Hold My Heart It's Beating For You Anyway.
Secrets.
Kellin's pov~ *week later*
I've been doing my best to avoid Vic. I know I should've sat with them at lunch at least once but it's too risky. Maybe one day just not today. I'm glad it's time for lunch I need to finish writing in my favorite spot. I rushed out the classroom hoping I wouldn't run into Vic. I was in the clear and made my way to peacefulness. When I finally got there as usual no one was there. I took out my things and began to write. A few minutes later I heard a noise.
"Hello..? Is anyone there..?" I asked softly. I heard someone walking toward me.
"Hello..?" I said again.
"It's Vic, who's here ..?" He asked making his way toward me.
"Oh..it's me Kellin.." I mumbled.
"What are you doing here?" He asked standing above me.
"I came here to write.." I couldn't help but stare at him.
"Can I sit with you?" He smiled.
I smiled at him and patted the spot next to me. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't staring him down the whole time. He's beautiful.
"Kellin..." He said softly.
"Yes..?" I whispered.
Vic's pov~
I looked over at Kellin and I noticed he was staring at me. He had the most amazing smile I just wish he did it more.
"Why haven't I seen you in lunch?" I asked.
"Uhm.." He mumbled looking down.
"Well..?" I sighed. "I don't know. I hardly know you know you guys..." He trailed off into silence.
I sighed and grabbed his hand. "Well how are you going to get to know us if you keep avoiding us.." I said softly.
He smiled lightly.
"I really want to get to know you. You're different than my other friends and there is something about you that..interests me.." I said softly while rubbing my thumb against his hand.
"Really .." He said while biting his lip.
"Of course !" I smiled moving closer to him.
At that moment I was lost in his eyes and smile. Something told me to kiss him but I can't. I don't like men..or at least I don't think so..but if I did kiss him..would he think I'm weird ? Or scare him..? My thoughts were broken with the feel of Kellin's lips against mine. I pulled him closer and kissed him with passion. I've never felt this way for anyone nor have I kissed someone like that. Why did he have this affect on me..? I pulled away from him and bit my lip.
"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to.." He said nervously.
"No ..it's just..." I couldn't even speak.. With that he ran off I tried to run after him but failed. A million thoughts ran through my head. I can't believe that just happened. What scares me the most is that I didn't want the kiss to end. I wanted to kiss him again. I pushed the thought out of my head and made my way to the lunch room.
"Hey Vic what's wrong?" Jaime asked.
"Huh?" I looked at him confused.
"You alright man?" Tony asked worried. I shook my head and smiled at them.
"We saw your little 'friend' running out of the school" Mike added.
"Really? Which way did he go..?" I asked sharply.
"Who cares!" Mike said.
"M-e...uhm was just wondering.." I sighed to myself.
Kellin's pov~
I can't believe I just did that. He'll hate me. I ruined everything. I tried to hold back my tears but I failed. I could do was cry and run. The next thing I know I'm home. I took a deep breath and walked in hoping my mother wasn't home.
"Kellin is that you?" She asked. Crap.
"Ye-s mom it's me.." I whispered.
"Come in here!" She demanded from the kitchen.
I made my way to the kitchen with my head down.
"Why are you home?" She asked sharply.
"I kissed this boy I liked and I freaked. I don't think he likes me in that way ..so I ran and ended up here.. I'm sorry" I whimpered.
She looked at me and hugged me tightly. I really did love my mother. I smiled at here and made my way to my room. I really needed some sleep.
"Hey Kellin.." Mother shouted from downstairs.
"Yeah?" I answered.
"You can stay home from school tomorrow" with that I smiled and made my way to my room. Ugh I hope Vic doesn't hate me.. Maybe a day apart would be the best for the both of us right now..
I've been doing my best to avoid Vic. I know I should've sat with them at lunch at least once but it's too risky. Maybe one day just not today. I'm glad it's time for lunch I need to finish writing in my favorite spot. I rushed out the classroom hoping I wouldn't run into Vic. I was in the clear and made my way to peacefulness. When I finally got there as usual no one was there. I took out my things and began to write. A few minutes later I heard a noise.
"Hello..? Is anyone there..?" I asked softly. I heard someone walking toward me.
"Hello..?" I said again.
"It's Vic, who's here ..?" He asked making his way toward me.
"Oh..it's me Kellin.." I mumbled.
"What are you doing here?" He asked standing above me.
"I came here to write.." I couldn't help but stare at him.
"Can I sit with you?" He smiled.
I smiled at him and patted the spot next to me. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't staring him down the whole time. He's beautiful.
"Kellin..." He said softly.
"Yes..?" I whispered.
Vic's pov~
I looked over at Kellin and I noticed he was staring at me. He had the most amazing smile I just wish he did it more.
"Why haven't I seen you in lunch?" I asked.
"Uhm.." He mumbled looking down.
"Well..?" I sighed. "I don't know. I hardly know you know you guys..." He trailed off into silence.
I sighed and grabbed his hand. "Well how are you going to get to know us if you keep avoiding us.." I said softly.
He smiled lightly.
"I really want to get to know you. You're different than my other friends and there is something about you that..interests me.." I said softly while rubbing my thumb against his hand.
"Really .." He said while biting his lip.
"Of course !" I smiled moving closer to him.
At that moment I was lost in his eyes and smile. Something told me to kiss him but I can't. I don't like men..or at least I don't think so..but if I did kiss him..would he think I'm weird ? Or scare him..? My thoughts were broken with the feel of Kellin's lips against mine. I pulled him closer and kissed him with passion. I've never felt this way for anyone nor have I kissed someone like that. Why did he have this affect on me..? I pulled away from him and bit my lip.
"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to.." He said nervously.
"No ..it's just..." I couldn't even speak.. With that he ran off I tried to run after him but failed. A million thoughts ran through my head. I can't believe that just happened. What scares me the most is that I didn't want the kiss to end. I wanted to kiss him again. I pushed the thought out of my head and made my way to the lunch room.
"Hey Vic what's wrong?" Jaime asked.
"Huh?" I looked at him confused.
"You alright man?" Tony asked worried. I shook my head and smiled at them.
"We saw your little 'friend' running out of the school" Mike added.
"Really? Which way did he go..?" I asked sharply.
"Who cares!" Mike said.
"M-e...uhm was just wondering.." I sighed to myself.
Kellin's pov~
I can't believe I just did that. He'll hate me. I ruined everything. I tried to hold back my tears but I failed. I could do was cry and run. The next thing I know I'm home. I took a deep breath and walked in hoping my mother wasn't home.
"Kellin is that you?" She asked. Crap.
"Ye-s mom it's me.." I whispered.
"Come in here!" She demanded from the kitchen.
I made my way to the kitchen with my head down.
"Why are you home?" She asked sharply.
"I kissed this boy I liked and I freaked. I don't think he likes me in that way ..so I ran and ended up here.. I'm sorry" I whimpered.
She looked at me and hugged me tightly. I really did love my mother. I smiled at here and made my way to my room. I really needed some sleep.
"Hey Kellin.." Mother shouted from downstairs.
"Yeah?" I answered.
"You can stay home from school tomorrow" with that I smiled and made my way to my room. Ugh I hope Vic doesn't hate me.. Maybe a day apart would be the best for the both of us right now..
Notes
Hey babes!! Here's chapter 3 :) I'm working on four as I'm writing this!! Should be up soon:) no later than Saturday! Hope you like it (: ~ comment/rate or whatever :) sorry the Kellic action wasn't that much but it'll get better !! Hang tight !!
xoxo-KathieeH.
I'm still interested! :) x
3/13/16