to Cali or something?
Me; Sadly yes :c
Jesse; Oh bummer!! You need a tour guide then! Lol
Me; I sure do!! Haha:D

After a few minutes of talking with Jesse mom called me down for dinner. I couldn't really eat so I just came back upstairs to get some rest. Hopefully I can talk to Vic tomorrow and clear the air.
The next day~
With all that is going on in my head I barely got any sleep last night. Which means I'm going to school looking like a damn zombie. I sighed and began walking to school. I was hopeful to run into Vic on my way there. But of course luck wasn't in my favor. I was already in front of the school and still no sign of Vic. Hmm.. maybe today will be the day I sit with them at lunch.
The first few hours went by really fast oddly. Thankfully it was time for lunch. I made my way to the lunch room and slowly approached the table where Vic's friends were sitting. Hmm why isn't Vic here.
"Hey...uhm Do you know where Vic is..? I asked shyly.
"Well he should be on his way this way, have a seat" One of the guys said.
"Okay.." I smiled awkwardly.
The guys talked amethyst themselves while I waited for Vic to arrive. When he finally showed up he didn't look to happy to see me. I sighed to myself.
"Oh.. hey Kellin.." He said awkwardly.
"Hi.. " I smiled lightly.
"What are you doing here..?" He asked coldly. ouch.
"Oh.. uhm.. I just thought I would take you up on that offer.." I sighed.
"Hmm.. okay" He said looking away.
For about half of the lunch period Vic totally ignored me. As well as his other friends. Ugh I knew this would happen, I can't take this anymore. I'm leaving. I seen Vic look my way but he didn't break away from his conversation. That kinda hurt more than I thought it would. I decided to sit in the library for the rest of the period. I've always beens a big reader, books made everything better. After about 5 mins of reading I felt someone poke my side.
"Hey what's your problem?" I said looking to see who it was.
"Sorry.." Vic whispered.
"What are you doing here?" I asked coldly.
"To uhm say sorry.." he pouted.
"Mmmm.." I mumbled.
"I am, I shouldn't have been harsh with you at lunch.." he whispered.
"Okay.." I sighed.
He looked around the room for a second and grabbed my face and kissed me passionately. I can't keep letting him do this. I fought the urge to kiss his lips and finally pulled away from him.
'Don't!! don't act like you like me behind closed doors and in person I'm nobody to you! That's not fair to me!" I snapped.
"But..." He started
"NO! just leave me alone Vic! I'm not some toy you can play with when you're bored!" I said harshly and left him in the library.
It left him speechless and I could see the pain in his eyes. I know I wanted to kiss him back more than anything.. but I can't just keep letting him kiss and diss me! God I'm so hopeless.. all of this is so messed up.. sigh..

Notes

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